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Saturday, July 23, 2005

So sleepy now!! Y am i still blogging den? Duno.. argh. Even the mosquito in my room dun let me off, can't it choose a better date? irritating~!

Been a really bad bad week, a busy to the bones week. I've been preparing for pmt quiz since monday, well, i have no comments. Sometimes i really wonder how my body works, it's really amazing. How the mood changes to different settings and stress levels. Zzz.

Feeling out of the world after 1 week of no contact with the people ard me. Felt alienated from all kind of things happening. Sigh~

DPP lab today was not as fun as i've expected. The counselling is really a killer. Man! We counselled to a video cam for goodness sake, no ppl, nth! Video cam where u can actually see yourself. So weird!! It is impossible to do patient counselling to a video cam!! Haiz.. 100% unprepared. I've exceeded the time allocated. I've said things in the most unnatural way. Damn~ I only want to see the outcome of the suppositories that we've made. After that, PMT lab was very fun, besides the lab report. We made bright neon orange-coloured tablets! Due to lack of time, we can only do tableting in the next prac! I wan to take them home!! =p

*I love being with you, just with you. under the clouds and the sea* =) i wish i can hold you forever~~
Friday, July 15, 2005

Having serious mood swing recently. Hopefully i'll feel better aft later's piano lesson. Somehow it oftens cheer me up.. lolz. But sometimes it will dampen my mood the whole day. Well, i can't predict wat will happen but juz hope it does. I didn go for napfa today. Hahaz. Anywae girls are not compulsory to attend.. =p But its cos i have piano today, and i'm occupied for the weekends. so i can't attend.

Tml will be having the great BlueSky event held at Suntec City. It is our last shot for carelicious project le. To those who happen to read this, please give us your fullest support can? This is for the Children's Cancer Foundation. Forget abt the commotion regarding the NKF thingy, it is a gd thing that it happens, cos steps are now taken to ensure that none of these happen again. So you guys can be even more reassured than before. The venue will be located at Suntec City Convention Hall, Saturday and Sunday (16/7, 17/7), frm 11am - 10pm. Our booth will be located at F&B section, but i'm not very sure abt the lot no. Please support... =)

As usual, only apple sticks and apple platter can be sold. It is a courtesy from Applestiz, a company which is managed by fresh grads from NTU. Visit http://www.applestiz.com/ for more details. Prices ranging from $1.50-$4.90. This is our final calling for all your support, please grab all your friends to come down and support. I'll appreciate for your kindness! *One good turn deserves another*
Friday, July 08, 2005

Had a rough day ydae, but all was smoothen out today. Thanx all peeps for sending concern msgs, i'm okie le. =)=) thanks u all *muackz*

Morning's piano lesson was hilarious. Duno why, juz find it funny at my own standard of playing. Lol! My teacher's nagging and exasperation was tickling me! She was nagging and nagging, told me stories of young talented kids, and in the end i played 2 scales and 2 pages of pieces only. Lolz! She said i was like zombie! perhaps i'm crazy le, i'm find it so funny when i turned a lively tempo 140 song to a tempo 80 funeral song~

Today's PA2 paper rocks! Lol, i hope i can get 50/50! =p Hmmz... got 3.5/16 for PA quiz, lolz, was kinda disappointed honestly. But later find it funny again. Lolz.. duno y. my wire has gone lose.

Watched War of the World with deardear later. So coincident! Met mervin and adeline while we're having dinner at Pasta Mania. Hahaz.. They went in shortly aft that to join us. And we found out that we're actually watching the same movie, same time!! Well.. what's more?! Me and dear's seat was Q13 and Q14, their's Q15 and Q16. Lol.. find it so funny!

War of the World is nice!! Hmmz... kinda scary, exciting and a little heartwarming. =) Ending was abit too abrupt tho.

*I love being with you, love being held in your arms* =) I love you so.. =)
Thursday, July 07, 2005

Guess no one cares whether i'm sad, or angry, or depressed, or hurt. well, mayb a few.

How insensitive people can be.

The tot of your face irks me. Felt like puking suddenly.

Yes i'm mean, but not as much as you.

I'm tired, i'm trying far too hard. i'm betraying myself. i'm not going to force myself anymore.

I hope you can feel how much i've been trying though.

Am feeling dizzy the whole day since morning. duno y. with a little bit of nausea. who cares anywae? who actually believes?

One day i'm dead and no one will notice.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005

so many cute skins today!! =D spoilt for choice... hees! will change and change!! =p this skin is soooo cute! Hees... deardear and me! =p

thx wee wee for sakae voucher! lolz.. happy! term test going over soon! =D jia you for PA2!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005

there's alot of commotion abt the past year papers for DDCT. Argh.. i tink i should shot myself too. Dear wanted to have a look on sunday, and were suppose to photocopy but the shop was closed, so i juz gave him all that pile of notes i have. Darn, am i stupid. lol..

Jan told me abt the past yr qn before we went in. I panicked and faster take a look abt the phase 3 clinical trial. But in the end it didn came out! -_-.. another 2 qn, total of 15 marks came out. Zzz.. hahaz.. but ok lah.. suan le. if we are fated to do well, we will. if we are not, things doesn't owaz go right.

Wasted 15 mins of studying. gtg le. Buaiz and gd luck to everyone for the rest of the papers!
Friday, July 01, 2005

Changed skin. Rather a plain one but i tink its okay. Not much nice skins recently.

Hees.. Had fun in DPP lab today! We made a paediatric oral solution ourselves today! =)

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Some of our products! Paediatric Ferrous Sulphate Solution. They are orange-flavoured. Nice huh..

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The pharmacist-to-be! =p From clockwise top left: Peishan, Me, Shee Wee, Janice, Emily, Nankai, Weixiong, Mervin, Deardear, and Kelvin.

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Me! Need some iron replacement?

Today is a rather lazy day! Sry to jan, didn't keep my word of going to the gym. Argh.. lethargic and lazy day. so sorry! Shall make it up next week! =p Thanks deardear for that wonderful dinner at 85 today! *muackz* =) Thx to my sotong mee, chicken wing and sambal stingray, i'm gaining 10kg!!!! =x