had a great sense of achievement!! I studied PA1 today!!!!! oh my god...! 100% focus, 100% word by word, 100% understanding! Pengz... so happy sia! Although i took 4hours to complete chapter 2 and 3 only, i felt so much sense of achievement!! Cos i finally understand all the calculations, and my attempt for all the calculations on the tutorials are successful!!! =)=) So happy!! =D i still can't imagine how i manage to do those calculations... hehez... is this the real yvonne? hopefully i'm not dreaming...~

Hmmz... played sp til now. So sianz... Hahaz, play dodge again, finally got back the hang of it sia. Long time didn play liao, so rusty, 5mins can die already. Now finally can hold for long time.. But the opponent say i sux sia... fine~ hehez.. am not going to bother such losers.

Tml sch again.. So sianz.. Okay lahz, i liked school, but not the waking up in the early hours. Nvm, tml till 12pm only.. hehe! gotta study for PC and finish my french project sia.. sianz.. i juz wana study PA only.. =p

Had persistent wave of dizzyness this morning when i woke up. I woke up at the usual time today for sch, den i felt a sudden pain at my left elbow, which i couldn't even hold a cup.. Den suddenly i felt that my blood is slowing draining away from me, i felt cold in my face, and i see things darker and darker. I was standing in front of the mirror at that time, and i could see myself pale-ing away.. Omg~ was so scared den went to lie down awhile.. Felt better den i tried to sit up again, but the dizzyness came the moment i tried to get up! Felt so scared... Haiz. That's y i didn go to sch. I dun wana skip school at this critical period! I hate to skip PA1 lab cos the practical test is coming, and i really hate to skip BPharm lec, somemore it is a 2hours-lec.. I felt so awful..

I diagnosed myself as having postural hypotension.. hmmz, but the main problem is, WHY ISN'T MY BARORECEPTORS WORKING!?! Its the same kind of transient dizzyness that everyone will experience when we suddenly get up from bed, but mine is persistent today!! Haiz.. I dare not wake up until the aftnoon, but luckily i felt much better now.. Although i still feel abit groggy, mayb its due to psychological factors.

I was wondering what was everyone doing in school now. I felt that life is a contradiction. I wished i would be at home when i was in school, but when i was at home, i wish that i would be in school. Haiz.. Can't humans make up their minds?

Oh my kor's girl girl came today. Confirm 100% that she's his girl. Haiz.. everytime i see her i feel so zi bei.. People is tall, fair, long golden locks, thin and have such a sweet voice and face. I was wondering why is she drawn to my brother. Anywae.. my bro says "my friend", when i dismissed it as talking cock. His hp is boring, and the only info i can get is from friendster, and the way the 2 of them play and talk and laugh and lock themselves in the room. Zzz.. Oh btw, my bro suddenly treat me so good when she came, ask me how i'm feeling all that.. Pengz, not as if i'm only sick when she came, and i woke up for so long liao den he come and ask.. Zzz. Now u can see the difference.

I didn't realise that i'm doing PC project the whole day from 12pm-6.30pm!!! Gosh! I was so shock when i look up at the clock and it was around 5+pm!~ Well, it also didn occur to me that i've missed lunch!! Parents were not in therefore i didn notice if i'm having lunch, and well, guess that my brother is going through hunger strike with me... Anywae, i've finish compiling evverything!!! *Sense of achievement* Another project down! =) But i'm feel very bad though, cos i've edited alot of Winfred's part, duno whether he'll be upset not.. =/ But i feel that he has misunderstood some of the things, hope he doesn't mind. I think i spent around 4 hours on my own part, finally... everything is almost settled. Man, now i know how tedious is to type of a 1-page Reference.. =/

Hmmz, yesterday when to sch for 2 talks, but the more important one is the Charity Project. I hope we can have that type of excitement and passion as yesterday.. Duno y, i feel that i muz do at least 1 single major charity project in my entire life before i can pass away with no regrets. Lol.. After that talk went to piano, and i tink i'm very bad lahz... Haiz.. Anywae i've signed up for an internal exam in June, when i haben even played a complete 1 piece yet.. Fan jian huh?

After that went to my small aunt's place to play and gamble.. Hehe~ Had quite an enjoyable day lahz~ Despite i was feeling so tired with my sore throat and cough, ARGH! I was feeling more lucky yesterday, but i didn count whether it has cover my loss or not... Hehe~! I'm always happy to see and talk and play with my cousins, i mean the older ones? Okie lah, younger ones also can lahz, but u know, hyperactive kids are hard to manage. Lucky that cousin of mine can be considered an angel yesterday lah~ Heez.. Also went over to Bernice's place, which is only the next block, to watch her Graduation video and took some lame pics again.. lolz. Hmmz...

Having some thoughts of the day: My cousin (22 yr old) asked my abt my school and my course yesterday. About cut-off points and stuff.. I think because another cousin of mine, his brother, sec 5 this year, is considering Biomed as well.. But the thing he said to his bro made me think, cos he say this course sure alot of 5-pointers and good students, and sort of "dun tink my sec5 cousin can make it", even if he can get into the course... But why? I came in with 11points, and i dun tink that all 5pointers are that good. Not all DHL ppl are 5pointers. Why bother with O levels? Make me tink alot... Our cut-off of that yr is 13points, so i'm consider 1 of the lowest O levels grade?? Am i really struggling that hard to catch up with people...... *sigh* no wonder i have difficulity in PC and PA1.

My mum brought back a new phone today~ House phone i mean.. Hmmz! She's kinda of a cheater bug! Lol.. What signed a contract of 1-yr caller ID, TOTALLY FREE, den she got a new SMS-phone! Pengz lor.. I was like, we are using caller ID for duno how many decades liao, den she fake fake go sign up wat contract to get that phone..! LOL.. Okie lah, i loved that phone so much! I can send 100 free SMS each month, but is only valid for the 1st 3 mths. Nvm, the rest of the months bear the same charges as a normal SMS. So why not? Haha! Oh, i hope some of u have my house no. but i will also include my name if i use my house phone to sms lah.. LOL! Typical Nokia function, user-friendly i think.. =)

Finally feeling more organised and less stressful after coming up with the synthesis route for PC project. Finally. Hope everything can be verified tml, and we must proceed on le! =) Phew... Tml will be the release of our semestral examination timetable. -_- So ... Sianz..

I've gained back the 2kg after the CNY. Ydae ate ice-cream waffle at Swensens, and heavy brunch of super oily economical beehoon! There's still pineapple tarts waiting for me~!!! =D hehe.. Who cares abt the weight during CNY?! Next time den cut fat lah.. =p

Watched <> at junction 8 ydae, so lame! Haha.. Den after that went to deardear's house to bai nian and take hong bao~ Took some lame pics there.. hehe


Me in deardear's TKD gear! Look like real mah?



Hehe.. the black belt is on my head! =D

I'm all RED and BURNT!!!! Pengz... Sunburnt during CNY period is not a good thing, although i yearned to be darker! Hmmz.... Cos all the skins on my face will go flaky the next few days, which means i'll look hideous on CNY! Sobz!

Today having ALP lesson, those low and high elements thingy. Pengz, needless to say, the sun is so big today~ Well, was quite unfortunate that i suddenly got gastric today!~ Its so painful!!! I didn't know it can get so painful until today... Haiz. I got menses cramp in the morning, follow by gastric, and i felt like shitting too! I duno which pain isit!!!! Thanks janice and ben who accompany me to very far to rest, and jan bought hot milo for me! Thanks so much.. pain til i tot i going to faint! Felt better after drinking the milo, and went to toilet, and suddenly got a slight diarrhoea... Haizz.. I missed out alot of elements as a result, and got no mood for the rest... In the end i only get to play Flying Fox for high element. Nvm lahz, i only hope to play that one oso, but felt quite sad that i didn manage to try the rest. However, i still got my fair share of sunburnt!

Oh ya, I was so happy that my weight suddenly dipped 2kg in 2 days! Pengz... Guess i was sick during that few days.. And today my gastric inhibits my appetite for breakfast and lunch. Dinner at least i still can eat a little, but not as much as normal times.. Heez, hope i can start maintaining my weight.. =) Another proud moment!! Heez.. Wendy was late in the morning today!!! And while we waiting for her, i suddenly got the inspiration to send her a poem!!! Its been so long since i got an inspiration, i used to write alot in sec sch... hahaz... but the rest didn appreciate my talent lah.. LOL! kk it goes like this...: =D

5 little ducks go "Quack Quack Quack"
Saying "Why you not here yet"
Little ducks say you Overslept
And you deserve a BIG TIGHT SLAP!

Hehe.. How isit?! it seemed simple but i need inspiration before i can write sth like that... haha.. *Winks*

MY THROAT HURTS!!!!!!!!

So angry.. It's getting more painful! Argh!!!! Humph! Fever has subsided and gone, but the pain lingers on! And it hurts alot more than yesterday!!!! Haiz... I just finished my lozenges today, but the pain is still there..! I wana sue that lozenges for its awful taste and inefficacy! Eating and drinking water seems to be a torture for me sia... haiz. Talking is still okie, but now, cough came! I dun welcome all of u!!!!! THICK SKINNED BACTERIA, I did not invite u!!!!!

Nevertheless, today is a happy day! Hahaz... Nothing happened, but there's no sad thing happened too.. Hees... BPharm is a miracle for me, and i'm not really particular about that 1 mark. I have to count myself lucky! Yeah! But if my PC and BPharm marks can be swopped, i think that would seem more normal to me.. Hmmz, weird weird de. Suan le, tml take back PLM, no need think so much. Magdeline Hor's marking... Zzz! Vomit out the whole notes also wun get full mark de... =/

So many people falling sick nowadays! Sianz... haiz. One after another..! There muz be some thick-skinned viruses or bacteria lurking around! Hmmz... Dun worry, u wun be sick again that fast if u have juz fallen sick, so we are considered lucky to be sick now, so that we will be well again on CNY! Haha... Anywae, please get well soon everybody! Especially to Deardear, Wee wee, Emily and MYSELF! ^-^