Another 45mins later, 2004 is gone!!!!! Wow... so fast! Today went to sch in the morning for BPharm lec, got myself half-drenched in the process, and was 15mins late.. Haha~ But nvm lahz, lucky Humphrey Ko was kind enuf not to mark me late. But the tutorial test was shiok man~~~ 1st 3 questions was a blank, really, not a single ink on those questions. Mayb only my name and class were there... This was the worst test i've done so far in my whole life~ Duh!!!!!!


Hee! Went to meet my cousins and brother later to go to Kbox to celebrate my aunt's advance bdae~~ Okie lahz, everything went quite well as my aunt was kinda late, and we had ample time to prepare cakes and all..~ =) Hehez.. Glad that my aunt said she was touched!! Hahaz~ Its good to have such celebration, where u've got ur nieces and nephews to celebrate bdae with u! =D See we so good, hahaz, thx to bernice who came up with such good idea... But our pocket was burnt quite badly though.. =/ Lol.. once in a while was okie, juz updated my bank book, hmmz... not that bad huh.. hehe! Yeah! After which, we went over to Century Square where dinner was treated by my aunt at Han's. Yummy! The food has improved alot since i've last eaten! hmmz~ It was quite worth it too, cos the serving was huge!... okie lahz, quite huge... hehe!!


Yeahz! That's basically my day! Had quite a fun and enjoyable day despite the solemn new year eve the whole world was going through~ It's time to mourn for the Tsunami victims, and pray for those who were missing to come back safely..

I'm so tormented.. feeling so miserable. I so sensitive to hurtful things, even if they are so minor. Every word said, or every action did, were all out to pierce me. I duno what happened. I have no self-control anymore... Its been 2years since i've experienced this, i thought everything has changed after i went to poly, i thought i've grown out of it.... why... why muz it come back. Guess only fiona knows abt this "heart-sank" feeling... I feel so worthless, so unwanted, so hateful by everyone.


why must my histamines be activated again. I thought it has stopped for a good 2mths, why do i feel breathless again... why... why must i experience all these. I feel so sick. I just dun wana talk to anybody anymore. Let me live in this world alone... no more hyprocracy, no more backstabbing, no more troubles, no more worries over people anymore. Anyway, who am i to u all??

Life is getting a little high these days, but all was tarnished with piles of projects being issued out. Was so turned off!!!! Bth... to hell with the projects man!!

Well, on the lighter note, i can say that this is one of the best xmas i've experienced so far! hahaz.. that's because the relative's house that we went to, they have to leave early for the church! =pPp man, i'm feeling so bad... haha.. so we have only a few hours of boredom! After that we went to amk central for pool.. haha... so bad!!! Initially teamed with bernice, was trashed by another cousin and my bro. After that i was teamed with the another cousin, and still got trashed by berber and my bro! Humph! hehe... after that went to the amk famous $4.80/per seafood restuarant... hmmz... not bad! =) overall it was rather a happy day..! =)

Sunday went to shop and shop and shop! Hahaz... had fun shopping but time was quite tight.. hehez~ Today is the commencement of the PDP kickboxing! Man... it was FUN!!!! =D never regret joining!!! Was very very tired in the beginning, but after that 15mins, i sorts of got used to it, juz like jogging and swimming, u'll surely feel very exhausted in the beginning.. haha~ My legs are kinda dead now, tension was building up!!!! Heez! It was fun, fun and FUN!!! =)

I want to blog no matter how tired i am, because if i'm gonna blog tml, the mood will be all gone!!! Heez.. first and foremost! Merry Christmas to all out there!!! =D Hahaz.. Although i dun look forward to Christmas... =/


This is the first time of my life when we "celebrated" Xmas in sch!! Yeahz! The atmosphere was totally different today. It seems that all we in no mood for any lectures! Hehez.. Yeahz, lots of chocolates, sweets and gifts received today! =D Special thanks to Emily, Sally, AI QIN!!!!! and of cos Mr Humphrey Ko! =) And of course, my very own dearest deardear!!!! =D Well well.. we were so guilty!!! ARgh... Nvm, there's 7 days to Xmas! =D


Hees.. Went to town after sch today with dear!! Wanted to take pics with the Xmas hat we bought! Actually we planned to watch Kong Fu, but the queue was tOOOOooo long! Zzz!!! We went to Mache to have our lunch-cum-dinner! Hehez.. Nice nice! Except!!!!! Deardear ate 3/4 of the stingray!!!!! =( Humph! Nvm... hehe! At least he surprised me with a big big Xmas socks!! =D Forgave him immediately then! =D So happy..! =D


After eating we went to tk some pics lor! Love the bubbles! Hehez.. Had a really really fun but tiring day!! =D heez.. shall upload some pics! Oh ya! Saw Fiona and her dear at Suntec too! Hehez.. so qiao! I was thinking if i'm going to bumb into her be4 that, really! Cos i tink i saw her many times at suntec le.. Well, i really did bumbed into her again! Hahaz... =p So many lightbulbs too... =pPp And i also bumbed into my brother!!!! hahaz... But he didn saw me i guess... =p



mE and jAck jAck!! =p



hehe! deardear and me! he's sleeping! =D



uS anD ouR XmAs hAt!



OUR FAVOURITE!!!! the gingerbread house is totally awesome!!!!!

Yeah! Finally finish my lab report! =) Now still in com lab doing nth, so come to blog lor... Zzz.. Hmmz, very hungry now, but still must wait for 10mins before we can go off... =(

Hee! Today is our 13th month anniversary! =D hehe! Sorry dear dear, no present for u leh.. hehe! But got me as a present can le mahz hor?? =p Muackz!

Today is a happy day!!!! Hahahaha!!! Dun ask me why, i really duno! Just feel so high after listening the a Jap song sent my my qing ai de! =D That song's in her blog anywae! hahahaz! Such a light-hearted song!! =D

Everything went well except this morning... GgggrRRRRrr!!!! I didn't manage to slp enuf for 6days in a week, and i wanted to replenish my energy today! Guess what????!!!! The BIG-SHOT MPs came at 8am in the morning, and music was BLASTED all of a suddenly!!!!! Wth....! It was like sending u to hell man!!!!!! AgggrrrrrrH!!!!!!! As if there's some kind of function! =/ Haiz... The music and the DJ go on and on from 8am til 11+.. Can u imagine u are so damn tired and u have to slept through that blast?! And when u are about to fall asleep, another blast shot up ur spine!!!!!!! Pengz.. It was like a POW torture! =/ Anywae.. I'm feeling happy now, so i forgave those inconsiderate MPs... =D

Hahahaha!!!!! Went out with dear dear juz now! For our 13th month anniversary present.. hehe! Bought me a simple yet pretty bronze necklace, with a dangling heart in between... =D The more i see it, the more pretty i find it.. haha! Came back to watch Shrek, and it was superb! =) Such a heart-warming movie.. hehe!

*Gastric... plz shoo!! u are not welcome!!!! * need me to chase u away with a broom??

Yay! Finally changed blogskin!! It's hard to find a nice skin nowadays, which i duno y... =/ Well, i edited this skin a little, esp the twinkling stars border which i added myself!! Nice rite??? Hees...

Finally its Friday, and time really flies~~~ Anywae this sem was not as bad as i thought..=) Yeah yeah..! Duno wat to blog le... hehez... buaiz!!

Feeling so tired today sia! Slept too late last nite, cos was playing game!! =pPp well well, overslept this morning as a result, therefore i was rushing throughout! Bth... Outcome was a bad hair day and forgetting to bring my towel and plastic bag for today's badminton session.. =/ Well.. Its all over! =D Yeah! It's so long since i've played with them, and it's gd to sweat it out! Unfortunately, i didn't succeed. No sweat today. Den went to jog with jan at the stadium barefooted, cos we didn't wear any running shoes, and got our feet burnt in the end...~ =/ haha! Its okie!! As long as i've carried out my Jian Fei Ji Hua! =D Ate fruit salad and a glass of orange juice for lunch only!! Yeah!!!! =D

Hmmm.. Was feeling great as i've finally resuming my energy for school! I mean, my mood is slowing tuning back to reality~~! =D However, there's no escape from lack of slp and fatigue. Simply love French class today, time really FLIES...............! It was over so fast!!! I was enjoying myself quite thoroughly when it ended so abruptly!!! Pengz.. I barely sat down for an hour, and a 2-hr tutorial juz ended...~! Hmmz.. hopefully every tutorial will be like that though!!! =D Yeah!Only sad thing was that i'll be having Vocab test on thurs!!! So fast!!! Die die die...... Zzzz.....

I have new hopes and aims for the semester. Hopefully i can achieve my goal this sem.. =) lalalala *I love that song dear, muackz!* Felt sOoooOooo loVed!!!!! =D

Bonjour!!

Long time didn't update le! Hmmz... our leisure 1st week has passed, and its time for serious work soon! =/ I was not mentally, as well as physically, prepared for sch yet!!!!! I was sOOoooooOooo tired at school... My mind was not focussed at all! Keep drifting off without myself knowing.... Haiz. I couldn't help it, i duno why i became like that, time to wake up!

All and all... The subjects simply s*x!!!!! I wonder how am i going to survive this semester, well.. i'm yearning for the holidays to start again.

I've registered for Kickboxing under PDP...~ Together with benjamin. Sigh.. Not many ppl are very keen i guess~ Well well, nvm, my aim was to slim down!!!! So no matter wat, i'll stick on with my decision to join! Its kinda cheap, $40 for 5 sessions, "community-centre" rate... =) Go go go! All those who are interested plz sign up quickly!!! There's only 25 vacancies!!! Every monday 6pm-7pm, from 27th dec to 24th jan..~~~~ Perhaps i'll continue to join the community centre's kickboxing with xp after this PDP ends... =) We'll see again! =)

à bientôt!!! Bonne nuit!

Sigh! I'm going to regret for taking up French as my CDS!!!!! =x I sort of struggled to catch the ball of the pronounciation and the formal, informal, feminine, and masculine type of saying.. -_-! It is so complicated! And i probably have to practise speaking everyday or else i'll forget!!!! =x Overall, the tutorial was quite fun, and i love that cute bubbly teacher! hahaz... =) Before that had BPharm lecture, and it wasn't as bad as what i've thought.. Only 2 short chapters on those kinetics and dynamics, the rest will be on drug actions, i and i thought that would be interesting? Hopefully bahz, but with Mr Ko teaching...... Well.... =/

Went over to dear dear's house this morning~ hehe!! Was supposed to cook breakfasts for ourselves, but in the end my mum prepared breakfast for me le, so i cooked for him only! =pPp Hehez.. my omelette!! =D Mushroom, cheese omelette! Learnt it at ai ren's house last yr.. hee! Dear said it was very nice leh!!! =D Of cos lahz, i cook de mah.. Who wans to try can come approach me k... hehe! =pPp His sis also tried some leh, and said nice also... so happy! =D Or they they dun dare say not nice in front of me????? hmmmmm.........

My phone came back alive after 1 day of coma!

Went to cut hair today too! hehe! Wee wee also, we went different places though.. =pPp I was bugging jan and wee to cut with me for the whole afternoon, til they can't be bothered with me sia, so sad... =/ hahaz.. in the end wee still cut!!!! She's so cute!!! Really! Catch a glimpse of her tml~~~! =p

My hair is not my desired one though.. Everything the hairdresser wan to decide for me, duno its her hair or my hair. But nvm lah, the outcome not that bad lahz, yue kan yue xi huan lahz..~ But i tink cnnt tie liaoz... =x Hmmz.. I thought i look abit ah lianz though, cos of the highlight.. Maybe not used to it bah.. =)

Okie.. My phone is dead! Real dead! I can't receive sms, i can't receive calls. For duno wat reason, it suddenly went dead this evening.. =x So sianz.. But its okie, that's also means, IT'S TIME TO CHANGE A NEW ONE! =D

Kinda having major moodswing now~ Perhaps it is juz the pms, i dun know! Haiz.. feeling real moody now. I dread sch! I dun wana start sch tml~! The thought of going to sch tml simply turns me off! I think its because i didn really enjoy my hols, was working since the start of hols til end, time flies man.. I still remember clearly the feeling of sitting in the exam hall.. Haiz... I hate this sem, i really hate it~ All idiotic subjects~! What chemistry, maths, and marketing... What the.......... haiz.

Finally went to repair my com at Sim Lim Square today~ Sianz.. Waited from 12pm til 6pm.. =x Brought along my bro's one to repair too, and its his com which take so long, here spoil there spoil. Mine only power too weak... haha~ Wow! Now i feel so different sitting in front of this com. It seems that te graphic is much nicer!!! And when i played sp, it is awesome!! =D Love it man.. Didn waste the $80 for nth.. =D Reach the salon around 6.30pm, asked a few things, den i know they are closing at 7pm. So i didn manage to cut.. hahaz~ Will be cutting tml den.. plus highlight and "half-straightening"...

Haiz... i'm dreading school......

Tonight's sg idol was really exciting!!!!!!!~ So happy!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! Taufik won!!!!! =D=D=D!!!!!! My whole estate was cheering when gurmit annouced the results!!!!!!! Wahahahaha!!!!!! I didn vote though... =/ lolz!!! Simply love the <>!!! Was such a wonderful song! =) But i have to admit that I felt Sylvester sang better in that song! hehezzz!!!!!~ =)=)=)! First time heard Maia sing the slow and sentimental song, That's What Friends Are For, and she sounded so nice!!!!! She should have sang such soothing songs in the past! Hehezzz~~~~ So happy!!!!