My day was spoilt by a super bad news today. That is, we will be rotating between departments. Again! I've juz ended attachment and i thought that i can stop rotation and training, but i have to go thru this all over again. Rather sick of it... I hate having to adapt all over again.

Next week's OLTC. I totally forgotten about it this week until this morning. Next week will be my last week in Retail pharmacy, before i get to rotate to Heart Centre. Zzz.... Sianzzz..

Had Seoul Garden for dinner together with dear and his colleagues. Was rather unhappy cos i waited for them for 1 full hour. Anywae, didn sit together with his colleagues cos there's not enough space, so dear and me sit together with liwei and weixiong. Haha.. Double date eh? Quite fun lahz.. =)

Tml's working day again. I dun mind working, but i mind having to wake up early in the morning.

Twice in a row, both happened after lunch. I had this transient wave of dizziness that came over me, and it lasted for around 2 seconds and its gone. Its so weird! This is the first time i've experienced such thing. Yesterday after lunch, I was asking Jamaliah (retail staff) to help me pick up some stuff from the cupboard, suddenly i felt the cupboard move! At that time i thought it really move, but i realized that i'm just dizzy. I didn't thought much abt it. Today i happened again. I was at the reception talking to one auntie regarding her prescription which has already expired, suddenly the whole scene shifted to the right! Pengz..

It was different from my "hypo-ism". At least my "hypo-ism" gives me sufficient time to get prepared for it. E.g. suddenly vision turns bright den dark, ears shut down, cold sweat etc. But this time no warning at all......... Hope it doesn't happen again.

Back from driving lesson. This is my 5th lesson already, and felt that i'm more used to the car already. Except the types went flat when i'm only on the road for about 5 mins. Wasted more than 30mins trying to replace the tyres.. Zzzz... $$ gone.

I'm so tired. Felt that i'm not ready and not qualified to be a full-fledged pharmacy technician. So much self-studying needs to be done. However, its still somehow better than in attachment cos i got no projects on hand. =D

Dedicated to my deardear~ =p

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

TIRED!

This is the first thing i wana say. It always happens on the 1st week of work, where i find time passes too slow and everything seemed to be energy-draining. I kinda like this feeling though, it give me a sense of well-being because i execise-ed! hahaz..

However, i do miss the times i slack at home doing nothing at all. I miss being with all my friends. I miss the times where we used to gossip almost every day. I miss being with my deardear.

1st week of work. What else can i say? Everything's rather similar to the times i was in attachment. Not too boring, neither it is too interesting. I just miss my precious sleep, i'm very deprived of it! Tml's gonna be a painstaking day... I have to wake up at 4am to prepare for shao mu. I really dun feel like going, becos they are getting too much. We used to go there at 7am, but now? They wana reach there by 530am.

Suddenly quite sick of life. I duno where's my life is heading to. Working in some field which i dun really take pride in, isn't something which i wan to work towards.

*Low confidence and self-esteem. I do hate myself very much at times.*

Thanks everyone who sms-ed, msn-ed or tagged me to wish me happy birthday! Hahaz.. Really appreciate it!! =) *huggies to all* =)

This morning was one of the most hellish moment i ever experienced, apart from gastric. I woke up with an intense cramp prior to a menses outbreak~ It was SO INTENSE and i NEVER experienced such intense pain before!! I thought i was going to die man. I headed to the toilet 2 times in 15 mins, and both times i got hypo-ed! -.- So weird. I tot my "hypo-ism" is only induced by sports, but now pain induced it!!! This of cos didn't help at all, cos i had to force myself to lie down, where i broke out in cold sweat~~ This feeling isn't good AT ALL! Twice it happen in the bathroom... Sighz... Luckily the pain lasted only abt 30mins, or else i really could have died becos i might faint in the toilet and hit myself against the toilet bowl... -.-

On the lighter note, I've enjoyed this year birthday and received nice presents!! Well firstly, met up with Fiona on Tues and we went Friends Cafe! Hahaz.. Nice place isn't it? We shared a meal of Fisherman's Basket and played the Tumbling Towers and built 29 storeys from the original 16 storeys! *gives ourselves a pat on the shoulder* Received a nice little handbag from her, and i can bring to work! =D *muackz*!! Hahaz.. dun worry if u all also plan to give me a bag, i dun mind varieties.. =pPp

Met xueping in the morning to have our Mac breakfast! hahaz.. My birthday but still kana scolded by her for being late! -.- hahaz.. Had a sumptous breakfast and received a very beautiful photoframe with our sec 4 pics in there! =D And also a nice pinky watch! Yeahz... i need a watch too! haha.. thanks!! =) Thanks for helping me to keep me occupied in the morning! hahaz.. =p *hugz* I also received a manicure set from Yuen Ching, Selina, Liping, Maggie and Limin!! Thanks!!! =D=D Love u guys!~

Next is that i received a surprise from deardear!! I received my very first delivered bouquet of flowers!! Was very shocked when i receive it! hehes.. =p Thanks dear! Met dear in the evening to Tampines Swensen, and came the 2nd surprise!!! The staff brought out an ice-cream cake and they all sing "Happy Brithday"! So pai say lor!!!!!!!! Duno want to laff or cry..... Hahaz..~ Anywae thanks for that wonderful surprise dear! These really caught me off guard! *muackz* After that we went "Yao Chey Hor"! hehes.. juz go around from Tampines, to Yishun Dam! Beautiful night scenery~!!!! =D Den from there to Changi Airport~~ =p Thanks dear, i know u are extremely tired out, just wana thank you for pei-ing me.. hees~!

I shall post pics when i have received all the pressies! *erhem* cos some ppl still owe me mahz =p WAHAHAHA.....

ASc Dinner & Dance 2006~!!!

At the lobby....

From left: Emily, me, Janice, Shee Wee, Wendy, Joanne


These girls arrive ealier than me, so they took pics first..

Jaime, Emily, Janice, Shee Wee


Typical D&D photo.....

Haha, sitting around the table is the most typical photo for dinner&dance. =pPp


One of the programme......

Birthday boy Aurelius was sabo-ed to take part in this game! They have to dress him up like a pretty lady..... *grabbed from emily's camera*


AMKsians.....

Mervin and me! Cannot find Kenneth at that time.....


Close up....

Me and my best poly buddy~


At the door.....

D&D has ended at 1030pm. Took 1 last group pic with the girls... =)


*Love Love*....

My deardear and Me!! =D Do i look tall? wahahaha....


As usual, we hate each other..... =p

1) Attitude.... dun wan to take pic with each other...
2) I give in... someone still attitude.... -.-
3) Well well, both smiled... *reluctantly*?
4) Kiddy smiles! =)


Beautiful ending..... (^^,)

I love him alot wors... =)

There supposed to be more pics, especially for me and deardear... But too bad the pics turned out blurry.. so no more.. =(

Hope there's a chance like this again! Love all my frenz..... ^_^

It was indeed a great day yesterday! We had our very own Applied Science Dinner and Dance, held at Crown Prince Hotel. The whole day was fun and well-packed with activities! =) hehes.. Even though i find it a hassle to pack my big bag-pack to bring over to emily's stuff later in the afternoon, i still enjoy it..~ =)

Met Wendy at 12pm (i reach at 12.20pm though =p) at small mac before we went to trim our eye brows. Hmmz.. wasted quite abit of money here. As i also got myself an eye glimmering cream and a pair of fake lashes which failed. hahaz~ After that went around shopping for awhile, before meeting shee wee and janice, and off we go to emily's house! The preparation part is always nice, when we experiment with make-ups and hairstyles. Hehes... It was really fun~ =)=)

Thanks deardear who came and fetch me from emily's house in the evening, where we head for Crown Prince Hotel. Hees.. The dinner and dance itself was not bad, the food's great! But too bad nobody willing to go for 2nd round.. =( hahaz... It was quite entertaining, but too bad it ended quite early.. hmmz... We were supposed to go clubbing after that, but becos deardear din go, my mum dun allow me to go... -.- Stayed at the hotel with my frenz before they went home at 11+pm. I joined dear and his frenz at Lucky Plaza's mac abd chatted, before heading home at 1 around 1+ am...... Its really nice to have fun with frens...... =)=)

I'll try to upload photos if possible... ^_^

Its 11am in the morning! I'll be reaching tampines at 12pm, head for a light lunch and do some last minute shopping before we go emily's house to play with experiments! =) hehes.. Hmmz, kinda feel as if everyone is very excited abt this Dinner&Dance, also duno why. I am okay, as usual, i love the preparation part. =p

And i duno why, how come i dun feel excited abt my birthday this year. I eventually forgot abt the date... =/ Mayb there's too much stuff happening in March, tt's why... sighz..

10th March - Dinner and Dance
11th March - Final results released...!!
15th March - My 20th birthday
20th March - My very first full-time work starts!
21th March - Advanced driving theory test

I need more adrenaline.

Good Morning!!~ I'm here having my breakfast, juz bread with butter and kaya. =( Wanted to make mashed egg mayo, but realized there's no more eggs left!! Hmmz.. nvm.. Anywae later going out with deardear to Bugis to go shopping, so can eat alot! hehes.. =p Today's Gardenia bread is very nice!! It got a very nice shape... u know, tt kind of cartoon drawn shape, a square with 2 ears at the top one, exactly the same! so amazing.. hehes...

my left hand middle finger hurts as i was typing. Ydae i accidentally smashed my own finger while closing the piano chair. Kaoz... til now its still aching, like as if i have internal injuries within... >.< Anywae, i've mastered 80% of the Autumn Crocus! So happy.. =)

Many ppl came to ask me what are my birthday wishes so that they have an easier time to shop for presents. Hehes.. =p Perhaps i shld come out with a wishlist eh??

1) Brand new upright piano
2) Sports bra
3) New specs
3) Manicure set (told xp le... =p)
4) A small bag for work (told emily le.. =p)
5) New foundation powder (mine's running out)
6) New eye shadow ( i can't get the right colour myself....)

Hehes.. easy eh?? =pPp Anywae, what i wish for ultimately is just happiness in my whole lifetime!! Everyday can smile, can laugh, can talk, can sing. I'll be contented. Hehes... And hope people can be more sensitive to my feelings, but not over-sensitive please!! Oh ya, i oso hope that i can learn how to SMILE to strangers, and not attitude. hehe..

Its only a sunday morning! and i felt soooooo slpy. Too much time at home leads to boredom, and too much boredom resulted in restlessness. I feel tired no matter how long i slept, and i'll feel so energized if i forced myself to wake up at 7am and go down for a jog... -.- how weird..

Give me the energy to survive for the rest of the day.

Looking forward tonight, cos it will be bedtime! hahaz..

Going chinatown K-ster later with 4/2 people. Duno who's going anywae.. juz a small gathering.

Had fun in driving lesson just now! =) hahaz.. somehow i'm growing interest towards driving rather than the mentality of "forced-to-learn". Hehes... Today is my 2nd practical lesson, and i did remember to bring my PDL!! So i can start moving off oredi... hehes... It was abit scary and anxious at first, and the very first signal light i switched on resulted in all my beam lights being switched off, and i didn realize it until the instructor ask "do u feel that the car suddenly become very dark?"

This instructor is quite naggy in the sense that he like to tell me grandfather stories. Not bad lahz, just that its quite time wasting.. =p hahaz.. Anywae my bro and his fren who was under him last time, both said that he's very fierce.... Perhaps its my 2nd lesson only, i haben seen him fierce before. Eh.. hopefully wun... =X I think i prefer to learn without stress cos i tend to get angry if someone's stressing me... =x Anywae, very happy when he say i got much more talent in driving than my bro! wahahahahahaha... this alone made my day sia. Cos in other ppl's eyes, my bro is always better than me in all aspects, at least someone recognized that i'm better than him in some way. Very happy can drive on my own le, and i didn't stall!! And just now when i told my bro that i did U-turns and Right turns already, he got jealous!! WAHAHAHAHA!

lalalala!! anywae thx my dad for driving me there and deardear who drove me back!! =) selina once said i have the life of being ferried around. Hahaz... well well... temporary only lah. =p Hmmz... hope i can start work soon!! i'm really growing fungus... hehes.. oh ya, janice will soon be our colleague as well~ hahaz....