Wanted to thank everyone for helping me with the survey~ lol.. the response was better than i thought, cos i didn personally approach some ppl, but the no. of surveys done was out of my expectations! Hee... Thanks! =)

Chatted with xp last nite, and found out that Limin actually worked 2 jobs a day! Pengz.. She's so hardworking, i was stunned and almost pengz. Morning work as admin, in the nite work in banquet! =/ I shld be ashamed of my own attitude liao.. haha~

Had fever today sia. This morning was the worse, and i was shocked when i temp rose to 38.8ºC. I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL last nite! Throat was too painful and dry, and headache with some soury legs antagonise my slp. Haiz... Now feeling better cos juz tk med.. Hmmz, i've got an MC for tml leh, haha, i see how first lah.. =p

Yeah! Finally bought a skirt! Pengz.. After 2 weeks of searching, only managed to buy 1 skirt! Who ask me to be so big ass and fatty... =( Thanks dear dear for pei-ing me shop and shop! Hehe! Hope u are not bored leh... =p Will continue searching for a top tml, i'm running out of time!

Scanned the whole of Orchard today! Oh ya, saw Fiona Xie! She's so tall in person!! Well, needless to say, she's very pretty! So envy... hehe.. Walk til my leg is going to break sia, so tired. But i thought i can burn quite alot of calories lahz, but no leh, tummy still as big. Haiz.. i hate my fatty body.

I miss Fire Quest 5.

Finally had a chance to have home-cooked dinner! hees... my mum didn work today, so she cooked leftover noodles for me.. lolx! Yeah, it was a leftover, but its still much much better than outside food! Cos there's my favourite type of vegetables (bo cai), crab stick, my FAV scallop!!!! and my EGG! Hees!!! If only i can have home-cooked food every weekday at least... *sigh*

Went to do project for the whole day. Sianz til no comments. Although it is our term break, i felt that it was more hectic than our usual sch day, agree?! Been staying in school from 10am-5.30pm, it was so loooooong! Haiz.. was initially happy after PLM meeting, but was kinda lethargic during PA1 meeting. Guess every single one in my group are like that! Lolz... Was kinda funny at first when i thought, cos Yingyou was the one who's tired due to her class camping, and eventually everyone influenced and became listless! heez... Its contagious! =D Btw, pls help me complete this survey!!!! PLEASE~ it wun take u long i promise!!!!
http://www.zoomerang.com/survey.zgi?p=WEB224452F4822

Ydae had quite a nice day at kbox, although i didn't sing much! lol.. was shy lah! =p Celebrated janice's belated 21st bdae! Felt so delighted that our plan went well smoothly! Except i almost forgot to bring my hp along when i dragged her to the toilet (oops!)... hees... Yeah! She was really surprised bah! Hahaz... After that had dinner at Han's.. Yummy! Eat my mui fan again! Lolx, wee jealous of my rice... haha! =p

Tml going out with deardear to hunt for clothes again!!!! Wish my luck... i need alot~!

hApPy 21sT biRtHdAy tO ouR "aH ma" aka xiGuA, jAniCe!! =)

Finally! Term tests are over!! Felt so much light-hearted as compared to the last 2 days, cos i was in total slacking mood, but at the same time worrying abt this Pharm Chem paper! Phew.. the paper was ok overall, hopefully a B?? But the tot of my PA1 still saddening.. well, its over, no use crying over split milk~

Hee, went to TM with Wee and Jan juz now for some "shopping".. Haha~ So good, jan going for steamboat with her friends, tink she's now enjoying herself le!!!! So long didn't go for steamboat at Marina, kinda missed it!! Heez, anywae ah ma really ah ma, old liao... Haha~ I'm still 18!!!! =x lolz.. i dun wana grow old! Still remember i hug the pillar when i was going ot turn 18 last yr (only my poly frens know abt this!) Time really flies!!!!!! Sobz.. i dun wana turn 19.. i'm going to hug back that pillar!

Oh ya!! I was so happy yesterday! Actually it was my last session of kickboxing! Was so sad initially, and was even sadder that only 3 ppl turn up!!! Hmm... Well.. long story. Anywae! My instructor teachers at Hougang Sports Hall! Every Sunday 10am!! Heez! And he said that we can drop by there anytime and he will give us FREE lessons~! So happy!!!! =D Yeah.. i wana go, but i duno how to make arrangement!!! =x Heez... Oh ya, sports hall rate was $46 for 12 sessions! So cheap~~~!!!!! My sch really cheats man... 5 sessions for $40, where is justice! >=(

Waiting for Wee to be free and Frank to online! Zzz.. We promise to meet at Fire Quest 5 todaY!!!!! =D

Today is really the worst day of my life lor! Kaoz, i didn't felt so unlucky before lor. Okie i shall start my story:

Morning:
I wanted to give my deardear a surprise today. Cos he's QE test ended at 930am, and i felt it was too early to meet cos i wana slp longer. Den he told me that he'll hang out at the sch library, and after i wake up, i can give him a call den he come back to Hougang to fetch me. Ok, this is the proposed plan.

My surprise is to fake him that i juz woke up at 10am, den i wan him to come down to the interchange after his lesson. But the real fact is that i wanted to woke up at 8am, prepare everything and reach the interchange my 10am, so he'll get a surprise when he see me.. Okie, i woke up at 8am, den i felt it was too early, so i fall back aslp. When i woke up, it was already 930am. Dang, i was late, but nvm, i thought i could let him wait a little while. When i was rushing in the bath, my dad came back and told me he brought breakfast! Pengz! I wanted to eat out de, but no choice, so i eat til 1015am.. When i was about to go out, with my shoes on everything, my dad ask me to help him change fish tank water! Walauz... he keep saying 5mins only.. Kaoz! In the end took up my 30mins lor! Pissed off sia... And make me so smelly with all the fish water! Okie nvm, i know he felt guilty so he drive with speed to bring me down to Tampines interchange.

Here's the interesting part. I called dear to ask him where he is.. u know wat?! He's at home lor.... Kaoz... felt so silly lor... Surprise backfired! In the end i waited 45mins for him to come down.. Felt so pissed off lor. Again, i have no mood for the Levi's sales. After some arguement, we decided to went to Bugis..

Afternoon:

When i was on the train reaching Bugis, i suddenly thought of my piano lesson! Dang!!! I quickly msg my teacher and asked her whether there's any lesson. She replied "yes" lor, and said "pls come".... Walauz!!! I left only 1hour to 2pm that time.. I reach Bugis and shop a little, and felt so guilty cos 1 lesson is so expensive~ So we took train again, go all the way to outram, and took North East line back to Kovan. So i go home lor!!! So take my book and rush to piano. In the end i was late for 20mins. Okie, den after lesson, we went to PS to have our late lunch and everything, felt so exhausted liao lor. Went Bugis again later, shop shop shop... Shop til so cham lor, finally found 2 skirts which i like!!!! u know wat?! I can't fit in cos my sickening big hips! I was so angry lor.... Walauz. F*hips lor... 1 skirt is from PMK, the other 1 is from POA, and their largest was M size. Kaoz.. Nth to say. I'm trying to find those skirts for a damn long time lor.. Now tell me that i can't wear..

Evening:

Dear dragged me to City Hall after that. Found nothing at all.. In the end i was so tired, decided not to find anymore. So sianz lor.. Whole day so suay lor.

Night:

Just down at my void deck, suddenly my stomach hurt so much! Walauz.. Bth lor, very very pain lor!!!!!! Den had a major major diarrhoea!!!!! Kaoz.. Pissed off. I shit til like tap water liao still very pain lor... Spent 1/2 inside, tot i was dying lor! Now i felt a little better, but still got the aftermath effect, like a volcano going to erupt anytime.

Conclusion: From morning when i wake up til now, i didn't felt lucky at all. Overslept, ate breakfast at home when i intend to eat out, hp not charged left 2 bars, some silly surprise backfired, reach bugis liao den rush home again, late for piano, found skirts which i like but my SICKENING hip doesn't fit, went home empty handed, legs are breaking, stupid 1/2 tap water diarrhoea.

Hope tml will be a better day.

haiz.. blogskin.com is so laggy! I'm already sick of this skin.. haha~ hmmz, went TM with Wendy and Wee for some a-hem reason, but before that we went to Pizza Hut to eat (After so long of undecisiveness and bickering) cos wendy said KFC was too fattening, and Pizza Hut is SO THIN! Well.. haha. Anywae, today i did 1 major mission! =) Wendy and I went for 2nd round of soup, yeah, we went to refil our bowls after we've finished the first! Hees.. juz wana be a little fan jian and adventurous.. haha~ In the end we've suceed! Hmmz.. If i'm caught, it'll be my first time "breaking a law" ... But i didn't, my record is still clean.. Hees~ Oh ya, saw xueping and hongsheng too, so qiao! Hahaz.. at first didn't notice them, Wee notice first de! lol...

Finally everything's settled, just that i still cannot figure out how to wrap that thing yet~ Wait til i have some inspiration. Meanwhile, still quite sianz despite having played 2hours of SP.. Zzz~ Play Fire Quest 5 keep dying, play Dodge win liao ppl say i noob cheater. Fine lor.. dun play le! ARgh... the tot of how "well" i've done for PA1, really saddening sia.. haiz... when is this going to end... So tired of sch, projects, and exams...

*HapPy 14th moNth anniVerSary DeAr*

I've decided to delete that previous post. I feel its such a pity to give up now. 2 more sems to go.. Although i'm greatly affected by today's performance, i'm willing to give myself another chance.

So far....

BPharm [Basic Pharmacology]
I feel i could do better if i dun take things for granted and study ALL the topics

PLM [Pharmaceutical Legistration and Marketing]
I wish i can continue to have such affinity for it. Hopefully the project doesn't give me any disappointment, other than that, its my best subject so far

PA1 [Pharmaceutical Analysis 1]
Real disappointment today. I know how i've done. I left question 5 totally blank. Dun blame me, i dun even noe how to calculate the concentration, let alone drawing a graph. The front part i didn know how to do all the calculations.

PC [Pharmacetical Chemistry]
I dun care how i've done for the past OCs.. Its a new beginning. I have to buck up

Bpharm is a goner~ So sianz ahz... hate this feeling after a test. Haiz.. So long didn have such unprepared feeling le. No one believes i will flunk this test, well, i'll prove u all wrong 2 weeks later ahz~ Serve me right, who ask me to be so no-mood yesterday. Simply hate papers which fall on mondays, cos weekends is off-days for me, everytime. Haiz...

Long time din update due to heavy French mid-sem test~ Was studying French til i was so sick and tired of it.. First time i broke down when i was studying~ Lol.. actually the situation was quite funny, cos i was listening to a very happy song when i was studying. But all of a sudden, a sob got into me for no apparent reason~ -_-!! Well, guess i was too stressed up internally~ Phew, all was over yesterday!! Heez =) I guessed the teachers were trying to scare us with such a difficult mock test, but the real test was much easier.. It turned out to be far better than what i had expected, but was not confident of scoring really well, juz felt a wave of relief... =) Hopefully i can at least get a B in French, muz chiong project with Qin le!

This week was fine but was creeping slow. Finally i can slp longer tonite! Yeah! Hehe! Was quite happy cos we've come up with ideas for PA1 and PLM project! =) PC project was almost done too! Yeah!!! Sad sia, 4 projects at hand now, all have to be done by term break.. =( No time to shop for new year's clothes le~~ Zzz~ Piang, i hate term test, it came too sudden, i have no time to prepare at all... Haiz~ It's a goner! But i dun wan it to be a goner!!!! =(=( So far, still quite satisfied with those quizzes except PA1, however, everyone had done pretty well in these tests, therefore, there's nth to be happy abt after moderation... Duh!~

After sch went to have dinner with deardear to celebrate his advance bdae! Hehez.. Just went over to TM to have Genki Sushi.. =p Dear, i treat u eat leh, u still bully me!!!! HUMPH! hehez.. Happy cos he like the "surprise" i gave him! Of cos lahz, princess give u de mah.. =pPp *Happy advance Birthday to u deardear* MuaCcKzzz!

I'm so fat!!!!!!!! I'm really very fat! I bth!!! ARGH!!!!! I feel even fatter after last night's wedding dinner~ ZzzzzZzzzz!! Man.. Really hate it when i have to sleep with a full stomach. Haiz.. It makes my tummy so big this morning..~ haiz... Today so sianz sia, wee and qin not present for PLM's lecture, now me alone at com lab so qi liang~ Haiz... Sianz. Anywae heck lahz, i'm feeling too fat to eat now, wait til my tummy's a little flatter bahz..

Feeling so sleepy and thought i can find a good spot to take a nap~ Haiz.. Cos reached home at 12am last nite, den was too full to sleep. Finished washing up den went to do PC tutorial at 1am lor.. First time so late do tutorial man, can't concentrate at all... So in the end i slept at 2am, den woke up at 6.30am!!!!!! ARGH! I want to sleep, i want to sleep, i want to sleep!!!!!

Sleep sleep sleep, so fat le still sleep. Haiz... I'm going crazy le lahz~ Dun bother abt me. Haiz!

Argh... Feeling so sad now... Got influenced by xp and fiona~ haiz.. Seems that eveyone was kinda sad today, cos all their bf or frens enter NS today~ well, i duno wat word they use~ Hmmz... Hope u all get over it quickly bahz! yeahz, 2 weeks will fly... dun worry! Hmmz.. easier said than done bahz~ Sigh.... I always tell xp that the guy's situation is worse than the girl's. Cos he has to endure torturous training, has to worry abt family and getting homesick, as well as to worry whether their gf will leave them~ See? So girls out there, count ur blessings k..=)


Haha! Having said so much crap, i duno wat i'll do if i were them too.. haha... Well, suan le bahz. Its a passing phase that all guys need to go through~ Everything will be fine! Hmmz... today had 3 tests in a day. Firstly for PLM, guessed it was rather okay, but forgot quite a few things when i was doing, but overall was pretty okay still.. Bpharm tut test, phew! Luckily Ko didn take into account of the first test, which i did like shit, and luckily today's retest was quite a breeze compared to the previous one~! =) Well, lastly for PA1, it has gone with the wind~


My mood wasn't affected at all, which i duno why. This is bad!!!!! Haiyo... I've been slacking so much... Sigh~~ Why have i lost the motivation to strive for better GPA?! WHY??!!!!!!!


Signing off...... Hope xp and fiona will feel much better very quickly!! =) And to all girls out there who cried their hearts out today~

When i thought everything has changed for the better, it doesn't turn out that way. I thought my parents are more tolerant these years, but i'm wrong. They have to quarrel every week den they are satisfied. Pissed off lor... Although i've grown a little tolerant over these quarrels, but i can't say that it doesn't affect me totally as well.


I wonder y i have such parents when i was young, they started fierce quarrels when i was only 5, all the way up til when i was 15. I still remember i used to cry whenever they quarrel, and my brother beg them to stop. How naive! They didn't give a damn about us, y muz we beg them?! They thought that they were so great, and even scolded us if we interfere. I was very affected when i was in sec2, and i cnnt do my hmwk properly, and that's when my form teacher find me to talk. I juz told her abt this problem at home, and remember crying in front of her. So sianz... At the parent-teacher conference that yr, she had a long talk with my mother. And u know wat, when my mum came out, she ask me "Why u tell ur teacher such things? Very sia suay one leh" That's all lor. Is it all abt face and dignity?! She didn't realise that I was the one who is affected! She juz resent me for making her throw her face!


Til now they are still quarreling, they tink they are still 20+ yrs old?? Fight like young couples?! Pls lor, blood pressure is on the rise now. I really hate it when they didn't spare a thought for us at all.. I duno, if there weren't any good influence in sch, or close relatives and cousins in the past, i might have gone bad. Cos they didn't give a damn. And here they are thinking as if they were so great.