Monday, May 31, 2004
Today is filled with surprises! Haha.. I received an sms from selina telling me something, ermz, surprising! hahaz.. Well, i couldn't believe it, but the info is somehow reliable.. =p wahaha.. I shall investigate it further, tt's interesting.. =p Well well.. gals are so nosey! haha.. But tt's our nature huh! lolz..
Hmmz.. 2nd surprise! I went down to City Warehouse and was supposed to get my pay for my temp job! The location was so ulu! I mean, it was quite inconvenient to go there, luckily my dad drove me there.. That aside, i went in and waited for quite some time, den the office lady told me that they haben prepare the money yet! For goodness sake, they inform us to collect it from today onwards.. I was so damn pissed off, it was not the first time this agency, PIXELUTION, was so inorganised! That place is so hard to find, and make me went home empty handed!! This is how SURPRISINGLY INEFFICIENT...!
Anywae i didn let it dampens my mood for the whole day. Reached home around 12pm. Haha.. thx to shee wee who lent me her whole set of Scrapped Princess anime! Haha.. I watched it the whole day, and left 3 more episodes. My real one player is sort of having a problem now, haiz.. So i can't watch it. I hope it doesn't play this kind of trick on me, left only 3 more episodes! I wana watch finish it!
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Feeling rather nostalgic now... Cos i'm listening to a piece from Kenshin's soundtrack, so nice, so soothing, yet sad... Starless is the title.. Sighz... I wish i was back to the time where i hana him... =p wahaha.....
I just came back from xp's house! =) Yeahz, went over to her house last nite to stay over~~ Haha.. Feeling so slpy now, cos i couldn't slp last nite! And this girl wake me up so early in the morning!!!! sobz... hahaz.. Nth much, we went down to Rivervale Plaza last nite to buy some supper! But in the end we couldn't finish them.. =p Heez~~
At nite i received shee wee's sms, she asked me to check the supp exam results!! I quickly ask xp to switch in the com, cos i was anxious also.. haha.. duno y.. =p Yeah! She passed both! Hehe... happy for u! =D
Went to compass's BK to have breakfast den xp went to her canoeing training, den here i am..~ Haha... Dear went out le.. Feel like going watch movie.. So many movies to watch! Day After Tomorrow, Shrek2, Troy, Harry Potter! Argh!
Thursday, May 27, 2004
Changed my skin again! Hahaz.. This skin's rather old, but its okie~ Haha.. Same format as the "twinkle twinkle little star", cos i prefer this format~ Heez..
Hmmz.. Getting impatient... Duno when will that darn timetable be out. TP's system really sux, i duno what's going on there. Anyway, i already know which track i'm streamed into, but juz hoping for slight changes huh? Cos my OSH tutorial seems to clash with P.Mic lab, or mayb it is alternating weeks... Well.. I duno.. I've think it through, watever the changes are, i'll try to accept..
Hmmz, my piano exam's nex week.. It is juz an internal exam though..=p Well, i haben been practising at all.. Cos my bro is clearing his leave, so he's at home most of the time. Darn.. I can't play when he's at home, he'll be complaining.. Well well.. I flunk my exam den? It costs a few hundred dollars for an exam... Will be having a group lesson from 3-5pm tml, sianz 3/4..
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
I'm getting more and more sianzz~ Well, firstly i went to cut my hair this aftnoon. At century square's Storm, cos there's currently a promotion that offers to cut at only $13.90. Well well... my hairdresser is gd, but janice's sux. Its a long story and i shan't elaborate. Anywae tt idiotic woman really pissed me off, whom indirectly insult me. Shit her!
Now, come to the class thingy. Yeahz i got into my first choice which is Pharmaceutical Science. But i'm not happy at all. I got my first choice elective as well as CDS. Everything is my first choice, but y muz i get into the same class as u.. Haiz. Blame me for being abnormal, i'm juz like tt k. Most prob i wun be in the same class as janice and sheewee. Cos we chose differently elective. I chose OSH, occupational safety and health, while jan and wee chose biochemistry. Sianz.. i'm going solo nex sem~
I'm dreading sch reopens suddenly. I wish this holiday could last forever...
Got my timetable this morning~ Well.. Got into PS, pharmaceutical science. Hmmz.. The system's down now, couldn't get in anymore.
Well.. Was not really happy. Duno y, but i tink he knows! Okie.. I duno wat will happen, and i cannot predict the situation as well.. Just feel so sianz. Same csas, same lec, same tut, same class, same lab, only diff CDS.
Furthermore i feel so sick of u! Good lorz.. now know how to shoot me back. Wun be so kind this time.
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
What's your usual [mood]?
Monday, May 24, 2004
Hmmz, today's rather packed! Yeahz.. at least i need not rot at home today... Heez. Went to compasspoint with dear for lunch in the aftnoon~ Hmmz... Nth much except walking ard.. haha! Went to punggol, den went back to seng kang..! Jus to kil time.. Cos going to meet xp and fiona at amk!
Yeahz.. met them at Jubilee and went to Ramen Ten for dinner! Gosh... the ramen's so hot! Haiz.. Can't eat well..! Den we went ard to pasar malam and eat again.. Hahaha... Shit, ate alot today. Just now at compass with dear i ate alot also! Famous Amos cookies, the jap pancake! Shit shit shit.. Hahaz.. Den i ate the egg pancake and curry puff aft my dinner! Well.. dun wana care so much anywae.. =p Haha.. So happy to meet up with xp and fiona! =D Yeahz.. tt's abt it..
Fiona dun tink too much, take things naturally k? ;) Heez...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Its been so long, but juz now as i was toking to jy, haha... memories came flooding back~ Hmmz... anywae thx son! Think i already get it over... =) I hope i'll have a daughter-in-law soon! =p hahaz... jia you wor.. ;)
Haiz... I'm beginning to dread this holiday again. Sianz.. 2 mths of hols can kill me.. It sets me thinking somehow, how in the hell i actually survived the 6mths of hols before i enter poly?! When Sars threat's all around and i'm being "quarantined" at home by my parents.. Hmmz, perhaps its kenshin.. haha! =p Really...
Sighz... Hope i will survive til sch opens bahz... hopefully i can get my pay soon, den i'll date xue and qiu out! =p
Friday, May 21, 2004
HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
Heez... Yeahz, today is a special day for many ppl i guess! Hmmz, it is for me too..=) Today is me and my dear's 6th month anniversary! =D Hahaz... We both agreed that time really flies, i still remember the day when he asked me the question.. Well well! Heez.. Today had my usual piano lesson, den dear came meet me. Had lunch at Heartland Mall's pizza hut, really eat to our fil..! I'm very very full..! Heez... Finally got to eat my Hawaiian stuffed crust with mozarella cheese pizza! Yummy! =D
Went over to Clarke Quay later. Hmmz, nth much there as it was so hot and the whole place was under renovation.. So we proceed to Bugis! Heez... We bought our qing lu zhuang..=pPp Very cute okie! I bought a white one for dear, and he bought a black one for me..=p Heez... the t-shirt has this design on it (^-^), very very cute.. =pPp
At night we went over to Chomp Chomp to have stingray! Yummy yummy again! =D That time i thought we had to wait quite long cos the place's so packed with ppl~! Heez, luckily we only waited 15mins... Heez... Super yummy! =D
Hmmz, overall its such a wonderful day! =) Yeahz... Happy 6th month anniversary dear, its been half a year, and we shall keep going ya? =)
Not forgetting to wish jiayong a happy 18th birthday! =)
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Pissed off... Bad mood~ Haiz... Really feeling so rotten yet i can't do anything. Jez told me that there's one e-mail i sent to her that contain virus, and her bro ban her from using the com for a long long time~! Yeahz.... its my fault... I'm so hateful. Haiz... Shall not forward e-mails anymore..
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Today's quite nice! Went out with jan and wee today~ Haha.. Aft 2 days of staying at home, i guess i'm going to go mad! How am i going to survive for the rest of the hols?? =x Heez.. Yeah, went for a job interview recommended by ben... =p Haha... Well, it is definitely hopeless, there's so many ppl... Ha.. And my communication skills sux, since they require one to have a gd comm skill. Yeahz.... I got a C for my comm skill, haha, still want? Zzz...
Hee.. aft tt went to TM's yoshinoya for dinner and told wee abt A&P. Yeahz, qad u muz jia you! Last paper tml.. =) Aft tt we can go thon at wendy's place, go KTV, go zoo and wherever u like..;) Hmmz... Manage to reach home on time to watch my show on Channel U =D Well.. tink that's all for today.... heez...
Oh... Andryiz told me that he's heartbroken.. Sighz... Hope he'll get over soon. =) He keeps telling me that it is so painful.. Haiz, i also dun really know how to console him... Hmmz, duno y i'm always his love consultant when i've not much exp in tt... Hee... Yeahz, u'r only 15, dun feel dejected... ;)
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Hehe... Sunshine after the rain! (",) Hmmz... Sometimes i think i'm abit fan jian lah, but i juz wana stay angry longer.. Sadly, i can't.. =pPp Heez... This morning when i woke up, i juz feel like calling u, although u make me angry ydae! >=( Humph... If only i can stay angry a few more days... =pPp Well well.. Glad its over! Hee... I still love u much much! =D
Hmmz... nth much today! Just that laz nite's relapse is the most serious one i've ever experienced, i hope there's nth seriously with me... Sighz.. This evening i went for the Basic Theory test, i was rather unprepared cos i started studying for it laz nite.. =p Heez..Well, i'm just not very interested in such driving stuff, can't blame me.. ~ Hee... Well, luckily the test's quite alrite, hopefully can pass lah... =)
Yeah, xp called juz now. Hee.. But this girl owaz say she wana go to slp! 10pm only!!!! Nex time shall bug u til 12pm den let u off.. =p
I hate this stupid blogskin right now. It is so starry, so cheery! So sickening.. It doesn't reflects about me at all. Cos i feel so shitty, so hateful. I hate myself and hates everything! Going to change this sickening skin soon.
Monday, May 17, 2004
ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE - Guy Sebastian
its been a long & winding journy
but im finaly here 2nite
picking up the pieces & walking
back into the light
into the sunset of the glory
where my heart & future lies
theres nothing like that feeling
when i look into ure eyez
my dreams came true
when i found u, i found u, my mirical
if u could see wat i see
that ure the answer 2 my prayers
if u could feel the tenderness i feel
u would kno it would be clear
that ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE
standing here b4 u
feels like ive been born again
every breath is ure luv
every heart beat beats ure name
my dreams came true
right here infront of u
my mirical
brought me here 2 be with u
i'll be forever greatfull
forever fathfull
my dreams came true
when i found u
my mirical
(repeat 2x)
if u could see wat i see
ure the answer 2 my prayers
& if u could feel the tenderness i feel
u would kno it would be clear
that ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE
This song's quite some time ago, but i simply love it... =)
INSOMNIA
Getting sleepless nights for consecutively 3 days. I'm really draining out right now. I really duno what's going on within me, i can't slp, i can't eat... Feel so lethargic and weak. Goddamn sickening.
Been thinking of the past suddenly. Well, nevermind me anywae. 'Cos once i'm tired, i tend to think of the unnecessary. I thought of the past conflicts which i've yet to resolve, but instead i ran away. I thought of the past that some wasn't my fault, but people offer me no chance of explanation. I've thought of how friends around me have changed, or mayb i myself have changed. I feel so sick suddenly... This is not what i want, but i've caused it to happen upon myself. There are of cos good friends and best friends around me, just that i'm so pessimistic right now.
Somehow dun feel like blogging. Perhaps going to shut myself up in the world of self-pity......
Sunday, May 16, 2004
ESPRIT SALE + AJC RHAPSODY
Finally went to Esprit Sale aft so long of procrastination! Hmmz, it was not really that packed today, perhaps it is the last day~ There are still quite a lot of varieties though. Seriously i think that i'm not really good at shopping, i just didn know wat to buy when i first stepped in. Haha.. den dear suggested that i go and look through every single piece starting from the first shelf. Pengz.. well, in the end i bought 2 skirts and a concealer, total up to abt $140, but it was discounted to $80. Heez.. Yeah, both the skirts were chosen by dear and lixin anywae..=p Oh before that, went to Thai Express for lunch at Heartland Mall... Heez! My craving has been satisfied.. =D
Yeah, aft which we went to Cinnamon Roll for dinner. Hmmz, the set meal's not bad, recommended. Proceeded to Kallang theater to watch the AJC concert. Hmmz, just couldn't catch a glimpse of Limin! So sad... I bot the $18 seat, and realised taht the $15 ones have much better view! Sighz, kana cheated! I only manage to see limin aft the whole thing... =( Hmmz, the dance's fantastic! =) although i dun really understand the story behind each and single one of it. The choir was not bad as well... Heez... Saw quite a few secondary schoolmates as well...~~
Well, took a cab home again cos it's getting very late. Broke again. Oh tml i have to go for work, somehow dreading it. Luckily its my last day tml! =D Yeahz, gambatte!
Saturday, May 15, 2004
BAD START
Bad start of the day! Well, it started in the night before, cos i juz couldn't fall asleep. Sighz, it certainly won't be a treat if i suffered from insomnia in the midst of my holiday..=( Today i woke up rather early as well.. It gonna be a long day today, hopefully i can last til the end..=p
Going to meet dear later. Wanted so bad to go to the Esprit sales. Thx to Lixin who worked there.. Wendy said she went over ydae, and it was so amazing! She bought abt $400+ and in the end it was all discounted to $100+.. God! This is superb! However, today is the last day of the sales, and wendy said that the shop was packed. Hmmz, hopefully there's something for me to buy, cos my mum gave me $100.. =p
My parents are getting on my nerves nowadays. Forgive me for being unfilial. Its just that my freedom are cut short as i grow up, a reverse trait huh? Really pissed off when my mum went to search all my things in my bag, and accused me of the photo i took with dear. Well well.. Watever! My dad today was like " Going out later again?! Going where again?!" Shitty! He wants me to stay at home to rot and buried? For goodness sake, he can't even stand staying at home for one day himself, y can't he understand me? Really pissed off.. I'm not going to care. Whatever is happening to them, be it menopause or watsoever, i dun wana give a damn. Just stay out of my life. Once again, forgive me..
Well well.. I restrict myself not to write so much agressive stuff cos it juz spoils the skin..=p Well gtg now.. Cya peeps!
Friday, May 14, 2004
ANGELIC
Hehez.. I always think that my blog skin doesn't match my entries, or rather, the other way round..=p Cos my entries are mostly those aggressive ones, or some which contain vulgarities in them.. Oops.. =x Heez. Well well.. Sorry to myself..
Ohh.. Shee Wee says she's so angelic today! Cos she was at Janice's house today and she taught jan how to use blogskins! Haha.. =p Well, then i'm also angelic today huh? Cos i teaches dear how to use blogskins as well!!! So coincidental~~ We are all angels.. Wahahaha! =p *dun puke*
Hmmz.. I'm a great teacher k. Dear's blog shld be ready le..=) Hehez.. But i'd reckon that i'm still a computer idiot. I know nuts abt it~!
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
WENDY HOUSE
Hmmz.. blogger seems weird again. Haha. Anywae today went to wendy's house! Acually nth much, cos i dun wana stay at home! Shee wee wanted to go to her house to study, so i went to join the crowd as well.. Hehe.. Well, quite sorry cos i tink it is rather unproductive? Haha, i'm just excited abt the SHE mtv..=p Jaime came today as well.. Hmmz, hope janice and jaime can cheer up soon bahz.. =)
Wow.. Finally had the chance to go to their famous 85 night market to have dinner! Hehe.. Esp the stingray!!!!! Heaven! =D We ordered a $10 one at first, but everyone finds that it is too litlle, den we ordered a second plate of $8! Hehe.. Next time we should have brought 2 $10 ones.. =p Took a cab home as it was getting late, so broke now.. =( Oh ya, i made a very grave mistake! Oops.. Anywae i did not do it on purpose! =p
Saturday, May 08, 2004
THINK IT THROUGH
Hmmz.. thanks to those ppl who tagged and encourage me! =) Well, i'm not sad anymore, cos i know that as long as there's improvement, i must be contented. =) Anywae i had a bad start in the first sem, so there's no use crying over split milk. =)
Nothing much today except trying the new game, Fairyland. Btw, i cannot play survival proj anywae, most probably is due to the new patch. People using window XP are somehow affected. So i started the new game! Hehez.. Hmmz, it was alrite, not getting quite used to it though.
Well well.. my parents had their car crashed this morning. It was a real blessing that none of them are injured..=) Becos our car was so badly damaged!! Thank god.. Hmmz, going to work at HDB hub tml. Was abit dreading it.. =p 11am-9pm.. Haiz.. So long. Will be working with another person tml, hope time flies then.. Haha..
Friday, May 07, 2004
SUCKY
I feel so xin ku now. Nobody will understand. Those that are super good in studies wun understand at all. Well, non-TP or non-poly students wun understand as well..
I think i'm abit retarded. Now then i realize that the GPA for this sem is combined with the GPA from last sem, and for the rest of the sems, all are taken into acc. Well.. My last sem results were like shit, i dun deny. I thought there'll be some improvement this sem, but i was wrong. My total was only 2.52 now. Last sem was 2.27.
It was such a painful leap, and the GPA wasn't really affected. Now then i know, once u flunk for the first sem, the rest of the sem was like, not much hope. Even if u did well for this sem, ur results would just be pulled down by last sem's. It was like, the first sem results can already predict ur results for the rest of ur poly years, just like being condemned when u haben even enter in ur first step. I can say that i regretted abt last sem, but its too late now. Even if i get all Z for this sem, i would merely get a 2.6.
Feel so sick suddenly. So hopeless. People who get a GPA of >3.0 for last sem can "relax", while stupid people like me have to climb so pathetically. 0.3 point per sem? It will be dawn soon.. And time management isn't that easy for nex sem. How nice. Totally lost hopes..
DISAPPOINTED
If only i didn't choose Marketing as my CDS. It just sux totally. What's the point of regreting now? I should be grateful that at least i passed? But it really shattered my dream, pull me down to the bottom of the pit.
I HATE IT!
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
AI XIN MEAL
Today's working as usual. Hmmz, however today's somehow different, or shld i say, special?? Hee.. Well, first of all, today's a very shagged day. I didn't had enuf slp last nite, so i woke up with some lack of slp. Was very lethargic during work today, and there are moments where i thought i would doze off. Sighz.. Ain't in top form today. Oh ya, met Gregory and Shellen today! What a coincidence. Haha.. They both look the same to me, not much change. Haha, Shellen's still as pretty!
Well.. Anywae, dear came to accompany me today! =D Yeah. He brought with him a self-made ai xin meal!!!! =D He specially went to bought the ingredients this morning, although he just thon at his fren's house last nite! Hehez.. Very very happy! He cooked spagetti, and heart-shaped egg (",), and a few garlic and cheese sandwiches! =D=D=D Feel so lucky and blessed! Heez.. After he came, I don't feel tired anymore.. =D He stayed with me til i knocked off.. Haha! Oh, my dad came to fetch me home, and today its the first time my dad actually sees him, cos he drived him home as well.. =p Cos he too lived in hougang... =)
Ahh... Happy.. hehe.. Well, but my mood was rather turned off aft i read an e-mail. Regarding the "Sophie's incident", it was obviously the agency's fault. Now the supervisor turn around and accuse me! Wtf.. That's what he wrote:
"By the way, think you already know, but remember to make sure everything is handed/ taken over during the duty changes, else we're gonna have that little mess that happened last week again."
So pissed off now! ARGH! Shit them...
