My mood is definitely turning better already! =) Thanks to recent outings that made me relax and unwind~ In fact, there's nothing wrong with me. I'm just having mood swing and pouring out my emotions just in case it rots inside me. =pPp Thanks for all ur concerns and taggies. *muackz*

24th Sept (Sunday)
Celebration for Colleen's 21st Bdae at HonJin restaurant!!

The day starts with me running from my bus stop back to my house TWICE because i forgot to bring my crew pass with me, and the second time when i almost boarded the bus and i realized that i forgot to bring my wallet. Can u imagine how sian-ed i am?? Hahaz! Nvm, i shall not go and think of this nightmare~

Met fiona to shop for leen's pressie at Coach @ Galleria but couldn't make up our mind on which designs to get for her, as the colours are very limited. We spent so much time there and in the end we got leenz to choose herself~ Spent a total of 2hrs before we made up our minds, and the sales person was soooo patient and was not pushy at all! =) In the end, not only we bought our stuff from her, all 3 of us wrote a compliment letter for her =D (p.s. i bought a coach bag for myself too, but didn have the pic here =p)


Happy Girls with Coach!

Met liping at 6.30pm before we proceeded to this Hon Jin japanese restaurant at Tanjong Pagar. It was having an offer of 1-to-1 A la Carte for DBS credit card members, and it was really worth it! The food is nice!!~ But i didn't eat as much as i thought i could. =/






Me with a Scary Fishhead!!!!

After which, it is our traditional cake-cutting time. We meant it to be a surprise, but the waitress gave it away. Oh my.. Haha. Anywae this is our birthday girl!





The night was spent having long chats and recollection of the past and things that happened during Sec Sch days! Had lots of fun and laughter, mainly laughing at ourselves for being childish/stupid at that time. But all that makes up our childhood! One thing that i'll ALWAYS remb was the times when we ANGELS got into trouble with the sch's law!!

We hope you enjoyed yourself that day too girl! We love you *Muackz!*

25th Sept (Tuesday)
Flight with Janice + Supper with Wee

The morning started in panic as i woke up with a swollen left eye lid! I immediately msg jan to inform her as i really want to go for this flight, because she deliberately change flight so that we can fly together! Luckily, the swelling subsided after awhile and with make-up on, it was not really visible. =D

We met at Burger King before proceeding to the briefing room! Our flight is blessed with a super nice crew-in-charge, full complement crew for A320, and with a super light load!!! =D=D The best part was that we got to work together at Economy! =) We had fun taking pictures and adjusting our lightings and thought that this flight is going to be fun and jolly throughout the 3-sectors.


I'm the Bar Girl for that day! Vodka, Whisky anyone?


Janice & Me!!!!!


Us again!




Beloved crew at the Aft!


All of Us! (Angela, Yani, Me & Jan) =D

Things were going well and we bought our favourite Dunkin' Doughnuts at Cebu Airport!! =D I also bought a box for deardear =) However, things started to turn abit sour after a passenger made a big complain over some small matters and demanded the name of one of our colleague. Sighh.. Although i didn really got involved, but after that incident, everyone's moods seemed to be affected and were all tired and lethargic. =( Nevertheless, it was still a great flight!


Doughnuts Party!!

After flight, we went to Terminal 1 Popeye to have supper together with Wee! The servings are small and yet expensive!! But the taste was good~ Had our chat session at the viewing gallery and indeed i enjoyed their company alot! =) 'Cos they are my best pals in poly and we went through thick and thin together! Life is not as bad as i thought, and is definitely good with friends and deardear around always.. =)

It was a pity we couldn't hang out longer because dear is coming to fetch me and he got to work morning shift the next day! But i believe we have more chances coming up.. =D


Jan is in the pic too! =p


At the viewing gallery.

May everyone be blessed with good days/months/years ahead! Hope that you will find your direction in life one day too.

I always thought that i'm a rather independent person, as in.. relationship wise. I don't need someone to be over-protective of me, and i don't need to be over possessive over someone to feel secured. That's why my dear and i match perfectly. =) Because we gave each other lots of space to do the things we want, we don't demand meetups everyday, but instead we feel free and yet linked together.

However, some things made me feel that i'm not as strong in other aspects. I tend to recollect the past too much if i see how the others are living their lives to the fullest, while i'm hanging halfway here. I don't see my future at all. I just keep failing at the things i do.. Perhaps its just my own mindset, but its really tough to think what am i going to do about this.

Entering the airline is one of the major celebration of my life at that time. I wouldn't say its easy or tough to get in, but of course that are several interviews for you to go through. However, the environment is one thing that not all people can survive. It involves lots of bitching, zapping, bullying, swallowing everything by yourself, and no one to turn to because no one outside this industry understands. Its hard to put it in words because you'll never know unless you experienced it yourself. After working for around 9 months, i've already coped with all these. My bond is expiring soon, something for me to celebrate, yet i'm stuck at the crossroads once again.

If i have a choice, i would want to go back to the science field again. But wanting it doesn't mean i can have it. I know my own limits. All in all, i'm just someone who has no directions in life.. Sometimes i would rather be led by the nose and have the route planned out for me to walk on, instead of wasting my life away here.

*I need to play seriously. I need to have fun in my life. I need to feel high. I need to laugh hard.*

Just spiralling downwards day by day.....

I felt lucky to be called up for a short flight on a Sunday which allows me to touch down at 3.30pm, leaving the next half of the day for me. 'Cos last night i'm having this major mood swing which left me emo-ing for the whole night til i slept it away. Haha, perhaps it is the due to the bubble burst of The 5 Million Dream. =pPp

I miss school so much. I miss having lectures, classes, recess times, breaks in-between lessons together with all my friends. Although i have decided to take up part-time studies from now, i will miss all these things for it will never happen again. Friends were all around you at that time, but as you step into working life, you gets more and more lonely. Working life is complicated, the environment doesn't allows you to interact freely with others, it doesn't allow you to make friends but colleagues. Although i still have frequent meet-ups with my sec sch and poly friends, it just gets lonely at night sometimes.

Well, girls are good at having mood swings i guess. Perhaps it had been a long time since i really laughed. I miss having incessant laughings til you have stomach cramps that type.

Dun worry, cos right now i'm feeling perfectly fine. Just had 3/4 of the 2-yolk mooncake. Fattening, but therapeutic. =)

Today i finally drag my lazy body along and went to Tampines Stadium for a jog with Janice~ It has been sometime since we jogged together, probably because of the clashes in our schedule and i'll always have something on when she ask me. Hehes.. i enjoy the jog-cum-chat session and the dinner together with Wee after that. Jogged around 10 rounds plus and i felt it indeed felt better than jogging alone below my park.

I've been a couch potato since weeks ago. Sighh.. and i'm going back to work in 2 days time. How dreading. I'll miss being a couch potato for another 4 weeks before getting my leave again! =)=)

45 days to HKG trip!

Sighh.. Today is already thursday~ My leave is gonna end soon. So saddening. I didn't really do much during this period, except slacking, walking aimless around Singapore, and dreaming. I've been dreaming too much. Its bad for health.

Coincidentally, every morning since Sunday, I've been waking up at the same time. Why am i so clear about the timings? Cos i'm amazed! It doesn't matter what time i go to bed.

Sunday - 10.39am
Monday - 10.32am
Tuesday - 10.34am
Wednesday - 10.14am

Talk about biological clock.

I have so many issues in my mind currently. Sigh. Perhaps i've lost my sense of direction, that's why i started dreaming..

I dread my future, i dread going through all these. Where do i see myself in 5 years time?
*Still living in an empty shell*

*BREATH IN DEEPLY*....... *EXHALE.........* and SMILE!

I'M FINALLY ON LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been waiting for this leave for sooooooooooooooo looooooong since January!! My body is wearing out and rotting soon! Phew...~ And i still can't believe that i actually can rest for a week before going back to the battlefield~ =p

Had an overnight flight ydae and its a super rocky flight with a fantastic set of crew at the Aft. Arrows were shooted from fwd to aft, and aft back to fwd! We all blame it on our unlucky star on the 14th and true enough, things start to improve a little on the 15th (after 12am). However, the arrows continued to fire til the end of the flight. But i believe the 4 of us combined power to form a shield hard enough to block the irritating arrows.

Hotel booking in HKG has been confirmed! =) Finally! It was a worry when the hotels we booked from agency has been fully occupied. So this time we booked directly from the hotel using the SQ crew rate. Ta dah! =D *booked* Although we have to top up a little, it is still better than hanging there halfway! We will be staying at Park Hotel with a fantastic location~

I promised myself to rest well for the next battle! Jia you everyone =D

I got this e-mail from Jessica, enjoy~ =)

****

My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who
seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks.
As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and
told us that "Captain Marvey has aked me to announce that he'll be
landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could
just put your trays up, that would be super".

On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather
Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. " Perhaps you didn't hear
me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your
trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground"

She calmly turned her head and said, " In my country, I am called a
Princess and I take orders from no one"

To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a
beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I out
rank you.
Tray-up, Bitch"

****

Yeah, i agree that no matter who you are, king or queen or princess or prince or whoever shit, we mean business.

WA LAU EH~!!!!!!!

What the ..... FISH lor!!!!!!

Gek gek GEK ah!!!!!

GEK SIM!

*bang my head*

KILL ME PLEASE!

For those who have watched the movie "Secret" starring Jay Chou, i'm sure you will fall in love with the various piano pieces played in the movie!! Be it whether it is from the background music, sound effect or the actual pieces being played by them..



I tried finding them on the net and finally i found the music scores!! *beams* =D One of the main theme in that movie is Secret.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5chMDv2BCw

and

My favourite piece (short and sad):


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aU9-zVlw-Y


You can link to various pieces from this, and thanks to the person who uploaded, there are link given to download the scores. *Cheers*

Pictures!!

*XuePing's party!*



AMKsians


*Fiona's party!*

MUACCKZZZZ for bdae girl!


Together with me & leenz!


Liping & Me


Limin & Me


Xp & Me

I find it too hard to communicate with you already. I've tried my best, but everytime i just feel that i'm being slapped on the face. Mentally drained.. Well, perhaps i've changed. Or maybe you should reflect if you have as well.

I used to be an extreme peace lover. I hate conflicts between people, and if i can resolve the conflict by giving in, i would. I would lower my pride to apologize, even though i don't believe i was at fault. I just want to close the case and we can continue to act as if nothing as happened. Yes, that WAS me.

Right now, perhaps i'm culturally driven to be stronger at heart, i dun believe in owning up mistakes which i have not done. I've learnt an important lesson:

You can't please everybody in this world.

I used to be emotionally controlled by you, but not anymore. You have drained me out. I can try to appear happy in front of you, but time and again, you have crossed the line. I can no longer take your sarcasm which you think u can shrugged it off as a joke, I can no longer endure your self-centeredness and your insensitivity towards my feelings. And please STOP acting as if i have not given you enough attention and you put the blame on me saying i'm busy and have no time for you. I'm really sick of your nonsensical periodical outburst of your theory of neglectivity.

And please to all people out there, we are doing A LOT MORE THAN merely coffee and tea. Try it and you'll know.

BEWARE! - This is an extremely boring post.

I'm blogging now because i was extremely bored. Yeah. i'm bored, so i'm blogging a super boring entry.

Boring enough?

I've another 1 hr 15 mins to slack before i need to prepare for work again. Good thing i'm looking forward to later's flight because i'm simply rotting at home, the crew-in-charge is a nice, all the crew are nice, i'm flying with my batch girl Jessica, and the load is light as i checked yesterday! =D However, i believe that me and my batch girl will be separated as one of us probably have to work in the Business Class. Oh well..

I'm having severe breakouts recently. Sigh.. I went back to Punggol Clinic yesterday aftnoon, but upon seeing the crowd inside, i decided to head back home. It was crazy as i've waited up to 2hrs plus before juz to get a 5-min consultation and some medication.. Argh!! I'll try to go back there either tml or some weekday morning. I want my rotting face to stop rotting.