NYJC SYNERGY

Went for the Synergy held by NYJC today! Met Fiona and xueping at 530pm at Bishan and we went to LJS to eat. Aft tt went to the NY new building! Heez..Only half done anywae. The concert was at their LT4.. Gosh, their LT was huge.. Seems like a small auditorium. Hmmz.. Mayb double the size of business LT? Anywae tonite's performance was from Guzhen, Harmonica, Dance, Guitar and Choir.

Duno really know how to appreciate guzhen... =x Haha.. I love a piece from the harmonica! Super nice! So soothing.... =) Liping cried aft the concert, she was involved in the Guitar performance.. Haha.. hugged her. She said there's so much emotion within her.. Before that i already presume that she'll cry, haha, guess i'm right! =p Overall it was okie, juz keep thinking of the harmonica piece.. Heaven!

Ohh.. I told my mum and bro abt the Sophie incident. Haha, both were at my side.. So happy! =D Yeah, now tink of it still quite pissed.. Like wat my bro say " Ask me to clean ur backside after u shit?! " lolz... Its over.. The agency really hopeless..

PISSED OFF

I'm so pissed off!!!!!!! ARGH! That damn supervisory! Or i wld rather say.. erm.. Big Walk Project Manager?! Well.. Whatever big shot or big shit!

Last nite, Tiong Soon (a collegue) shld have came down to tk the keys and money from me, cos he's working today. However, he has sth on so he asked the supervisors to come down to get it from me! I waited til 8pm and no one came to collect, not even a single call from them. I called the Junbin, the supervisor, he then told me that he was held up at sth... Gosh, what if i didn call him? That means no one came to collect the things.. How responsible eh? Anywae, he told me he'll arrange someone to get it from me later, and ask me to go home first.. Well, i waited one whole nite and no one calls, so i hecked.. Lol.. Tiong Soon and I were still discussing abt sharing that money, total is abt $388. And he asked me to keep the keys forever.

Today while i'm at the piano lesson, the MANAGER Sophie called. WTF.. She ask me to tk the keys from my home and she says meet me at Hougang Mall.. I'm already at Hg mall, she wans me to go home, get the things, and head down to hg mall again! Well.. I know i shldn't bargain so much, but its their fault in the first place! And yet she showed me attitude.. Nvm.. I told her i lived very far away from hg mall, and says i wana have my lunch aft my piano. Yet she still insist.. Plz... Aft tt she called again, she says whether i can go down all the way to HDB Hub and pass the keys to Tiong Soon myself!!!!!!! I say can, since i'm meeting my frenz at Bishan at 530pm, and i can reach toa payoh at 5pm.. But she says " i thought u are free now since ur lesson is over?" This time i'm really pissed!!!! wtf.. i was having my lunch at that time, i juz shoot her back " i'm meeting my frenz at 530pm, if i go down now, wat do i do in the mean time? I lived far away from toa payoh, the travel and everything costs much for goodness sake! " Plz.. its their fault that they didn collect it from me ydae, y muz i sacrifice and go down all the way there... I have no straight bus, nth...

Nvm, some of u may not agree with me. Well, i admit my attitude for working really sux. Yeah.. That's y i'm worried abt SIP. Anywae, this time is really their fault, but i'm also in the wrong for showing attitude. In the end, she came down right under my block and i passed her the things.. How nice, her face and tone was as black as charcoal.. Haha.. I dun wana care anywae. I only worked for 6days.. Who cares.. First is the briefing, now is this. How responsible is the agency.. *claps*

SICKLY SICK

There's something seriously wrong with me. No joke.

BRIEFING

Juz went down to HDB hub for my so-called briefing.. Hmmz, that person was not the supervisor, but i'm thankful that he's willing to teach me.. Well, the main aim was to hand the money and keys over to me. My mum was a little unhappy over this and told me not to work.. -_- Cos i have to go down everytime to collect the money and keys if i were to work the next day. Yeah, i admit that it was somewhat troublesome, but i only work for 6 days in a month, y make a big fuss over it?~

Tml's my first day! Hmmz.. A little anticipated, and a little stressed as well. I hope i remember all the things i have to do, and most importantly, i'm worried abt the money! I have to bear all the consequences if the money was robbed or lost to whatever reasons. Sighz.. Hopefully everything goes well... Tml will be a long day, cos i'm still new and has not get used to it. I'll bring my discman and story bks along, hope time flies~~~

Gosh, my stomach's hurting now! What did i do?! I took a sachet of tea bag this aftnoon and i drank it. I was stated as Bioslim, and i thought it was just for slimming purposes. I was juz curious so i went to taste it! Little did i know that it contain a mild laxative!~ I'm going to suffer... Haiz... It hurts!

HOME SWEET CHALET

Hehe! I'm back from the 3days 2 nights chalet at NTUC downtown east with my poly friends! =D Woah, this is actually the first time we organised our own chalet? Thanks top Wendy who had that PacNet privillege card. Haha.. One nite's only $60! =p So the 5 of us, Ben, Shee Wee, Wendy, Janice and I booked the chalet to ourselves! =)

Sunday 25/4
Our first day! Wanted to gave Wendy a Birthday cake as surprise, but the room was just being cleared at that moment, so we couldn carry out as planned.. =( Haha.. anywae we still got to eat tt cake, birthday song was a failure.. lol.. thanks to me.. =( I juz cnnt control! Argh.. Haha..

Went over to Escape in the late aftnoon. Oh ya, dear was with us too! Hehe.. I love the fun we had when we were at the Escape!~ Its been so long i actually let my hair down and have all the fun in the world! Haha.. The first ride just freak me out, but subsequently I really enjoyed myself! Esp the Wet "N" Wild! Lurve it!! =D I enjoyed all the rides! We played from the evening til night..~ Hmmz, its such a pity that Escape Theme Park has become so deserted..? It may be a blessing in disguise to us though..=p We need not queue for most of the rides..! =D We own it! Lolz.. Hehe! Dear dear went up all the way to win a cute little pink Dino for me when we went to play the games! =D=D=D So happy! =D Muack muack! =pPp Hehez.... That's where to past memories flooded back, when someone won an Orange Dino for me as well, last yr.. However its the past... I'm glad for the present, for the love i actually had.. =)

Monday 26/4
This day was tiring! Haha.. Everyone was quite lethargic aft a whole day of fun in Escape. The 4 of us went over to White Sands to had Mac breakfast, den went to the supermarket to shop for our BBQ stuff! Hehe.. Was quite excited abt the shopping and preparation! Oh ya, I've learnt how to marinate chicken wings! Lol... Smart huh? =p The preparation was fun! The weather was quite a letdown when we were juz abt to start the BBQ, the fire was started when the downpour came! So sad.. We had to go back to the chalet to watch TV, and came out again at 10pm.. We had to get another box of new fire starters! Haha.. Anywae thx to Wilson who was there to help with the fire.. Btw Wilson's Janice lao gong.. Lolz.. The BBQ food was nice! The chicken wings is splendid! Its such a pity that the food was wasted quite alot.. =( Shouldn't had bought so much.. Hehe..

The fun actually came aft the BBQ, when we were playing UNO. Lolz, qad and ben were just so funny! Haha.. Okie no offence Ben. Anywae Wendy and I just couldn stop laughing.. Non-stop k! I thought is was going to be "drunk" in that laugh! Haha! =D Wendy drop dead aft tt, while i was still feeling energetic, but all slpt.. =(

Tuesday 27/4
Hehe... Here am i typing all the way, neglecting dear in msn.. Sorry! A while more k? =p Heez... Checked out, nth much. Oh ya.. Wilson treated us breakfast, haha.. thx alot.. Went over to BK to have more snack aft tt, played UNO and Bluff.. Haha! Fun! Overall the chalet was fun! =D I'm so glad to find such peeps in Poly! Its not easy to actually find a clique in poly life, i'm glad to have one.. =) Lurve u guys!

SWEET DREAMS

Had a nice, sweet, realistic dream last nite! Hmm.. Should i use the word "realistic"? Lolz.. Well well, anyway i dreamt that i had a baby sister! Yes.. Been yearning to have a younger sibling since young. =( Last nite's dream was so vivid, yes it was! I dreamt abt my baby sis when she was in my mother's womb, until she's born and around 1 yrs +.. I thought it was real! I was so happy in my dreams.. She's so beautiful, her eyes were so nice!!!!! I often hugged her and says " Mei mei, u are so pretty! Just like jie jie" ... Wahaha! =p Haiz... Was so sad when i woke up. Really sad! Sobz.. If only this were real, but i know its impossible... Haiz.. Shan't think more abt it.. =(

Met xueping for breakfast this morning! =D Haha.. nice date! Lolz.. =p Such a long time since we last met up with each other. Hmmz... Since my birthday rite? Hehe.. Well, went over to Compasspoint aft that, went to buy her anniversary for her deardear.. Hehe. Nice feeling, feeling refreshed now! Hmm... Still feeling quite tired. Exams really draining out my energy!

Oh ya, will be having chalet tml! Yeah! Haha.. Will be going to Escape tml? Hehe.. Hope everyone will be going, esp Jan and Ben. Just enjoy the rides ya? At most we avoid those scary rides ya? Pls pls.. Hehe.. Will be calling deardear to join us! I'm looking forward! =) Going to be broke aft the chalet.. Haha... But it is worth it! Life's short, shouldn't we spend more time to enjoy it? =)

FREEDOM

Yeah! Exam's finally over! Haha.. Hmmz, been feeling so stressed up and restless for the past few days when preparing for exams. Ain't know why, although we have much less subjects this semester, i felt more stressful as compared to last semester! Phew.. Mayb my expectation is higher for this sem.. I should lower it when i enter Yr 2, since i have a lot of subjects and i dun wana tire out myself.. =p Life's so short, why lead such a miserable life.. Haha.. I just do within what i can is enough, i'm not aiming for any thing.. Well, some people may not agree with my thinking, but true enough, i just want a small stable job in the future.. =)

Hmmz..~ Free at last! Felt much better. Hols starting right now! Chalet is coming! Yeah.. Finally it is booked today~ Haha!~ Hope we won't get Block A =x Hehe.. Ohh.. SP's finally back to me! Can play all day long... =) Well well... Even though i may enjoy the first few weeks of hols, i still prefer sch days.. =p Well, life's much more interesting when sch starts.. =D 2 mths of hols~! It will be quite dragging.....

EXAMINATION BLUES

Tml will be Doom's Day!! Exam starts tml!! Gosh~ I haben prepared for a&p and Biochem.. But tml's first paper is Maths! Hmmz.. Maths i've sort of completed. However, whenever i do the past yr papers, i have to keep refering back to my notes! Haiz.. Gone case if this happens tml!!!! =( Stress stress stress..!

Been thinking abt chalet.. =pPp Opps.. Kinda gets distracted over this! Wrong timing? Well, who cares.. haha.. =D

SATISFIED

Hmmz.. Today's been a long day! Though i only had an one-hr Maths lec in school, the travelling alones takes up 2hours!~ Phew.. Well, anywae today had my piano lesson as usual, it was not too bad. At least not as bad as I thought! Hmmz.. Went home in a rather grumpy mood! Blame it on the weather, exams, off-mood and stuff! =(

Well.. Today had a rather fruitful day~ Finally I studied! Hmmz.. Exams' nex week, and i keep having those off-mood that makes me don't feel like studying all together. Today's better i guessed, perhaps i knew danger was approaching soon! Hmmz... Hope I can buck up on this exam as my CA aren't that gd, esp A&P.. Sighz...

Well.. Shee Wee and Janice went to stay overnite at Wendy's place tonite! Envy.. They all lived so near to one another.. Me? Haiz.. Nevermind anywae. Hmmz.. Decided not to go tonite cos i'll be very tired once i reach there.. Won't get to study.. So, i'll go aft exams! =D

SLEEPY HEADS

Today's been so tiring! Hmmz.. Didn manage to get enuf slp last nite i supposed? I felt sleepy immediately aft i woke up.. =p Haha.. Anywae i survived through.. Hmmz.. Today nth much, only Maths and A&P lec, and yet i didn really paid much attention. Sometimes i wonder is that a waste of time for me. Hmmz... Exam's nex week, y can't we have the one-week study break like other poly? Unfair! =(

Drop dead immediately aft i went home. Reached home abt 430pm, aft i bathed and and took out my contact lenses, i just can't resist the temptation of lying on the bed! Cool~! Initially i planned to study A&P, however i fell asleep until 630pm. Argh! Hate myself...! Wasted 2hours?! Hmm.. Anywae its such a beautiful slp.. Haha.. At least i'm more awake now! =D

However didn study much. Just not in the mood for Biochem and A&P.. Sianz. Just feel like doing maths! Argh! Crazy mind of mine!! I've condemned maths since the day i was born, i wonder wat's happening to me now! Anywae just copied all the Physiology of A*P and complie them together, to faciliates convenience? At least i know that i can just study the Anatomy while revising, and do a last minute short-termed memory work on the Physiology part, since i studied just for the sake of exams and graduation.. =p Duh~!

STRESSED

Feeling so dizzy.. Duno what happpened exactly. Sometimes i feel that my health is deteriorating? Haiz.. Feeling so tired... Just feel like slping. Woke up at 8am today, went to sch and do my marketing prof from 12pm til evening. Haiz.. Got to stand for the whole day, cos there's not enuf chairs in the Cyber Centre... Exhuasted. Finally.. Finally we finished the project...

No more energy to carry on. I'm breaking down into pieces. I may not show it, but i feel it...

MADNESS

Hmmz, this blogger seems weird. I mean blogger.com. The layout has changed? Hahaz.. Well, anyway it doesn't affect much~

Just finished watching the NKF Charity Show. Some parts are really touching, and its so heartwarming that singers from other countries are willing to fly here to do some FOC performance! =) Heez.. salutes to them! However, some parts are simply MADNESS! I can't stand those life-threatening acts! It is so dangerous for goodness sake! Esp the one Sharon Au performed, one minor accident can cause a major injury!! Haiz.. Anywae mum only allowed 1 call, cos she would rather support local show..~

Well.. Have been studying one whole day, from 12pm onwards til 7pm! Wow! Seems long huh?! Shit me anywae, i lie down more than i study.. One whole day i've only finished one chapter on a&p, the Excretory System. It is so unproductive! I hate studying during weekends! However, today's much less distracting as usual, at least i studied one topic.. =p It is an achievement for a "Sunday revision" =D

Hmmz.. Next aim? Tend to finish at least one topic from a&p everyday, and the rest of the time will be doing Biochem. Well, dun really know how to study for Maths, except for doing the past yr papers..~ Hopefully i can complete all my revisions in time.. Sighz..

Tml will be going to sch at 12pm to do my Marketing proj. Hopefully we can finish it by tml, get it over and done with. This is really killing me, tml's a goner, will be wasting one day of revision... =(

FEELING BLUE?

Hmmz.. long time didn come to blogger. Basically nothing much to blog, cos life's repeating itself everyday.. Well, must be grateful that i'm still alive and kicking? Haha. Sianz.. Exam's in a week's time, time to buck up. Although i'm more prepared as compared to last Semester, I still feel that i'm not that well-prepared~ Gosh, what am i saying.. Well well.. Thankfully I only have 3 papers to sit for, marketing is a non-exam CDS =D

Things that happened few days ago? Well, nth much also.. Ohh, gotten back my biochem practical test result, which was disasterous. I got a marginal pass, passed by 1.5mark. Hmmz... Gone case~ *poof* This constitutes abt 10% of the whole CA? Its alot already.. Well well... I'm definitely not a genius in doing lab work..

Gotten back Marketing test. Hmmz, rather happy.. Well, happiness has subsided also.. Haha.. Hmmz, going back to sch later with Janice and Shee Wee, hopefully i can study during weekends! Am thankful for the trip back to sch.. =D Going to study Maths and Biochem? A&P is a gone case~~~~

DAMN YOU

U ruined my mood for the rest of the day! You rotten piece of shit!

TUTORIAL BLUES

Yawnz~ Just finished doing maths tut 5-2.. I can tell you that, anyone who finishes doing that tutorial, can drop dead immediately. The questions itself are not difficult, just that the steps are super damn tedious!! OmG~ If there's a single careless mistake somewhere, u can forget abt the whole question! I'm 3/4 dead now..

Haiz.. Feeling so tired and moody! Dun feel like studying all together! Argh..! Haiz... Contradictingly, i'll prefer school life.. =p Haha... So what can i do? So be it... Have to pull up my socks, and stop complaining! uRgH!

EXAM BLUES

Exam's just around the corner! Oh man.. I have no motivation to study at all~ Haiz.. I hate this feeling! I know that if i dun wana start my revision now, i'll really regret it~!!! But.. I just dun have the mood.. =( Haiz.. Dun have much self-discipline.. Hate myself.. Planned to wake up to go down for a jog this morning, but juz couldn't drag myself up.. Haiz... I hope i'll get all the motivations soon..

Hmmz.. Went to Henderson road early in the morning for breakfast~! Haha.. Oh ya, Hamtaro ended..=( No more hamtaro to watch anymore! sobz!!! Haiz.. Anywae went down all the way to Sungei Tenggna or whatever road name, to the veg farm.. haha! Okie lahz, quite nice.. Hmmz... tired and sianz..~

How i wish i can sit down and start my revision now!

HAPPY

I've changed my blog layout again! =D Hehez..

DEMORALIZED

I'm totally demoralized. Things just never go right for me today. I woke up with a nightmare, i dreamt about ghost. -_- Anyway, I was in quite a good mood this morning. Things went wrong once i reached sch.. Today's maths test, and guess what? I forgot my calculator! How nice isn't it? I'm grateful to Janice and Andrew who lent me their calculator.. However, i didn really know how to use it. Its like.. I kept pressing "Off", because that "off" button in my calculator shld be a "clear".. I was damned pissed with myself. Especially the part when I was calculating Standard Deviation and the Spooled, I wanted to cry man... Well, no time for me to cry also.. I did one questions in 35mins, and i've only left 5mins for the 2nd question.. HAiz.. i'm going to flunk, all my values are rubbish.. But who was to blame? Myself..

Went to watched Wendy's presentation today. Woahz, the LT was full by the time her group present! I can't imagine myself standing in front.. Well, she's obviously getting nervous. Her voice went softer and softer, but i guessed everything went quite well, she was quite fluent, in the sense that she didn really stammer... =)

Went for piano.. As usual, my teacher says i didn practise.. She compared me with a 11yr old girl who's going to hold a concert tml.. Well, i learn piano is for the sake of interest, not to open a concert of whatsoever. Who cares.. She keep saying and saying, yeah.. I'm lousy i dun deny.. Want to clap? Haiz.. Demoralized. I dun wana compare with anyone, so what if that person takes juz a couple of years to complete grade 8? So what if i'm not talented and i couldn make it fast enough? I'll still complete it eventually isn't it? Mayb not huh...

Feeling like shit.. Haiz. Felt so small and lousy suddenly. My slippers are out to get me as well, it broke when i was on my way home. I have to limp back, haiz.. Today's juz not a gd day aft all.. But who cares abt yvonne? She's just a nobody...

Hui Dao Guo Qu

Listening to Jay's song now.. I longed for the days i had in the past.. The days with you, the time spent we together. I know that i can't turn back time, but i just longed for them dearly. I remember how we used to go out together, just the two of us. The way you hook ur arms on mine, the way we used to chat from day til night, and we seemed to have endless topics..

Things are so cold now. I saw you today, i looked away. My heart was bleeding, my mind wonders off to the past, to the happy past, to the past i always treasured. I'm sad, but you are unaware. I have wanted to call you out for lunch together a few times, i dare not. I'm afraid of the awkwardness, i'm afraid to face the distance between us, i'm afraid to see us fall, i'm afraid, so i chose to run away. Please forgive me..

Why must things end up in this way.. Blame it on my lack of initiative. I'm very very sorry. Haiz.. I brought things up upon myself, no one is to blame except me. What's the point of crying over split milk now? I still longed for those days. No matter where you are, no matter what you do, i wish you are well.

I hope you can be happy soon. I know you've been feeling unhappy recently. Its time for u to cheer up? Just want to let you know that, although things are different now, i still treasure you, i still want you to be happy and well.

I miss you dearly my friend..

Haiz.. My eyes are so uncooperative... They are closing soon. Been feeling lethagic for this week, duno what exactly had happened. Haiz.. Maths test is tml.. And I've only finish One-way ANOVA, the whole of chapter 4 and 5.2 i haben started yet.. I'm such a failure.. Today is the dateline for my online coursework for Marketing, i'm going to flunk in the Skillport thingy.. I sux..

Haiz... Whatever.. I feel like sleepling now.. I dun feel like studying anymore.. I don't feel well... I'm feeling like shit...