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Saturday, September 27, 2003

Went to study wif Fiona and Xueping at AMK library this morning til aftnoon... hMm.. find that i can study quite well outside... better than to study at home, tend to get distracted.. hEez.. the feeling is nice lahz.. so long didn go amk central le.. there are memories of the past, when we always go there almost everytime aft sch when i was in sec sch.. hMm.. miss sec sch days~~
xueping at my place now... she's studying very hard lehz.. i see le very xian mu... now i super no mood study... haiz... i muz have more self-discipline... but.. no mood means no mood.. haiz haiz haiz....
Friday, September 26, 2003

Today BMic test is killing... HAIZ.. sick of it.... one and half hour's paper, i finish at half an hours time... really duno wat to write anymore.... haiz... cannot lidat le.. muz buck up......
but overall its quite a nice day lahz.....miss him oso lor... so long didn see him...... today only see one second ....
haha... badminton was nice.. played quite vigorous in the 1st one hour.... now addicted to playing... its quite fun actually... hehe...
ok lahz.. oso duno wat to write anymore.. sad tt amkss dropped from 29 to 35th position.. our batch... really pathetic...... haiz...
Thursday, September 25, 2003

Quite a happy day today.. hehe.. went to Sumo house to have lunch wif my frenz, aft tt we went back to sch to study for Bmic (basic microbiology) test tml.. hMm. can't really concentrate studying lorz.. partly due to the noise level, partly because i'm in dreamland.. hehe... but really happy in the midst of my dream... hana hana oredi..=p
we had our 3hours lab session til 6pm, which i dun really like... hehe... but at least my happy mood keep me going lahz... hehe.. oso duno wat to write le... kkz, got to study for my Bmic le... bYezzz =)
Wednesday, September 24, 2003

hehe.. fEel much energetic and alive as compared to the past two days.. wAhz.. the past two days really pathetic... feel so exhauated when i practically did nth at all... hm.. had a badminton game wif my frenz again today.. hehe... i like this feeling.. at least feel more healthy bahz.. =p
apart from that, its quite a normal day.. bUt today's Organic Chem's pop quiz really can kill... haiz... i dun hav photograhic memory, so didn manage to memorize all the reactions before the quiz starts.. tink i gonna flunk again... sianz.. but come think of it, i dun wana let this stupid quiz affect my mood for the rest of the day.. hehe..
APEL was boring.. keep listening to CP talk... she even caught me sms-ing.. actually i didn sms loRz, didn intend to oso.. its juz becos my hp vibrate, so i took it out... aiyaz.. watever lahz..... wat's done cannot be undone... i couldnt care less as well.. =p quite miss him today, cos didn see much of him.. but nvm lah.... no fate means no fate....
ok i going to watch TV soon le, the Babyboom.. hope all the babies appear soon, or else it is getting boring.. hehe.. take care ppl~ (",)
Tuesday, September 23, 2003

a nOrmal day today.. except today have a better mood for study.. hehe.. at least i have the mood to pay attention during lectures... =) PIPC quiz was murder.. haiz...... stupid calculations...think i'll fail this test again.. sick of it.........
Been feeling very listless and tired nowadays.. duno wat happen... haiz..... i dun feel stress, but duno y feel so exhuasted.. kuai mei you li le...
duno wat to write today... too tired to write... my concentration is off.. tink i'll slp early tonite.. tml will be a long day... take care..
Sunday, September 21, 2003

Had a long day today!!!~ morning came back from xueping's house, den wash up.. den go out again!~ hehe.. went to celebrate colleen's bdae today..wif xueping, fiona and colleen herself.. went Cafe Cartel at Plaza Singapura.. really broke oredi... sob sob!~ =p hehe... the food was.. ermz...... not really nice though.. but muz feel fortunate tt we hav food to eat..=)
its was nice to go out once in a while.. these people are my closest buddies back in sec sch ( now oso of cos! (",) ).. really nice to hang out wif them.. hehe.. they are really bunch of adorable people!! =p fiona seems to be more bubbly nowadays, which are good of cos! hehe... she's oso very cute! hMm.. missed sec sch days.. hehe... juz now tot of so many things to write.. now 4got everything liaoz.. anyway had been a long, tiring but enjoyable day~ =)
Saturday, September 20, 2003

today very tired~! didn slp well last nite.. wahz... had a long sleepless nite... haiz... duno y lidat.. nan de last nite is the only nite i can slp longer.. haiz.. muz wait til nex fri again.. =(
did nth much today.. actually wanted to go out wif xueping and fiona for breakfast de, but rain so heavily, in the end didn go.. so i skipped breakfast, and slp all the way during lunchtime.. only had dinner today.. hehe..
went toa payoh wif my parents juz now.. quite fun lahz.. haha... my father ask my mum to go watch movie.. wahz.. in front of me say wan to go watch romantic show.. so mushy.. haa.. in the end didn go of cos..
will be going to xueping's house in a while.. heEz.. go there slp over bahz.. but we'll be studying til late at nite.. hope i can stay awake for long... i'll be studying pipc, she study maths.. -_- if duno anything oso can ask her lahz.. hehe.. hope she studied be4 le.. kkz.. got to run.. =)
Friday, September 19, 2003

Tiring but quite an enjoyable day.. hehe.. no CSAS today, so we ended at 12pm.. Went to play badminton wif my frenz again, but this time there are more people.. Booked 3 courts but nv really utilize all...I feel more alert aft the game.. hehe.. but duno y play halfway oso can drift off to dreamland... den later tell wendy i dun wana play le.. =p Nex week we'll be playing on Wed and Fri i tink, since there's no Cell bio lab.. hope the courts are still available.. hEhe.. but benjamin said he can't book it... so see how lorz..
Its a normal day apart from that, went for my usual piano lesson.. this time my teacher is better le, at least she didn 4get me! -_-.. haiz.. but 4get to pay my fees.. oso forgot to buy my Teenage mag! argh!~ today's lesson was nice though.. listened to many diff music in the CD player.. nice, slow... soothing........
Actually this morning was quite .... hmm... shld i say sad? heard tt shee wee is going to SP to duno settle wat admin stuff... wonder if she's really going to to SP nex sem.. i heard le very no mood, eat halfway dun feel like eating... =p sorry ahz qing ai de... no one will be happy if a fren leaves him rite.. pardon me.. but for the sake of ur future, no matter which direction you choose, i'll be behind you =)
Thursday, September 18, 2003

This morning can say is my happiest moment of the day bahz.. hehe..~ can feel the happiness seeping throughout my whole body! =p was actually quite sad yesterday, but wat's over is over, dun feel like brooding over it again and again... no point.. i'm being optimistic le, cos being sad oso no use. And i felt really happy that frenz around me are very supportive and caring, really really appreciate it.. tHx a million!~ =)
today had been a normal day. But since no sad things happen, i think that it is a blessed day. Yesterday sad for whole day, oso forget wat's the feeling of happiness.. today finally gotten back the feeling, its nice being happy =) hehe...duno wat crap am i toking abt..
quite looking forward to tml.. will be playing badminton wif my frenz again. But the online booking system got prob, so duno whether our booking is still counted not.. dun understand TP sometimes, y is their system so..... ( no comments )
Terence ask me out tml, but i keep ignoring his msg.. duno y lehz.. owaz feel very sianz when replying, haiz.. feel very bad... anywae tml i oso not free.... i agreed to watch Turn Left Turn Right wif him de, but i went to watch wif colleen instead... haiz... very very bad... but ... cannot control lahz...
oso duno wat to write liaoz.. owaz had tons of things to write before i blog, but when i'm actually writing, i duno wat to write... haiyo.. ok lahz.. might as well stop here.. take care ppl..~ =)
Wednesday, September 17, 2003

today had been a real moody day.... very very sad.... felt very out of place, really very very xin ku... went to watch movie wif my god-son, jiayong.. Homerun, nice movie... but got distracted half way when tot of sch.... i duno how to express myself well, so i dun really noe how to write... juz duno where i belong bahz... sometimes i tink i duno whether i choose the correct course not... my main aim is to go Uni, but so wat... i dun even noe what job i can get aft i grad from the Uni........ haiz... but tink so far for wat... now only 1st sem, and i'm struggling wif my subjects...
feel really sick of life sometimes, and was telling jiayong juz now tt i dun feel like going to sch tml... feel like escaping everything........
tok to leenz on the phone, somehow we share the same thoughts... but life has to go on lahz.. we can choose to be happy or sad lorz... so might as well be optimistic and be happy... shee wee juz told me a few things, feel really glad now.. thx alot qing ai de..! ^_^ i owaz look up to u de, altho u only older than me my 3mths.. somehow ur thinking is more mature bahz.. haha...
juz hope for the better bahz... ok tink i'll stop here le... everything will turn out fine lahz... juz giv ourselves more time k? =)
Tuesday, September 16, 2003

Quite a normal day at sch today.. except something special happen in the morning only lahz.. hehe..
tot today is supposed to be my fav day lahz, but felt abit sianz when janice and wendy left, cos it makes me feeling like ponning too.. haha.. but lucky shee wee stay back lahz, altho we pon Cell Bio together.. =pPp haha... aiyaz, helen's voice can hynoptize ppl lahz, go le oso wan to slp.. might as well make use on tt one hour to hav some jelly rite?? =p
aft sch me, shee wee and benjamin stayed back til 6pm to finish our Organic Chem tutorial wk sheet.. have a sense of satisfaction lahz.. hehe.. cos i noe i wun complete it if i bring home to do..
Xue ping called me juz now to hav a chat .. hehe... its nice to hav someone called.. especially a best freN.. =) really missed sec sch days alot, but everyone has to move on... juz treasure everything we have now and not regret lorz.. hMm.. saw a quote on TV mobile this morning, quite meaningful.. would like to share it wif all of ya.. something like that : < Be nice to people you meet on your way up, because you may not know when you will need them on your way down> chEerS =)
Monday, September 15, 2003

Watched Turn Left Turn Right wif colleen juz now at TM..well, quite a nice show.. very funny lahz, but abit unrealistic, too much of a fairytale... but i'm the kind of person hu likes fairytales and dreamland, hehe.. so i'll tend to tink alot aft the show...
well, had quite a tiring day tough.. oso duno y... haiz... feel that energy is slowly draining out of me... mayb haben really rest well bahz.. but last nite i slept for 9hrs+, duno y still so sleepy..
tml gonna be my fav day bahz.. hehe.. all lectures... can slack abit =p hMm.. hope can see him tml lorz... today didn see much of him.. miss him alot.. hope tml can get a better view.. =pPp ok lahz.. i'll stop here for now.. take care!~
Sunday, September 14, 2003

Wow~! Qing ai de.. rEally so gan dong tt u help me out wif this new layout.. very very nice huhz!~ hehe.. thx alot alot wor! million muackz! =pPp
hehe.. juz came back from chalet.. had a tiring but fun time lahz.. mainly playing arcade and cycle lorz.. hMm.. had a long and heart-to-heart talk wif my cousin, Bernice, cos she broke up wif her bf.. haiz.. affairs of the heart.. really disheartening at times... as for me, not so much problem of cos.. hehe.. staying single is the best bahz... but... it may hurt when i miss someone too much... haiz....
well.. quite shock but touched that one of my sec sch fren, limin, actually showed some concern for me lahz.. she and selina tot wat happen to me, cos i didn msg them for a long time.. hmm.. this is call true friendship bahz.. =) but i feel abit surprised lahz, cos i did mass send messages abt once every two days lorz.. hehe.. duno y they didn receive.. but its heartwarming that they care =) hugzz to them..
tml will be watching Turn Left Turn Right wif colleen, looking forward to it.. hehe! but colleen, very sorry! muz make u wait for 4 hrs before i dismiss!!! i treat u popcorn tml lorz.. =p
will be celebrating colleen advance bdae on Tues.. duno whether Liping asked the NYJC ppl oredi not.. hehe.. k lahz.. juz enjoy life to the fullest.. at least i have some activities planned for this week.. =D
Saturday, September 13, 2003

going off to chalet in a while.. will be staying overnite..my cousin 21st bdae chalet.. wow.. very grand huhz.. nex yr my brother oso 21.. hehe.. duno got chalet not.. hope got lorz!
no time to blog at nite le.. so might as well blog now. Well.. was quite pissed off wif mervin this morning. Colleen told me tt he anyhow tell chin eng abt me ydae... wahz... duno where he get this info lorz!~ -_-!!~ there'll be some misunderstandings le.. but hu cares.... haiz..
well.. qing ai de.. if u get to see this, can help me to add shoutout box? thx alot wor! =) u can sms me to ask me for my password if needed lahz.. but tink u shld noe le .. hehe.. k lahz.. take care ppl.. enjoy ur weekends =)
Friday, September 12, 2003

hMm.. firstly i hav to thx shee wee for helping me to set up this bloG! (my qing ai de!!!! ) =p heHe... thx alot woR!
toDay hAd a long but relaxed day.. went to play badminton wif shee wee, wendy (dear dear) , janice, suhaila and benjamin!~ haha.. so long didn play le.. rusty until cannot rusty anymore.... my qing ai de.. u are so funny!! hehe...and benjamin, u are so gd at playing!!! heE. pAisay.. u havE to kEep pairing up wif me, and i'm so lousy.. hehe... overall had a great time lahz.. altho i dIdn rEally gEt to hiT the shuttlecock..=p
wahz.. today had a rough time at piano.. so angry... bth le... my time is supposed to be from 5.30-6.30pm.. den 6pm got another student come in, the teacher ask me to giv up my seat.. wat nonsense... pay $50+ a lesson to see others take up half my lesson?!! can't stand it anymore... every week oso lidat... timE to sCold my teacher le!!! =p
haiZ.. overall day still ok.. except abit mooDy.. kk.. 1st blg dun write so much, too long le... =)