To whoever who is called up for tml's 4 sector flight, i'm so sorry!! Feeling so guilty cos i know whoever being called up will certainly curse and swear! Sighhh.. but i'm not keng-ing MC.... i'm really having bad sore throat tt i can't talk much. =x

Arghh.. feel so guilty! why shld i feel this way???? When i'm also always called up during standby??

I'm too kind-hearted lah. LOL =p

First of all, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO TAN SHEE WEE. a.k.a. my QING AI DE!! =D

So sad can't really celebrate for u cos our schedule keeps clashing!!! But do organize the bbq on our common off days okay?! I love the preparation and atmosphere...! hehes..

Today's my off day too, which means i'm happy! =p but i was juz called up to operate Medan morning flight cos tml's my standby. I was wondering when will i not be called up. -.-! But its okay. I'm starting to be optimistic le! =)

My hair is really disastrous now. Its so dry and frizzy, even dear say my condition deterioriates. All becos of GROOMING CLASS! make me cut my long hair, resulted in me blowing my hair every day! Hate my hair..... Grrrrrr. I'm going to do acrylic nails later too, cos my nails keep chipping until it eats into my flesh. So damn pain lor......

Btw, i still owe my blog this pic. Sentosa with my BESTIE XUEPING! =)



Love ya babe! Do cheer up on life.. u still have me and bearbear! hehes.. =)

Happy boxing day to me! Cos i'm on OFF today! =)

Phew, finally relaxed after days of agony. Just a simple breakfast with dear and an outing with fiona and xp makes me UNWINDS. Yeah, this is the real meaning of unwinds. -.-!

Hehe, mostly we were doing window shopping cos i had no mood for slippers, bikini and nail polish even though they are in my shopping list. Hehes.. mostly spent on food and and some other rubbish. =p glad to have this meet up although it seems everyone is kind of sleepy in this rainy day. =)

How i wish i can have a long long break from all these things. I wana be back to my old self. Where i can laugh at the slightest thing, smile at almost anything, and be truly happy with the ppl i love. =)

I dun like to appear as sulking, but sometimes it isn't within my ability to control my hormones. Disgust trigger it.

Merry Christmas to everyone! I love presents and cards frm xp, liping and fiona! *huggies* promise give u all sth on valentines' day. =)

Getting real sick of this life.

So sad can't be able to celebrate christmas cos of a stupid evening flight.

Freaking hate aftnoon and evening flights, waste my whole day.

And for this mth i only had 1 morning flight.

Had a good start with my first solo ydae! Crew was very nice and i was S2. Hmm.. if only all flights can be like that, den i'll have no worries going to work. =p

Sigh.. having cramps now. Later i'll be operating overnight kochi flight! After which will be 2 days of OFF! =D Definitely looking forward! Let's pray that later's flight will be a smooth sailing one.

Been missing out lots of stuff after i started out this job, perhaps due to irregular timings. Been wanting to go zouk with the girls but it seemed my schedule keep clashing with theirs. Sighhh..And i haben been scheduled a flight with janice yet! WHY?!

Thinking of getting a new phone cos my phone is CMI~! The speaker is spoilt, and sometimes it doesn't vibrate! I got lots of missed calls from Crew Scheduling on Fri cos it simply doesn't vibrate~ And when i checked my phone, to my horror, there are 5 missed calls! They still hav to call my home to ask my mum to ask me to call them back. What the.... If it happens when i'm on standby, i'll certainly get a letter of advice.

Anywae, dun think i'll buy a very ex hp. A normal one with the functions i wan is sufficient. Bluetooth, mp3 and camera. Haha.. so i've been eyeing the LG chocolate series. Its only $98 with a trade-in of $100.



Might be getting this pink one, or the white one.

Been pms-ing strongly these few days. Not only that my mood is affected, but also the breakouts on my face! Utterly disgusting!

Somehow there's no more motivation for me to start each day. I look forward to the end of the day every morning when i woke up. Where's the life man?

However, these few days had been fun meeting up with lots of sec sch buddies! Some i haben seen them for quite awhile, but still love them loads!! =) Too bad i didn had dear's camera with me.. =( Hmm, we are planning to go club together! But so far i can't make it on all wednesday nights. Wonder if u all mind to go on other days? yeah, like wat maggie said, if we didn make use of our youth to go now, we'll be overage soon.

And dear came back from his bangkok trip on thurs!! And he bought me nice nice presents!~ hehe.. but so little only. =p nvm, the greatest present that i can receive is to see him again! (",)

Ydae went kbox with bernice and my aunts. From 7pm-11pm. Hmmz... i felt it is NOT sufficient at all!! oops.. =p But still i enjoyed it! =) Somehow ber is very on with every plans! hehes.. hopefully this sat we can really go unwind~ Freaking tired. How i wish sometimes i can as independent as u, go shopping alone, go exploring alone, even can go clubbing alone. u rox girl~!

Physically drained. Mentally dying.

Finally got abit of sleep after 2 days! I'm not exaggerating, but 2 days without slp is enuf to kill me recently. My energy level is depleting over the weeks. Perhaps it is not only due to physical fatigue, but also mentally exhaustion.

Fri (01Dec) - My graduation! Its not entirely a happy thing, nor it is a sad thing. I'm feeling rather like, a graduation is for the sake of a ceremony. I dun really feel anything for it.. =x I cried becos the video and music is touching, juz like how u will weep when u are watching sad movies. Get the drift?

However, of cos, there are some memories to ponder... =)Din take much pics cos camera was with me all the time! Haizz.. dear can't take pics of me during performance.... Sad-ed!


Reception table! Isn't that lovely??


Angie, Huimin, Eunice and Me


My china dance partner, eunice!


Fizah (Fish), Cheryl, me and Diana

Sat (02 Dec)- M'sia trip with dear! Woke up at 430am.. =x Went to Desaru and Kota Tinggi~ The tour is okay, cos i went there 2 years ago, nth much changed.. Hehe.. But the seafood lunch is superb! The best i ever had...! Getting fatter.. haiz. Hehe.. The best part is the fireflies tour! It was really wonderful to see the whole trees covered with fireflies!! Its like a christmas tree.. =D It has been my dream to see fireflies, that's why my blog name is call firefliesdreamz. =p All becos of kenshin anime.. hehe.




In the coach.


2 week old ostrich


Dear with a super dao ostrich.


Us at desaru fruit farm


My favourite scene!!! Mother hen with little chicks following all around. KAWAII!!!!


The river where we took our boats to view the fireflies.


View at sunset. All set for fireflies! =)

Sun (04 Dec) - Early morning flight to Shenzhen. Slpt at 1am and woke at at 330am. All becos of the crew schedulling!! *boils my blood* Anywae had a rather nice flight cos of nice crew. Touch down at 415pm, and then went Crystal Jade to have dinner cos my uncle strike lottery~ Cool.. hehe.

Today (05 Dec) - Going to Surabaya at 3.35pm. Sianz. My back aches this morning til now.. Its like the last time i had by "backache". Totally shacked.

Hmm.. today's our graduation! Finally, after 2 mths of intensive training, we are no longer trainees! But we'r still in the midst of our SNY, and we haben even did our mandarin and english annoucement~ hehe..

Graduation was thankfully a success! Our hard work of rehearsing again and again has finally paid off.. *phew* However, during my china dance, i dropped on stick at the end of the performance! ARGH! Nevertheless, it was a great experience! =)

Some cried, some didn't. I did, surprisingly. =p

Its time to fly on our own. Sighh.. i'll miss the classroom definitely. But still, life has to go on. Shall upload some pics next time..

Going malaysia tml!! =D hopefully i can catch some fireflies! hehes.. but i'll be having a very early morning flight to Shenzhen on sunday, departing at 0710! =/ I'm gonna faint.