Friday, November 28, 2003
Hmm.. can't make up my mind, still duno whether today shld be a good or bad day..=p hahaha~ Aft piano actually wanted to go to xueping's house.. But before that i went to buy things... In the end, i took the wrong bus!!!!~ -_- From piano at Hougang Mall, to compasspoint, den from compasspoint took 86 all the way to Ang Mo Kio, den from Ang Mo Kio den take 88 back to Seng Kang!!!!! -_-!!! wAhz.. very angry wif myself! Its was a cold and wet journey, somemore i was carrying heavy things! haiz haiz haiz.. wat can i say of myself.. Dotz.. In the end i took 1hr 15mins to reach her house, when i can reach in 10mins time.. -_-! I was so exhuasted lor, and the bus journey really made my head spin!~ Nvm lahz, muz learn from mistake..=p
haha! anywae went to her house to cook! haha!~ Wahz... xueping u very fierce lor! U muz understand that i don't even noe how to fry an egg, let alone a plate of spaggetti and mushroom cheese omelette! pengz! haha... keep asking to me cut this faster, cut that faster.. wahz... if u are the teacher ur students sure very cham! =p haha~ anywae stayed at her house and watch Holland V last epi, before i go meet him... =)
Thursday, November 27, 2003
Today get cheated to go town~! =pPp hehe.. jk... Wahz, actually wanted to go for an interview.. but didn go at last.. I was so reluctant to go out today, cos i got the mood to watch Onegai Twins! I even watched it halfway when Ben sms me.. =p haha.. nvm lahz.. at least i have a peace of mind, i noe i will regret if i didn go...
Hmm.. nth much today lor.. Didn meet him for dinner today, cos have to tape holland V and Always on my Mind for my brother... =( tml Holland V last epi, tink aft tt den go meet him or wat.. hehe~ anywae looking for tml aftnoon, cos will be quite bz? hMm... hope everything goes well.. pray pray... =p
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Went for an interview at NYDC cafe/restaurant at Wheelock place today~ hMm.. glad i went for the trip, cos this is my first official interview so far.. =p haha~ ok lahz.. i tink it is abit hopeless, cos there are so many ppl~!!!! and there are only 3 or 4 branches.. hMm.. anywae its a gd experience.. Hope it will giv us a call in this week.. Ya, i went wif benjamin..~~ That benjamin everyday slp til very late.. aiyo.. most interviews are betweem 2pm-5pm lor.. =p
Went to eat Ma la mian aft the interview.. Ben keep asking me to add one drop (of chilli ) but luckily I insisted not!! wahz.. the normal one alreasy can kill me... haha.. Had 2 cups of fruit juice lor! hehe.. Tml will be another day of job hunting, if i still cannot find one by this week, i can forget abt it.. -_-
Hehe.. he went off to work again le.. Juz hang up the phone.. Hmm.. Tml will be meeting him for dinner, so long didn see him le.. Looking forward to tml.. =)
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Its quite an enjoyable day today. Whole day is family day~ hehe.. such feelings are great of cos~ Although didn went on a shopping spree or somewhere very fun, but i feel very glad.. Well.. We actually went to hunt for my bearbear case at the Woodlands Central, where those old shops are located.. haiz.. but can't find of cos~ so sad... i guessed it is hopeless.. =p My apologies to xueping, cnnt pei her go compasspoint!! sorry sorry...
Another thing's been bothering me.. I feel very sad of cos. But i guessed that person wldn't noe who he/she is.. Someone that means alot to me. But forget it.. Actually i know wat's going on, its only that he/she did not wan to admit or say it out, or clarify things, watever.. Anyway if he/she is meant to hurt me, he/she has suceeded.. happy? If even he/she did not mean it, he/she has inflicted the pain.. Well, if this continues, i really duno wat to do abt it anymore... Juz wana tell the person that he/she really makes my life miserable...
Learnt one lesson abt one's character today. Its that when one person is sad or deeply hurt by the other that means alot to him, he wld use hatred or anger on that person to cover up his sorrow.. I guessed this is human nature.. cnnt blame isit?
Well.. enough abt it. Will be quite bust tml, hope it will get my mind off this thing.. Will be going to the interview with Ben, hope everything goes well...
Went to Library@orchard to study wif shee wee today! hehe.. oso didn study much lahz.. tok tok tok all the way.. feel that we are somehow distracting her.. haiz! very hard to concentrate, can understand.. haiz.. Benjamin was late (as usual =p) and the both of us are looking for jobs the whole time.. haha~ But i tink its hopeless lahz.. We went to ask at Cafe Galilee, but too bad the supervisor has left, so no more interview.. hMm.. tink its hopeless le lor..~ =p
haha~ aft tt went to eat at Mos while i look at them eating.. haha~ cos i meeting someone to eat later mahz.. *winkz* =) den went to Heeren.. Had a heavy downpour this aftnoon, so had to take cab.. Waited very long for one!!!!! wAhz.. i reach Bugis Junction at 6.45pm when i was supposed to meet him at 6pm! Made him wait for 45mins.. haiz.. oso not i want de.. hehe~ but of cos he's not angry.. =) hehe!~ today very very happy! =D=D=D.... =p
Monday, November 24, 2003
Met Limin and Selina to go to the salon today.. hehe~ Selina finally went to rebond her hair.. Hmm.. not bad leh~ But i tink she's not used to it, so she keep saying its very weird.. hehe! at least i'm quite relieved and happy abt the result, cos we spent alot on it.. =) Waited for her from 10+ to 3pm lidat, still ok, the time flies.. haha~ Aft tt Limin and Selina went to AMK central to study while i go home lor.. He came to meet me and fetch me from the bus stop, so they oso saw him..
Hmm.. had some problems wif him already.. So fast huh? haha.. duno.. was thinking i was quite tired.. Partly becos of him, partly becos of frenz.. Well, he juz duno how to take initiative... Duno how to call me.. I tot tt's the most basic? Anywae i called him juz now... Asked him isit whether i must call him first before he can call me....? -_-.. forget it lahz.. anywae things are ok now..
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Problems wif fRenz keep repeating and repeating..~ One aft another.. very tired... duno wat to say anymore... Everything has changed lahz, no doubt abt tt... but wat can i do.. nth... Actually hurt by someone very close to me today... But dun wana reason wif her, cos i noe i'll lose.. Juz duno how to reason wif ppl... Cos they'll say until they are the victim, while i duno how to express myself... Duno why, kana shoot at for no reason at all....
Anywae went to town wif limin to search for selina's bdae present today... Hmm.. long time no meet her, at least still wun feel awkward even if there are only the 2 of us..=) however we all decided to let selina use the money to rebond her hair.. haha.. so in the end we didn buy anything...haha..
Tml still meeting limin and selina to accompany her to the salon.. haha.. looking forward to tml lor... Today's thing oso dun wana go tink le... very tired... very sianz....sad of cos..
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Well wEll.. got back my results.. Went up to check for myself.. hMm.. not very gd lahz... Average GA point only 2.27... haha.. ok lahz.. at least nv fail rite.. quite disapointed wif Cell Bio though, got a B.. not even a B+ when i aim for an A... haiz....
But was surprised when my maths got a B~ hahaha... but its luck lahz.. cos i find the exam quite easy, but the rest found it quite hard.. Juz a moment of "this-type-of-questions-i-noe-how-to-do" !~ haha..
Bmic (Basic Microbiology) and Pipc (Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chem) both got C.. well.. expected it not to be too well done... abit disappointed wif Pipc though, cos i studied really hard for the exam.. But who to blame, my CA sux.. All the quizzes i either fail or botherline pass... So even if i did well for my exam oso no use... 40% only... -_-*
OC (Organic Chem) got a D+.. Lol... that one nv fail i happy le lahz... can't expect much... my OC sux like hell.. haha.. pass happy le lahz...
Overall still can lahz... oso duno wat to expect..~i did below average wor..."LOL"..
Friday, November 21, 2003
Date: 21st November 2003
Time: 10.15pm
Venue: Near my house
A sPeCial MoMenT tO bE rEmEmbEreD foReVer...*(",)*
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Duno wat's gotten into me today.. Feel so tired and lethargic today. Mayb didn hav a good nite's slp ydae. Haha.. feel so guilty now.. Really guilty.. Finally i have woken up. I treat him very bad this morning.. ( i slap myself k ) Haiz.. oso duno why, perhaps too tired le.. Very pissed off when i saw him. Duno lehz.. I'm sorry now! Haiz.. this guy dun hav a temper, or mayb he haben show it?? I better not test his patience. If i were him i already blast this crazy gal~! haha~ ok lahz.. i oso never treat him very bad lahz, juz keep shooting him, scolding him.. =p not really scold lahz, only nv use gentle tone lor. =p okok lahz.. later apologize to him.. hehe~ he pei me go interchange today lahz.. =p
Aft tt went to play badminton wif some of our classmates.. Gals only got me and Shee Wee.. Lol.. Both of us no mood to play... We shop for an hour before we go play, and we are one and a half hour late ..=p play halfway, we rest, talk... haha~ haiz.. cannot balme lahz.. i really very tired.. =p
Hmm.. reach home called colleen.. haha~ mayb organise a canoeing outing? or a steamboat gathering? hMm.. everything not confirmed yet lah~ haizz.. everyone so busy, esp JCianz.. =( oso cannot blame them... Very glad tt colleen called, ahz... so long didn hav such phone calls le... =) hmm... hope everyone can really meet up one day and gather together.... dun be so busy can not.... =(
haha~ ok lahz.. gtg watch tv le.. take care ppl!!~ =)
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
hAiz!~ sOn!!!~ y u see wrong schedule?!~ aiyo.. today actually going to my son's house to play Gunbound, but he see wrong schedule.. actually today muz work from 12pm-10pm de! I bathe le, wear my contacts, prepared everything, suddenly u call me to tell me this!!~ uRhG! haha~ luckily i haben go out lor, or else i'll skin u alive!!!~ =pPp haha!~ ok lahz... noe its not ur fault.. i very kind de... hehE!~ *aNgEliC* =p
hMm.. last nite forgot to update. Hmm.. Liren's O level finally over! haha..~ gd gd... #ai_ren_land is activated again.. Lol.. So long didn have such feelings le.. haha~ gReat to be back to the past..~(",) somEmore this hols oso let me have a chance to meet my sec sch frenz..~ Selina's bdae coming, this Saturday.. Hope we have a nice gathering! =) hahaha~~
Hmm.. miss him suddenly, oso duno y..~ sigh.. but he's slping now lor!~~ nvm~~
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Today actually wanted to go out wif him, bUt because of that job interview thingy, no choice but to cancel it.. hMm, he very disappointed lah, disappointed until dun wan go chalet, so today den go.. Ok lahz, at least met him for lunch, went to AMK long john silver... saw quite a no. of familiar faces lah.. haha.. all amksianz....
Aft tt went to Bugis to meet shee wee and benjamin.. wAhz, reach there at 2.30pm den stone there lor.. haha~ And this Ben, ask me not to be late, in the end he himself late lor!! waHz... slp til 2.15pm den wake up!~ haha~ see lahz.. i cnnt meet colleen and fiona for tea at Crystal Jade le lah... =p hMm.. The interview was short lahz, hope it gives me a nice position, if nv call me oso suan le lor.. lol..=p
Meet colleen at Orchard to watch Hidden Tracks.. haha~ the show was ok lahz, abit erm.. no storyline lor.... pengz. Got some lame animations too.. haha~ aft tt went to shop shop awhile, den bought 2 tops from Miss Selfridge.. 2 for $19... ok lahz..
Hmm.. overall the day was ok lahz.. haha.. better than stay at home and rot lor! hehe.. Haiz. he now in chalet.... k lahz, miss him abit only lah.. =p
Sunday, November 16, 2003
haha!~ feel like blogging now.. cos feeling very happy!~ aHhhzz!!!~ =D my msn messenger's finally working!!!~ hahahahaa!~ okok lahz.. i noe i'm crazy, happy over such things... but i miss it sooOoo much..!!~ hehe!!~ thx to my sOnnY soNny son son!!~ u are the gReatesT!!~ hehE!!!=D
okok.. back to reality! or else i'll really go crazy.. hehe!
hMm... ben called me at 1am this morning, or shld i say last nite?? =p ok laHz.. find that he's actually a very very emotional guy. hMm.. in sch he seems jovial and carefrEe, but thiS guy actually bottled up his feelings!.. well well... juz forget the unhappy past and move on alrite?? treasure at u hav now and hav no regrets later.. Always remember u still haV us~! =) aLtho we may b separated, buT i'm sure that arE common timEs wheN we can meet up together as a class agaiN =) chEer up alrite? Anything feel free to call me if u wan, i'll lend u a listening ear kk? juz dun owaz call my hp.. =pPp haha..~ jk lah..
hmM.. my sore throat's getting much better, but my cough is getting worse.. wEll this is expected lah.. cos i noe it'll be back soOn.. but at least it is under control now.. hehe~ hMm... from last nite's chat wif him, found that he really has a very very great passion for socCer.. it is a gd thing lahz, but may noT be very gD in the future?? hMm, dun even noe whether there'll be any future.. haha.. juz dun tink too much.. But he said to me tt soccer is his life, other things he can listen to me, except asking him not to play soccer..
hMm.. okok.. shall stop here.. oso duno wat to write.. wEll to all my frenz out there!~ i still miss all of ya!!~ stop being so bz can?? =pPp okok lahz.. i slap myself...=p
Saturday, November 15, 2003
hA|z.. loSing my voicE soon.. now sound so hoarse!!~ argh... isit the Famous Amos coOkies' fault ydae??? =pPp hahaha!~ aNywae i duN regret it lah, cos i noE i'll regret even moRe if i didn bought it.. hehe~ but now so xin ku~ throat very dry and itchy, i scared its coming back.. hMm...
wAna ask ppl ouT, but almoSt all too buSy.. aRgh.. JC ppl~! y u all so buSy!~ haiz.. wAna take thE initiatiVe ask thEm out, bUt they didn let me hAv the chancE.. sObz* oso duNo waT to do.. =( fEel like finDing a joB soOn, buT haben gO ouT plAy enuf~
hMm.. hopE to sEe all of ya sOon!~ miSs u all loTz.. u all duNo my heArt ahz.. soB soB~ haha.. crazY le... miss eVery singLe oNe of u all!~!! aRgh.. neEd me say out thE namEs?! haha.~! miSs xuEpiNg, fIona, cOlleEn, lipiNg, liMin, seLina..! hey.. i mean it k..... hope to see ya all soon!!~ P.S. i tink i'm toking to a mirror.. *wiNks*-_-
aNywae juz caLled colleen juz noW.. hEy, i hesitatEd for quite some time k, i neEd couragE~ buT i can't exPress wAt i wanA say when i hEar her voiCe, but thE main tHing i hopE i've sAid out... wEll ... really glad i called her... i tot it'll be oVer.. anywae i hope she got my messaGe.. theRe arE some things i juz counldn sAy ouT... juz wanA say i treasuRe friendship aloT, esp close onEs.. duN wish to loSe anyone of u....=)
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Friday, November 14, 2003
haiz.. tot i'm already gotten over it.. but perhaps i did not. One fren alone can make a whole lot of difference. Duno lah, mayb now i'm having the depression mode. I may appear happy when i go out wif frenz lah, like i went to Orchard wif Benjamin and Shee Wee today. But the things that's happening around me juz cannot get off my mind..
I duno.. i feel that many things have change, many things start drifting off.. mayb i'm depressed so i feel this way, but can't help feeling this way now.. Called xueping juz now, but no one ans the phone. Tink she went out le bahz...
haiz.. i was thinking that something juz came at the wrong time.. i dun tink i wana gain it, if i were to losE them all...
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Went to the Human Body exhibition today at Expo.. hehe~ went wif him.. hMm.. i hesitated to go in at first de, feel abit scared.. cos from the outside of the hall, i can see the red red bodies.. feel abit disturbed. But since i'm there, might as well go in. Wahz.. the ticket is $18 for poly students.. very unfair... JC students only $12.. tt's 50% more lor!!! anywae forget abt the pricing...
hmm... first thing i see is the skull.. very scared. From young til now i hav a phobia of looking at skull, even if it is a pic.. today i saw the REAL skull. haiz.. nvm lah.. Nex sem A&P i still hav to study abt it.. hmm... all the bodies are plastinated, so it is not as scary lah, cos it looks abit fake. But i dun dare go near them.. He ask me to go near them, but i look on the floor... dun dare to look at them so close up. You are allowed to touch the bodies one, but of cos i didn... haha~ can see all the organs and intestines, brains, lungs.. all parts lah!~ the one i feel most disturbed is the foetus ones.. tt one i really dun dare to see...
hMm.. aft tt went to Changi Airport to have lunch.. or shld i say high tea? =p hehe~ aft tt we went all the way to Harbour Front to see ships! aft viewing aeroplanes, we view ships.. =p but too bad it is under renovation, so can't see..
hmm.. anywae.. he's my prince... and i'm his princess... finally.. =) the details shall not be revealed here.. =p but we haben officially started...
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Argh!~ i feel like staying over at the chalet last 2 nites~! but "mother nature" dun allow me to stay..=( i duno whether i used the correct phrase.. =p anywae very gek lor!~ waHz.. see my frenz today all come back very tiRed, all zZzz... i missed tt type of feeling!~ now i so awake... oso nth to do... haiz haiz haiz!!!~ hehe~ anywae the chalet was fun lah.. there are only abt 20+ ppl in my class, so not too crowded huh? =p hehe!
hAi hao lahz.. boTh nites i suddenly say wan to come home, my mother laugh at me! waHz..! hehe~ but nvm lah.. at least last nite he pei me go home lah.. =) no need to walk tt dark dark route by myself.. hEex* oso didn see a single cockroach! =p
hMm.. now very sian.. asked fiona when we can go her house.. hehe~ plan to ask the others oso.. hMm.. can go there make sushi?? =p i wan to thon leh.. nv try before.. hope the others can stay awake too! but i doubt myself.. =p okie lah.. oso duno wat to write le! i very sian ahz!!~
Wanted to find job.. my wendy dear dear called me last nite, say she got lobang~ but Parkway is too far for me lor.. go home all the way oso very sianz...! haiz!!~ so i ask my Qing ai de lor, duno whether they going to work there anot.. Sobz.. lefT me alone!! ='( hehe~ nvm lah... see how lor...
Monday, November 10, 2003
say happy oso not happy~ i'm sick of life at timEs.. i noe i'm not a strong person in terms of dealing wif problems.. but this is me, can't help it.. i noe that i'm already quite fortunate, but sometimes juz feel upset. Friends are not as understanding at times, or mayb i'm too sensitive..? perhaps things do change, it wun remain the same at all times... I noe that this is a sensitive topic to be mentioned here, but i tink that avoiding it will not solve the problem... Friends who gave you unhappy face for all times isn't sth good, esp. one u will not often meet.. Of cos the feeling is no gd, but so what.. mayb i'm the one who let other look at like that.. Perhaps they dun see their own expression, so they wun realise how hurting is it.. but suan le lor, what can i do... unless they tell me personally what they unhappy at, or else i juz endure the pain lor..
haiz.. sick and tired... feel that ppl ard me is all drifting off... ppl often say what "friends forever" or duno what.. perhaps its easier said than done..... dun wish to tink anymore, the more i tink, the more upset i become... go now~~ take care ppl~
Sunday, November 09, 2003
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Saturday, November 08, 2003
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Friday, November 07, 2003
my exams are over!!!!!!! =D haha.. actually i oso dun feel really happy lahz, i mean, i dun kinda like the feeling of the "after-exam-period".. nth to do, nth to study for.. haha!~ hMm.. ydae aft exam me and my clique actually planned to go to the zOo, buT it rained!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aRgh!!!~ cAn seE most of us are very very very disappointed lor!!~ eSp. my wendy dear deAr! she's the one who suggest to go to the zOo one, a fEw eeks before the exams she's been toking abt it!! but.. cAnnot blame oso laHz, its a rainy sEasoN noW! but we planneD to go either nEx wEek or the one after.. haha~ i think tHat this may be better lAhz, cOs can meEt up moRe oftEn, aGreE? =p
hEhe.. wenT to dYe my hAir aT the toa paYoh Colour Code, its a nEw shop i tink.. benjamin recommenD de, noT bad huh? =p bUt benjamin didn get the colour he wanTed there, cAn see that he is quite disappointEd! nVm lahz, aT least noW u goT thE bright orange u wanT noW! =p hehe~
wEnt to tAke photos wiF theM aT the esplanade aFt tt.. hMm.. reAch homE abt 10+pm... wAhz very tirEd!~ hEe... hE meeT me at Hougang MRT station to accompany me go homE, vEry hAppy.. fEel very xiN fu.. =) altHough there arE many cockroaches, but he wAs there =) hehe~ hE say he dun wan let me go home myself, cos very dark le.. =D
Monday, November 03, 2003
i got no mooD to study for tml's Organic CheM eXam!!~ ARGH... OC is my worst subject bAhz... cos firstly, i dun like the subject. Secondly, there are SOOOOOooooooo many reactions to memorise!~ haiz... my memory not very gd de lehz, only can memorize those subject that interest me.... Cell Biology exam today, ok lAhz... bUt i didn looK carefully at the MCQ questions! i juZ see the questions, tick, den move oN.. haiz... swollen-headed baHz, cos i owaz tot Cell Bio MCQ is very straightforward and direct.. Shit... but ok lahz, overall not too bAd bAhz, hopefully.. =p
this morning actually quite saD, cos he seemed very cold to me... hMm.. mayb i'm over-sensitive bAhz, but his attitue is abit different today.. i feel sad of cos... aFt tt i told him how i feel directly, den now everything ok le!! =D cos mayb he's too tired bahz, didn slp well last nite... ok laHz, at least he very gd to me...=)
