Now using com at PC lab again~ Sianz.. I still have 2 more hours to go before my Psychology lecture. Zzz.. Too bad i only have this lecture once in a week, so i couldn't afford to miss it. I feel so lost now, there's no one i know who will be going to to same lec as me. I dun have the notes, dun have the text book.. Argh..! Well, must learn to be independent huhz~ I'll really sit at one corner and sulk through.

Today had 5-hours straight of lectures. Haiz.. tiring sia. Now i have 4-hour break~ Wee and Jan gone for their Jap class already.. Sianz~

I know i'm at fault at times, but u weren't that soft as before anymore as well. The more impatient and fierce u become, i will reciprocate. It is not the first time i've said that, why must u make it so serious.. I hate u for being so harsh, i hate u for making me to do what i dun like to, cos i've live my life this way. A leopard never change its spot. If u really can't tolerate me, den it is up to u to decide. Like wat i've said before, i hate the relationship of "before and after marriage" thingy. I know out honeymoon period is over, i have my temper as well, dun show me that fucking face as u wish. Or else u'll be out of my world and vice versa.

Hehe! Now blogging at sch's com lab~ Hmmz.. Left abt 15mins more before my next lecture, PMic. I always tink that this lec is quite stressful, cos the lecturer may shoot question anytime! This morning had my first Applied Immunology lecture, find it quite interesting.. Heez~~

Oh ya! I received my piano internal exam result slip yesterday when i had my piano lesson!! Wahahahaha!!! I passed!!! Gosh.. My teacher keep saying that the examiner is too lenient, cos if she were the examiner, she'll fail me straight away.. Wahaha!!! I got 117! That time aft my exam, i was still counting my marks, if i would get 90+ i would be very happy.. (u need 100 to pass, upon 150) Wahaha! I passed my scales! The remarks were " almost all accurate, except minor scale, apeggios, contrary montion, first inversion and dominant chord seventh" Wahaha! the "exceptions" are 3/4 of the whole scale liao lor.. pengz! Wahah..! so happy! kkz... got to run now! tata!

i'm here to add on again! Haha.. Sianz, this sem's very packed, and i'm afraid that history will come back to haunt me~ Hopefully i can get over this semester smoothly. I find myself so tired aft sch everyday, and this is only the 2nd week of school. Haiz.. Well well.. I was dreading tml!! I have a 4-hour break from 2pm-6pm before my Psychology lecture! Zzz.. Have to stay in sch til 7pm.. Haiz.. Somemore so far the people i know, did not have the same lecture as me!!! Argh... Well, it is only an hour lecture, i'll sit at one corner and sulk throughout den..

Wednesday is the worse liaoz~~ 8am-6pm, continously without break at all! Siao.. Starving us or wat? I dun mind the starving part since i have so much fats and all can go through B-oxidation. But our brain cannot be deprived of glucose! Or else it wun work at all~!! Madness, science school having such schedule, not applying the knowledge at all~

Received good news from Wee!!!!~ She and Janice manage to appeal successfully to drop their electives, Biochemistry, and change to the one same as me! Wahaha... Congratz! Qad, u need not worry abt biochem le!!! =D haha.. yeah, we have another common lecture and tutorial again..=) Applied Immunology~

Another gd news~! I finally dropped my CDS, and fortunately i got Psychology, but unfotunately i couldn't get Japanese~ Well, i shldn't complain much, who ask me not to choose Jap as first choice in the first place.. =p

Wahaha.. today is a nice day! Finally my mood is back! =) Had badminton session today from 12-2pm, after that we played squash from 2-3pm.. haha~ Nice workout man.. Quite vigorous. Esp when wee and juanz pair up and bully me! Make me run here run there, while they stand there til so shuang..! 2 against 1 lah.. haha~ oh, it is the first time i actually hold a squash racket..! =p Haha.. play til so lan lor, dun even noe the rules. I just feel so tired now! Tired for picking balls again and again lah..! Heez.. but my mood is good~! =)

Finally i can slp late tml morning! Time to recharge~ =)

Woah! My mum's been nagging non-stop! Not at me.. haha.. at my dad. So irritating, cos my dad owaz went to smoke again after he quitted~ Darn cigarettes! I hope it will be banned from this world man.. Well well, heard sometime...erhem.. nice too! Haha.. my mum actually said to my dad "It's not i enjoy nagging, u owaz make me nag at u! U seldom see i nag at my 2 children, cos i dun see the need to nag at them!" Wahaha...! I think she has short memory lapse only lah, cos she nags at me almost everyday~~

Well.. Very disappointed that i couldn't manage to appeal successfully for Japanese. Haiz.. All thanks to that inefficient Ong Puay San~ Who the hell in TP's AS to\\actually put her as level 2 coordinator.. She just dun do her job well! Shit her man... Haiz.. Anywae i've already dropped my Co&Co, whether i'll be able to get a CDS anot, it is another story..
My choices 1)Psychology 2)Basic Nutrition 3)20th Century fashion

Well, something really perks me up during my days of mood swing~ I received sms from colleen.. A wave of happiness just shot through me.. My long-lost close fren~ Although she only says "drop by to say miss ya", and ask me things about..erm.. relationship, i feel it is enough. At least i know, i haben lose a fren like her... =)

Okie! Time to work hard! The dark clouds above me has cleared~ I promise to be back to my normal self again..! OC2 is a killing subject, time to buck up~!

Feel so sick of everything~ Argh, duno y. i tot i look forward to sch~ I've been in super bad mood since first day, so if i'm dao or wat, hope u all dun take it to heart. Duno y i feel this way, the feeling is like abandoning myself lah, dun wish to care abt anything, anyone. Just leave me alone to rot.. Mayb PMS bah.. present-menstral syndrome~ Everything just sux..

Got a shock out of my life just now! I had nothing better to do, so i logged in to TP's webby and went into my timetable. Gosh! 1 more subject suddenly appeared in my timetable, which i'm unaware of!! That's means to say, i've missed all the lectures for this whole week, as the lectures were held yesterday and today! Sianz.. I was still thinking on how lucky i am not to have an elective, cos everyone who got an elective was in a dilemma whether they want to drop it. But now, i fall into that same dilemma. -_-

Basically, for this semster, we have 4 main core subjects, 1 elective and 1 CDS which are both optional. Having all these exams to sit for is really very tedious. Cos we only have about less than half a year to study all these! Sighz.. Think i'd most probably drop this elective. Oh ya, went to look for my CP today to change my CDS. Hopefully he is helpful enough and my CDS can be changed to Japanese~

Currently:
HPI-Human Physiology and Immunology
FPath-Fundamentals of Pathology
PMic-Pharmaceutical Microbiology
OC2-Organic Chemistry 2
AIMM-Applied Immunology (elective)
Co&Co-Colour and Composition (CDS... *pending*)

First day of school today, and Happy 7th month anniversary!!!! =D Heez.. My day is a slacked one i presumed~ Hehez.. well, its the first day, wat can i expect.. =p Woke up early in the morning today and i ached all over, probably due to the long rides yesterday over at Johor. Esp my legs! They are dying! Well, have to force myself up~ Heez.. Actually dear and me wanted to have a nice breakfast, cos we cnnt make it for dinner together. Haha.. in the end i chose Mac, cos had the sudden urge to eat Big Breakfast! But in the end i ate Hotcakes meal.. =x lolz..

Reach sch around 12pm+ to accompany Janice as she's in diff class as us, so wee and me went down at 12, when our lec starts at 1pm. Hmmmz, kinda weird cos only the 3 of us now are in the same track, and wendy's in Biotech. Sighz.. Haha, but tml all of us will have a common lecture =) Had only a 2hour lecture today, Pharmaceutical Microbiology, which i have to agree with wee, is much more interesting than Bmic! Haha.. But kinda sianz as well, cos we got our project as well on just first day!! Argh.. PBL sux. Well, at least my grouping's not bad, everyone says i'm lucky! Lol~! Haha.. There's me, wee, dear, jocelyn and qian jin. Well, of cos i noe Wee and dear, and qian jin's my CSAS grp member, jocelyn... erm... haha.. know from mervin huh.. =p

Heez... Yeahz, lesson ended at 3pm so went to bk shop and aft that dear and me when TM's breeks to have lunch+dinner. Heez! Quite nice!! =) So sad that i have to go home alone aft that =(, cos dear had a lecture on 6pm, his CDS. Hmmz, quite a good CDS, non-exam, just graded from quizzes and tests..! Basic Nutrition! Well.. but guess i'll still appeal for Japanese =p

Oh well.. I'm so disappointed that the tennis thingy was cancelled off. Due to the fees, shitty $80. Sighz... And they also mind the waking up early on Sat morning. Haiz.. well well.. Forget about it~

I'm dead beat! Woke up at 5.30am this morning, and i've only just reached home!!!~ Went to the malaysia one-day tour by coach, and the traffic jam really wears everyone out!! I was thinking that the customs are such a bother, and the causeway was stuck, esp the trip home~ I've not much energy left now~

Hmmz, the trip was alrite lah. Not as nice as i thought it would be.. Yeahz, i tink the time spent on travelling is more than what we shopped. We keep boarding and alighting! Sigh.. The time for us to tour around the places of interest is really too short.. Well, anywae we reached johor around 10am, and went to have breakfast before setting off to a Bee Farm. Aft that, we travelled for an hour plus, until we reach the Ostrich farm. The ostriches are so cute! Esp the one-day-old ostrich! So small.. Hahaz.. Took some pics there. The chickens look funny as well, haha, i took a pic of one chicken which actually looks like a Poodle!

Aft that we had out lunch, which was not very good, but alrite lahz.. Haha, we saw a plant outside the restaurant and the flower was long and furry, like a fox's tail, which is red in colour. My cousin actually pluck it out cos Ber and me is quite fasinated by it.. Well well, it is qutie childish lor. My brother and him actually keep that "flower" and brought it up to bus. It was kind of disgusting and ticklish when it touches ur skin! And Ber and me are unaware that they actually keep it. When we are on the bus aft lunch that time, they suddenly throw that disgusting thing at us! I think we've made quite a commotion. Haha.. screaming all the way.. Cos, it's so wormy!!!! Yucks! Haha... quite funny though! haha! Can't believe it.. That thing was thrown around all the way until when we are abt to go home..!~ Gosh~~

Haha.. it is fun with them lahz. But sometimes we are too noisy. Esp when we are very irritated by the tour guide, and the way he talk and laugh is so hair-standing! Den Ber and me can laugh out suddenly, and it was so loud~! Haha! Well well.. the tour guide still thought that the joke he made was very funny, so we laughed..! Pengz~~ Lol.. well the whole trip was ok lahz, except the part of massive jam for a couple of hours...~ Zzz...

Well... i'm too tired to show some emotions now~ Haha.. Partly becos of my dad. He like to show attitude when he's tired or unhappy lahz. Den whole family will be quite tensed~ Zzz.. Well, i dun really care anywae, used to it. I mean, he cnnt control us just by his unpredictable emotions, i wun let him spoil the whole mood jus becos of him~ Well well.. too tired now, tink i wun elaborate anymore! Tml's first day of sch.. =)

EXCITED! There's quite a few things for me to feel excited about~! So i'm very excited! Hahaz.. Firstly, i'll be going malaysia for a one-day tour tml with my family, cousins and relatives! =D Hahaz.. I was kind of dreaded it just now, think it is because i have to wake up at 5.30am tml, and i hate the long bus ride to malaysia. Hmmz.. but i've changed my mind! =) Hahaz.. My dad actually told me the ride is only an hour or two, cos we are going Desaru. Haha.. i didn noe, cos this trip's rather a sudden decision! Past experiences to malaysia told me that bus rides are long and tiring, cos i've only been to Genting and Malacca. It is either going up the hill, or going to far north of malaysia. Hahaz.. this time we are going Johor! =)

Secondly! Wendy, Janice and I have signed up for a PDP course!! Personal-development-programme, offered by TP every new year, all sort of courses ranging from personal grooming, performing arts, to sports! Haha.. I tink shee wee also have signed up, hmmz, i hoped so. Cos she haben replied wendy! Ohh... We signed up for Tennis!!! =D Hahaz.. we've waited half a yr for this PDP. Haha.. i'm so excited! So every friday 6pm i'll get to play~ =) Ohh.. hopefully we have successfully signed up, cos this is rather popular~~! =) At least there's some workout during poly life huh.. =p

Thirdly! Haha.. Think i'm the only one who feels this way. Sch starts on Monday! I'm so happy!! lolz.. Cos i'm practically bored to death at home! Every morning when i woke up, i would feel very bored~! Hahaz.. Finally sch's resuming~! Lol... Gosh.

I like this feeling of anticipation! =p

Has this sudden urge to change my CDS, cross-disciplinary subject! I was given Colour & Composition nex july semester, a CDS from Design school. I choose it as my first choice at first, cos i thought it looks quite interesting and fresh. Hmmz, but it is a non-exam based subject, therefore there'll be lots of project. Erm.. Duno why, i dun really score for project works, juz like Marketing, the one i took last semester, got a D+.. Sighz.. Been thinking, perhaps i'd change to Basic Nutrition.. But today, i suddenly thought of changing it to Psychology.

When i enter TP, i told myself i have to take at least these 3 CDS, that are French, Japanese and Psychology. French and Jap are tough, so i leave it to my 2nd semester and Year 3, as the timetable will be less packed. I've only left 3 semesters in TP, before my attachment, so this sem i have to take Psychology. Hmmz.. Wendy is in Psychology as well, haha, so tink i'd have accompany. Alrite.. I'll appeal for it. Hope it will be successful.. Pray hard! =)

Finally my flu bug has weakened! Hahaz.. Yeahz! There's still abit of irritation though. Will be going out today finally, aft 3 days of coping at home~! =D Will be watching my long-lost Day Aft Tml, which i promised dear in the past few weeks, which i'll watch with him.. =p

Hmmz.. Been feeling sick for many days. Since last thursday i think.. My flu is making me feeling so lethargic! So i stayed home for 2days without going out. Life is getting boring...... Haha.. Hope to recover quickly, so that i can go out with dear tml~~ Heez..

School will start this Friday. It is not an official lesson, juz a PBL workshop. Problem-based learning.. Heard that it is quite tough, and many seniors have actually broken down while facing PBL.. Gosh~ Watever lahz.. Anywae i'm not looking forward to it.. =p Haha.. 2-days workshop, will be quite sianz.. Haha.. Luckily Sat's workshop ends early, will be going out with my clique bahz. Heez.. So many days didn't see them le..

Yeahz, nth much happened.. So quite sianz. Just hope this flu bug can go away soon~

Yoz! BAck from hotel stay~~ Heez.. Yeahz, generally is not bad huh! Its quite an experience to stay alone with bernice in the hotel with no adults at all~~ Hahaz.. I was quite pissed on the first day cos my mum was over-worried. We had planned to sneak out aft our dinner to K-box, but my mum came over~ Haiz.. She juz stayed for a few hours den headed home.. Hmmz, so we juz stay at the hotel to watch TV lorz.. Oh ya, the dinner buffet was nice! Hehez.. At least it is better than both breakfasts the nex 2 days. We ate from 630pm to 9pm.. =p I think the waiters and waitresses were quite unpleasant at around 9pm, mayb we sit there for too long.. =p Haha.. its a buffet wat, we have our rights.. =)
Oh! The hotel tv has SCV, den we were able to watch Harry Potter part 2 on HBO! Heez.. So nice. However we already missed out the first 2 hrs i guess... =( Well..

On the 2nd day we went to Kbox! Hahaz.. Had a great time over there~~ Although i came down with flu and sore throat, i still sing til the end lahz.. hahaz.. Yeahz, sang from 11-2pm.. Heeez~ So paisay that we didn ask our aunt along. Sighz.. Aft that we went to meet her, shop awhile, den we went to set our hair! Hahaz! It's our preparation for the wedding dinner on that night! =p Wahaha.. its was very cheap, $12 for setting the hair, and we took up abt 2hrs over there! Hehez... Gosh, the steamer was so hot that my head almost boiled..! Haha.. I couldn't stop laughing when i saw the results, it was HIDEOUS! Haha... my hair was so curly and it curled til my ear length~~ I thought it was so ugly, yet i couldn't help it but find it amusing.. haha! But of cos, it was juz temporary, but dinner time, it falls over my shoulder quite naturally.. =) Haha.. Bernice's hair was shorter, so her hair seems to curl much more.. But dun worry, we look great on that day! Lol.. But i think i look so old, hmmz, like 30+ like tt.. Well, its okie though, we juz try it for fun.. =p heez... Yeahz, and Ber, dun care abt wat that old witch says okie? She's juz jealous.. =p

Hahaz... Yeahz, den 3rd day, we checked out lor! Before that we went to have that tasteless breakfast, and aft that we went back to hotel to slp.. =p Hahaz.. Guess we were both exhuasted! haha..Hmmz.. its a nice exp though, i wouldn't mind if there's a nex one.. =)

Yeah~ Going hotel soon~! Hmmz... My aunt has several free stays at the Paramount Hotel, i wonder where she got that. So today we used up one of the free stays and will be going over later!! Heez.. My aunt can't make it today, so my cousin and I will dominate the whole room.. Heez~ Yeahz, it seems like a chalet that's given to the both of us.. =p Hmmz, will be staying for 3days 2 nights, so i'll be back on Sunday!

Was quite pissed with my piano teacher cos she refused to change the piano time for me today~ God, she owaz shift me around so that other students can fit in the slot nicely! But when i need a morning slot?! She can't even bother to shift other students around, and just tell me that she has student in the morning.. Kaoz. Pissed lor. Nex time i shan't be that gd to be shift around anymore~~~! Well.. 2-3pm, by the time i reach Parkway, it'll be in the evening.. I shld have check in by 12pm, cos my aunt reg it under my name.. Haiz. Well...

Heez.. I scared i'm going to grow fat during the 3 days. There's a free dinner buffet tonight, den every morning there's a free breakfast buffet as well. Heez.. Sat night we going to a wedding dinner! Gosh... Fattening!!! haha.. heck lah huh.. At most i go jogging everyday nex week.. =p Hmmz, tink we'll be going roller blading, swimming (mayb), shopping, eat, make up together for wedding dinner! =D Luxury.. Hmmz..

Hehe.. Oh ya! Thx to dear dear who will be lending me his digicam!!! =D Yeah! Can take pics! Heez... Happy~ So excited!!! =D Hmmz.. Hopefully that feverish feeling is gone! Phew~ Hope i'll be okay for the 3days... Now i'm left with sore throat and flu.. Sigh! I dun wan them to dampen my mood~~

Heez.. Think that's abt it until i futher update it. Heez.. Take care everyone! Tataz.. =)

Hmmz.. today's not a bad day! Hee.. Finally can meet up with my frenz from sec sch. Yeah.. At first we all planned to watch Harry Potter together, and everything was settled. In the end all couldn't make it, but it CCA or have something on in sch. Sighz.. Quite disappointing...~ Hmmz.. Luckily Limin is available.. Haha.. So the two of us went to watch, and meet the rest later at 5.30pm for dinner!

Haha.. I think limin and me were quite blur. We went around looking for something to eat at Cineleisure, and finally settled down at Pastamania.. Haha.. pastamania again..=p Anywae i didn't eat that puking Cripsy cheese pasta, which limin wanted it at first.. =p so i described to her til she changed her mind.. haha! quite bad huh. Finally we called a 7inch Hot tuna pizza and a ckicken bolognese to share.. Den we eat as we chatted, and time flies. Gosh! Suddenly i ask " what time isit now?!" Haha.. cos we only had around 30mins to eat be4 the show starts.. Haha... We are already late by 10mins when i asked her the question!! So we panicked and stuff everything in, and we take away tt eaten-halfway pizza and hide it inside my bag! Hahaz... And continue eating in the cinema, yummy! Heez... Sad to say, we were very late when we arrived at the cinema, so i guessed we missed out the beginning part.. =(

Anywae the show was quite, ermz, disappointing.. It was not as nice as the first 2 parts. And this show's only 2hrs.. Hmmz.. Aft that we went shopping, and i wanted to buy an Esprit bag.. But there's only 1 colour left, the green one. I wanted to see the red one be4 making my decision. Yeahz.. Shopped awhile and meet Liping, Selina, Xue Ping and Fiona. So surprised! Fiona was carrying the red one! Hahaz.. so coincidental~! Heez..Anywae she dun mind if i buy the same one as her.. =p

Heez.. Went to taka's Breeks to have dinner.. Tt xueping, was so hungry til want to box ppl! Haha.. cos we take quite some time to decide wat to eat~ Haha... Hor hor.. u cham liaoz, kana influenced by me!! Haha.. Sad lehz, now Hong Sheng want to scold me! Who ask u to tell him that u wana box him! =( hahaz! Yeahz... Aft that we went to take pic as well.. Heez! Quite nice lahz... But sadly limin went off earlier cos she wana catch the 9pm show, so didnt take pic together wif her..

Yeahz.. tt's abt it. Had a wonderful day! =) Looking forward to amkss carnival in July. Our guest-of-honour is our deputy prime minister.. =x What a big shot... er... Haha... yup! Love my friends.. (^^,)

*Special thanks to all my friends who accompany and told me some lame jokes to make me smile* =) Love all of ya~!

I hate monster.

HeEz~ Had a wonderful day today as well.. =D Hehez.. It just seems a normal date with dear, but the feeling is enough.. =p Finally! Finally went to watch Shrek 2! Despite the show was kinda long aft released, there are still so many ppl watching! We wanted to watch the 2.10pm show at first, but they annouced that there left only the first 2 rows.. Sighz. Den no choice we have to book the 4.30pm one~ Hehez...

Went Pastamania for lunch. Gosh~ i ate til i wana puke! Dun ever try the Crispy cheese pasta, the name's nice, but not the food! Its so plain! There's NO meat, no vege, no filling at all! Juz plain pasta and abit of cheese... Haiz~ Still so ex~ Hmmz.. Anywae at first i though i would like to take a photosticker, but dear gave me a surprise! He actually bought a digicam which he kept from me for a week! Hehez... Yeahz! So happy.. hahaha~ We went all over to take pics.. Hmmz, will improve on it rite dear? =p Heez

Simply love Shrek 2!!! So cute!! Esp Puss!!!~~ =D Hahaz.. That's all abt it huh?~ Oh ya, was quite pissed with a security guard who shouted at us, told us not to tk pics at tt place. Oh pls, that was a public place with some bushes!!!! We are not taking pics of that duno wat Tampines centre... Crazy guy~ Nvm, my mood was not really affected.. haha~ Yeahz, tt's abt it.. Heez.. Hope to take more more pics.. =pPp Dear says he can lend me too if i need it..! Yeahz~~~ =D thanks so much!

Here's one of the pics.. Ben says its retro. Haha.. me and dear's favourite one too.. =p

Oops.. I think my previous entry is too.. er.. unlady-like. Yeahz, tt's the word. Its not vulgar, cos i didn said any rite? =p Hmmz, promised myself not to spoil the skin, haha, so i chose a not-so-cute skin! Nth much, juz wana type this entry to cover the previous one.. =p

Oh ya, finally survival project is alive once again! =D I'm so happy! But those days were gone huh? Hmmz, think not much ppl know abt the new patch~ I shall advertise it! Hehez.. So long didn play, and i was so clumsy and rusty~ Gosh.. Get killed in channel 3 when i first went in yesterday.. Hahaz..

Hmmz, going out with deardear soon!! =D Hehez.. Will be watching Shrek2. I think i'm abit late, but its okiez.. Better late than never. =) Heez. Ya tt's all i think. Gotta run, or else i'll be real late.. tata! take care everyone! (^^,)oOoOo

What is this farking world all about. Everything i have to do~ I do, u also complain. Dun do, also complain. Dun tink that u are owaz right~ Ok i noe its my job. My today i have my piano exam and u ask me to wipe floor all that... Plz lor, i'm outside, my bro's at home. U insist that i quickly go home and do. My bro lehz? At home playing computer games u also dun wan to ask him! Wat a lame excuse u gave me "he duno how to do"... Win liao lor.. Defend him so that he no need do?!~

Now i've done my job. U still complain this and that. Say wat " dun give me this type of face. This is wat u all supposed to do" She said the word " u ALL".. How nice. She only meant "you" i supposed?!~ Yeahz.. my bro duno how to do! Wat a lame joke. As long as he has hands, he can do rite? He no need to do anything. Everytime go out... Or else stay at home play game whole day can liaoz.. Totally farked up! Next time i everyday go out, see whether u'll ask ur precious son to do~!

Juz came back from my piano internal exam. Well.. I screwed it up all~ All i can say is, i must work hard for my main external exam this time. I dun hope for even a pass in this exam. Cos i simply messed up ALL my Scales and Aural. I duno y, haha, my mind was blank when the examiner asks me to play.. Hmmz, totally forgetton. Sighz.. Blame it on my lack of practice. My pieces are somehow messed up as well, especially my first piece. Hahaz, its kinda funny, cos i owaz practise my first piece, and i prefered the first piece. Hmmz, well well.. I'll fail this time.

Hahaz.. Luckily this is not the main exam. Or else i'll definitely cry and flood the whole world. If i failed this grade, i'll have to repeat it for another yr which is around $3000. i calculated. This is not a small sum of money to our family. So what more can i say? Its time to buck up! Its not too late yet, cos the main exam will be around late august or most probably september. I must pass..

Feeling so sianz the whole day! Argh.. But luckily my bro went out today, so that i can play my piano in peace. Cos he simply find it a nuisance~ Sianz.. Tml's my internal exam, hmmz, juz hope for a pass bahz. I have doubts abt it though.. =p hahaz..

Doing nth much at home today. Haiz.. I'm having holiday blues!!!!!! Someone save me!~ I dun wana go out cos i'm broke. Oh, come to money, tt Big Walk supervisor haben transfer my pay into my bank yet. It was already 2 days late.. Pissed off~ Well well.. my mum says to give him a few days more. Hmmz.. i'm sick of this hols~~~ 2 mths are really a drag.. i'm counting down the days to sch reopen.. hahaz~ dun say that i'm crazy or anything, cos this holiday is simply too long!!!

I wonder y muz we have such a long break. A mth is more than enuf..~ We have a total of 4 mths of holiday a year, in 3yrs, that would be 12 mths! If there's no holiday, we can finish poly education in 2 yrs! or at least, 2 and a half. Such a waste of time... i'm rotting and soon to be buried~

Changed my blogskin again.. =p Haha.. ok, i tink this wil be the permanent temporary one.. Heez..~ Nothing much to do today cos i refused to go out with my parents. Haha.. They owaz go to places which i dun really like.. Haiz.. The day aft tomorrow wil be my internal piano exam. Sianz, haben practice yet.. I simply hate the scales! Anywae it is only an internal one, tink i wun bother too much abt it...

Hmmz.. Had a nice time at Kbox yesterday~ Hehez.. with the usual clique in poly. Yeahz, sorry i didn sing much cos i really dun wan solo... Hmmz, duno y, mayb no confidence bahz.. I also feel very self-conscious lor~ Heez.. Pardon me k? =p Hope there's another chance to go again before sch reopens.. Hehe... Most probably in K-ster bahz~ Let's decide then.

Gtg watch my taped Sun WuKong! Heez... cos i missed it last nite.. =)