Had a nice celebration for christmas cum sheewee's bdae at joanne's place today! =) hahaz.. all our painstaking planning and preparation have succeeded~! hahaz.. ohh.. juz that the candle of the cake got blew out halfway throughout the bdae song, tt's the only obstacle.. =p

joanne's house is so nice! simply love the "ktv/tv room".. haha.. so cool~! Had pizza, cheesecake and jelly for lunch, high-tea, and early dinner.. pengz! hees.. oh did i say me and janice bake the cheesecake ourselves? =p emily's our instructor! hees.. stayed til quite late. sang karaoke, watched Princess Diary. Simply love my friends! =)

tml will be having dinner as a simple celebration for nisha's bdae! wow.. so many birthdays and season during this december! i'm going broke..! hahaz.. time to save up!

tt's all folk.. til i have sth interesting to share again! wonder if my mum would let me go camping on fri.. hmmz... anywae looking forward to the shopping trip!

Felt so detached from blogging life~ Hahaz.. Been too lazy to blog these few days, or maybe i have nth interesting to share.. hahaz.. Life's always the same when it comes to work. lol..

Had a bad bad dream last nite! Really very bad.. it felt so true.. =/ I was so sad.. I dreamt that i have offended my group of close sec sch buddies. I make selina so disappointed, I make fiona so mad at me! I can't remember the details.. But its like, suddenly all of them left me. =( I knew i sad something really bad that make them react in this way, but couldn't recall exactly wat i've said. Sigh.. This makes me realize that these people really are important to me in my life, and really cannot lose them..! Thankfully, its only a dream. =)

Received Xmas card from Liping, so sweet of you and your little message. =)=) To all amkss buddies, please keep urself free on 2nd jan okay? Promise to go shopping together wor! =p Will update u all again when its near the date!

Having sore throat now due to ydae's choc cookies and strawberry porky. I'm so sensitive when comes to sore throat, duno why.. -_- Or may its juz the flu season. Hahaz.. kkz gtg now, also duno wat else to write. *hope every tomorrow is a better day*

This is the pic my maid, gemma, took with me when i was celebrating my 11th birthday.

I always miss her so much whenever i tink of her. She's just like a mother to me. Only my pri sch frenz know how much we loved each other. She went back when i was p6, and she came when i was only 2 yrs old.

I cried so bitterly on the day she left. I miss her so much. Where is she now?

Having fun these few days because my sup went on leave for the whole week, giving me some peace at last. I hope she doesn't come back sia. lolx! =p Work's okay, dislike basement anywae.

Met up with amkss girls last nite at xp's house. Very sad cos i have to work, and can't meet them earlier. I thought that they would prepare everything together, shop for groceries, marinate the things and lay the tables. Sighz, i always love the preparation part, it would be so fun! Sigh.. haha.. anywae they also din get to do that together, cos xp prepare all the things by herself! Wah.. superwoman eh? Anywae great job xp! And really glad to see them once again, although i only went for a little while, for dinner only. Hees.. Oh ya, 6 of us altogether, xueping, liping, selina, yuen ching, limin and me! =)

Gym session after a mth of no-exercise is simply great. =) Finally i can feel that my cells are alive. u know, u'll feel lethargic and stiff without exercise for a week, at least for me. Hees. Didn't really do alot, only ran 30mins on treadmill. Well, sadly, i experience hyopglycemia after working out again. Its been so long since it acted up. Was talking to Emily and Janice when suddenly i felt my blood drained from my face, cold sweat broke out and sort of lightheaded. Quickly went to sit down and asked Emily to pass me my mentos, and thanks janice for buying coke for me. Felt better 1 min later after the sweet and coke. =) Luckily i prepare sweets. Hees.. Cos i know i have such condition. Maybe should go for a blood test if my blood glucose level is really low.

Met sheewee for lunch together. Went piano but was late. Hahaz, wat's new anywae. Thanks bro for the lift. =) hees.. tt's all. gtg have dinner!

It had been so long since i blogged~Life's pretty the same except that i'm starting to enjoy working at SOC. The people there are becoming nicer i suppose, making work life not as dull.. =) Somehow, i've been thinking whether i wan to come back to work in SGH. If i had a chance to come back, i would opt for SOC if i have a choice.. Hees.

Speaking of work, if this society does not weigh down on poly grads, i would have stopped studying. =/ Dun you guys agree? Sometimes we pursue higher qualifications juz to answer to our relatives and parents, or juz earn a "face" for urself. Deep down, sometimes the course you are pursuing are not exactly wat u wan to do in the future. I do not direct at anyone, juz a little reflection on my own. Like wat my mum told me a few days ago, "Just go to any course in Uni la, dun go pharmacy or science", as you know, its very difficult for even A level holders to enter life science track. But this is not what i want. I choose poly because i can study something i like, where JC dun allow me to take Bio. I dun wan to juz go to any course into Uni just to get a degree or stuff like that, waste that money and turn my future upside down. So.... If i wana pursue a degree, overseas degree in Pharmacy will be my choice. However, that would mean a huge amt of money, which i tink i wun have a chance at all...... =/

To me, i find satisfaction in job more impt than the money earned. However, all of us do expect a minimum salary which we felt that its enough to support us. Of cos, i juz hope it to be at least $2000. And a Pharmacy Technician job in outpatient is able to earn over that amount due to its accumulation of OT claims as it was always too busy to leave early. Hmmz... so why should i hestitate to just stay on to my job?? Well, i duno. Perhaps, its just the "face"/"mian zi".

Hmmz, well reflective thinking aside. Currently am feeling so damn bored due to MP/FYP. Sickening project. Haiz.. So sleepy so tired. I'm beginning to love Autumn Crocus~ =) If i have a chance to perform on a concert, would have chosen this piece! wahahaz... *dreaming away*