I'M IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D=D=D=D

WAHAHAHA!! okok... i went to watch Lord of the Rings today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nice show, but i think the Two Towers is better~ Haha! Legolas...!!!! He's sOOooOooo sHuai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hana-hana liao! hahahahahaha!!!!!! =D happY!!! But was quite sad that the ending didn really mention abt him, so... haiz.... mayb in the end i marry him! wahaha... =D okok.. time to wake up! =p

"Raindrops keep falling on my head.." Haha.. that's the song we used for Teacher's Day celebration when i was in pri 5.. Haha, used to be a prefect, and a group of us led a group of pri 1 and 2 students to perform a dance.. Heyz, we created the dance steps ourselves. Hahaz.. well, i missed those times, life seemed to be much easier in those days. Right now, i have to worry abt sch work and stuff, anticipating the outcome of my timetable..

Wet weather.. I planned to go down for a jog this morning aft watching Hamtaro, but i guessed it dampened my mood. Hmmz, well, anywae i had my jog yesterday morning. Had a little sense of satisfaction as i endured throughout the 9 rounds.. One round was abt 300m? So 9 rounds abt 2.7km.. Okok, i noe it dun seems much, but have to tink that i didn really have a chance to jog aft i went into poly. So.. it takes time i guess? Hahaz... Anywae i'm not trying to be one marathon runner or whatsoever, juz kinda like the feeling of an after-jog.. feel much refreshed.. Hahaz, Fiona if u are seeing this, wana tell u that u gave me the motivation to overcome my inertial~ lolz.. I'm sure u will become a real marathon runner one day~ =) Can't believed that u conquered the 21km half marathon, really take my hat off u.. Well, the work of a twist of fate?

Hmm.. feel like taking up a part-time job while i'm studying. Hope to earn some extra allowance myself, so that i dun have to depend on my mum too much during weekend outings.. Although i dun have the difficulty of asking my mum for money, but i'll feel guilty as well. Well, i guessed its time i learn to manage my own monetary matters, dun wana be too dependant on others. New year resolution eh? haha..

Sobz.. its not easy to get a job though! lolz.. hopefully anywae..

Today's boxing day!

Haha!~ Ermz, i've opened all my presents yesterday, so i'm not "celebrating" boxing day today! haha.. =p Been feeling lethargic the whole day, probably didn slp well last nite. Hmm, slept at ard 1.30am last nite, slightly earlier than usual, but didn manage to have a dreamless night~ All the dreams are so vivid, and all these took up my energy~! If only there's a dreamcatcher, i'll beg him to catch all my dreams away tonight!

Juz attended a wedding dinner.. Hmm, the groom's my mother's cousin.. Weird, didn noe him personally.. Anywae i went in place of my father's. Luckily Bernice was there too, or i tink i'll be bored.. Haha.. Hmm, the groom's actually 39yrs old! OMG~ ermz, not saying that he was old, but i tot it slightly passes the usual age of marriage.. His wife looks abt 30+ as well, okie, tt's obvious cos he's already 39..-_-.. Kinda romantic, the ambience was pretty cool, not to mention sentimental love songs... However the place was a little too cramp, 18 tables inclusive of 2 VIP ones... Hmm, mayb they didn want to make it too grand, anywae a wedding mainly involves 2 persons right? =)

The food was nice! Feeling rather bloated now..~ Okiez, abit guilty, i drank carbonated orange squash~ Haiz, shld have hot Chinese tea instead.. But who cares, we ought to pamper ourselves once in a while =) i've not been drinking sweet stuff for a period of time, so i guess it was okie, ain't it.. =p Hopefully the weather will be promising tml, so that i can go down for a nice jog to burn the calories away! =)

Ohh.. my 7yr old cousin is so sweet!.. He went for a holiday at Japan, Tokyo, with his family. My aunt told me that he owaz thought of me when he saw bears! Haha.. He knows abt my bearbear, and he owaz tot i love them! haha.. He even asked his mother to buy one for me! =) so nice of him! Hahaz... He is one hyperactive kid, couldn sit still for a minute, is quite problematic in sch as a result. However, he's a very kind chap~ Owaz ran abt to play with other small kids, and know how to bring my grandad to the toilets and stuff, becos my grandad is partially blind due to cateracts.. *angelic* (",) Lucky guy, he went to Japan juz 2 weeks ago.. i've never been to Japan in 17yrs of my life.. lolz.. Tokyo, reminds me of Kenshin~! Saw the photos the took, haha, cannot imagine kenshin once lived there.. lol~! ok, i know i'm dreaming~ =p

MERRY CHRISTMAS~! haha!~

Well, had a 4/2's chalet ydae! But so sad that i cannot stay cos i'll be celebrating today~ In the end i only stayed for the BBQ.. Hmm.. Quite nice to see the rest of my ex-classmates, haha, mostly didn change at all~ Only 7 girls turned up, quite pathetic.. Its okay anywae, cos we are closer in smaller groups rite? haha.. Hmm.. i was quite regretful, shld have stay for the chalet.. Christmas celebration is getting more boring as years go by.. I ain't know why, perhaps we lost the spirit we used to have when we were young, always looking forward to X'mas.. Haiz..

Went to a relative house as usual today..~ Reach there ard 3pm, and Bernice have to leave by 4pm cos she going off for work~ Haiz.. Sianz.. Some cousins were not there as well, really so bored.. Juz cannot click with the adults, all aunties and uncles.. Their topic bores me even further, discussing abt wat type of tupper ware is better..-_-! omg.. In the end i sms my dear to call me, haha, chatted ard 20mins.. =p At least that is better.. Den went to do some craftwork with some small kids... Haha..~ Nothing much.. Sianz sianz sianz...

My dad came aft that, so we went OG shopping! Well, i still prefer window shopping than to stay there doing nth.. lolz.. So here i am, sitting in front of my com blogging.. Haha.. The day really passes quite fast~ Received quite a few presents.. Hehez, Bernice gave me a 300pieces Hamtaro jigsaw puzzle! So cute! =D i'll hang it up in my room when i finished it! =) HeEz.. Dear gave me sth as well..!!!! =D He meet me below my house this morning before i went out. He bought a Precious Moment cardboard, those type of DIY cardboard that can be folded in a box, a pillow-shaped box.. The design is so sweet~ hehez.. Inside, he filled it up wif my favourite Famous Amos cookies!!!!!!! HAPPY!! =D

Hehez.. Tomorrow i'll have a wedding dinner to attend~ Looking forward to the food! =pPp hahaz..

Well well.. Had pri sch gathering ydae~! Hahaz.. yupz..~ We managed to find each other thru msn and friendster! Haha~ Well.. its was ok, quite fun actually! But was quite disappointed that only 6gals turned up.. We went to Taka'a Seoul Garden.. So long didin step in Seoul Garden, and the oil kept splashing! So painful..~ Haha.. its okie though.. Aft that Eunice and Joanne had to leave early! Sobz.. so left the 4 of us! Hahaz.. We cannot make up our mind which movie we wana watch, and we wasted almost one hour! -_-! Well, basically can't stand the guys, they are so wishy-washy! =p Hahaz.. In the end we went to Paradize Centre's K box! Its was fun.... Hmm.. But the weird thing was, they called Terence as well... Ermz.. Terence was not from 6/1 ( actually this is yckps6/1^98's gathering) He was from 6/3.. Anywae, he was really cold to me.. We didn tok to each other at all, and he almost avoided me whole day~ Well well... Forget abt it. Juz dun wana make myself miserable again over this~ DuH~

Heez.. Some of them has become more handsome and pretty! Some still remain the same though! Hahaz.. Esp Weixiong, wow~! Shuai~! HAHAHA! oOps.. =p Quite disturbed that Chee Kiat keep pushing Poh Lu to me.. (Poh Lu was my former crush in pri sch til sec 1) For the past 5 yrs he has been doing that, or the other victim will be Terence.. Haiz.. Sianz~!

Hmm.. enuf abt that! Well, xueping's finally back from her 18days trip to Chiangrai~!!!!! Welcome back to S'pore! Hahaha~ Hmm.. Really missed her during the 18days, cos at times i wish i can chat with her~ haha... Well will be meeting her later to Hougang Mall in an hour's time!.. Aft that i will be going to amkss4/2^02's BBQ~~~ Hehez.. Hmm.. Sad that i'm not staying over, cos i'll be celebrating X'mas tml with my family~ UrGh.. Bernice went to buy my X'mas present without me! We promised to buy for each other when we go shopping together!!!!! Now i've only left a few hours to get sth for her!.. How am i going to do that! i'm rushing to Costa Sands later...... ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~

Okok.. i messed up my bloggie! Oops... so sad!! i was trying to change the colour codes! And the whole text disappeared! oMg~ soBz! Oh well... thanks to myself! Haha.. Luckily shee wee helped me to fix it! =) oHh.. i love u qing ai de! lolz..

Something surprising happened today! Well.. Leo called!!! Leo Augustinus Jonathan!OmG~ He went to Australia to study aft O levels, den went to US aft a few months~ He's back in S'pore today! Haha.. we didn see each other for almost a year, but we did contact thru msn.. Haha~ surprise! He asked me out today.. haiz.. too bad i cnnt go out cos i've been going out sonsecutively for many days! Gonna cut myself some slack and tidy my room! Its worse than a pig sty!~ So sad... he flying off tml already, and mayb not coming back s'pore very soon.. Woahz, sorta envy that guy, he's really rich~ Yeahz.. indo-chinese... Almost travelled around the whole world in just 19yrs of his life.... i dun have such fortune huh? =p hahaZ.. anywae chatted abt 20mins.. Haha... His chinese seemed different, how hshld i put it? abit ang moh? hahaz.. his english also abit "slanged". Haha! His stay at US certainly changed his accent huh... =p

Haha.. basically slacking ard today..~ Trying to pack my room and edit my blog! Well well.. I wldn dare touch my blog again! Hahaz! real com idiot, can't blame me! But still have to thank ShuQin for teaching me abt the colour codes! Haha... i did succeed changing some of the colours, but was too unsatisfied, and i made it worse.. =p Perhaps there are some error or sth, i duno.. =p

Went down to meet dear in the evening cos i asked him to help my buy a copy of Teenage mag since he was outside~ Woahz.. i cldn't find it at the 7-11 and a provision near my house, it definitely sold out fast! Hehez.. thanks to my dear~~~ =)

Well, i noticed that there are more than one person who changed so far.. Haiz.. Its been tough.. really. Mayb its not really blessed to be in love? U have to deal with changes ard frenz and family.. Well.. i decided NOT to bother myself with it anymore. True frenz will definitely tok to me some day.. I'm not going to let it pull me down this time, i've got my own freedom and right to choose my own path rite? If i keep considering all these, there's no need to think of marriage yeahz? =p

Well.. have to bear with my father! He's been drumming the guitar beside my ear almost every night! Can't stand it... i'm going deaf... And he prevents me from listening to my mp3! Someone save me!!!!!!!!! ARGH!~

HAPPY FIRST MONTH~~~!!!!!! =D=D=D~!

Haha! Nothing much actually, went to Discovery Centre! Hahaha... Must be wondering why on earth did we go to the discovery centre?!!! Haha... Becos i have 2 free tix! Each worth $9, so its a pity to waste it! Haha.. My kor gimme those tix de, and i went with dear today! Haha.. =) Also nth much over there.. The view was nice and all... Hehe.. Went for the stimulator ride that cost us another $4! Hehez...... Well well.. duno wana elaborate =pPp

He gave me a Precious Moment figurine!!!!!!!!! And a card which he made himself! Very artistic! =) I almost cried when i saw that figurine!! An angel~! With something writen on it... =) =) =) Happy happy happy! How i wish........

*huG hUg*!!!..Firstly i wana hug myself! hahaz! =p Because i finally learnt how to edit my own bloggie!! Okok.. i know its nth great to be proud of, becos i only know how to edit little things here and there.. Haha.. Anywae i wana hug my Qing Ai De next! Haha!!! ShEe Wee!!!!! Thanks for teaching me! Lolz.. I love u! hahaha... Now i'm super enthu in editing my blog, keep pestering ppl set up a blog or to gimme their add.. Haha.. No luck though.. =pPp Still hoping to find a beautiful blog skin to go with it.. This layout's kinda old, ermz, i mean i used it for monthsss!.. Time to change! hahaz.. People shop for new clothes in the new year, so my bloggie should deserve a new set of clothes too! =p Haha.. New skin, new year, signifies a new beginning~! *cRaPz*

Sort of quarelled with my mum juz now~ I juz can't stand the way she looks at money! Yes, money! Pengz... I know that one couldn't live without money, and everyone loves it! Who doesn't..?! But she LOVES it too much to the extreme.. Really can't stand her nonsense! Casual things like comparing the designs and material of the T-shirts at World of Sport juz now, she comment things like "Wahz! So expensive ahz?! dun buy lah! " -_-! I said i wana upgrade my piano cos mine is for a beginner, and the tune's totally out and the keyboard turns stiff.. I juz couldn continue playing a piano like that.. Juz asking her to understand, she snapped and say " I didn't want u to learn in the first place, do u know how much money i have wasted on u to learn this thing?! $500 for 3 months u know?! " How hurtful her words are.. Can't even i pursue my own interest? So what is she expecting me to be? Study, study and STUDY?!! Sux! Hate it when she acts as if she's very poor.. For goodness sake. I dun admit that my family's wealthy, but i know we are not poor either.. My cousin, Bernice, took up piano 2yrs before me, and her dad's the only sole breadwinner with an average monthly income, and her mum is a housewife. Til now she has completed both Practical and Theory Grade 8, and her mum never say those things before... How fortunate....

Well.. perhaps she didn want to spend too much on me. She's willing to spend for my brother instead. I said it before i wana undergo laser to treat my myopia, and her first reaction was " You think i got so much money ahz?!" Okie, nvm.. i understand this is far too expensive. But she ask my brother to undergo laser to treat his face when my bro didn even asked for it! Please.. which is more impt? Face or eyes?! I can go blind one day if gets worse as time goes. But a face?~ Can it affect someone's health?~ haiz.. her son is always the most precious.... Insist my dad to fetch him aft work today cos its raining, keep telling my dad to park as close to the shelter as possible.. Will a little rain melt ur precious son?! Sometimes when i was getting back home in the late night, she wouldn't even ask my dad to fetch me... And when i reached home, she was fast asleep... *sick*

Mayb i shldn't complain too much. Okie.. i noe i'm fortunate enough.. Seriously. Juz wana let off some steam that's suffocating me juz now! *uRgHhhh!!!*

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Things have been improving these two days.. Perhaps it is good to thrash things out once and for all.. I guessed u shld noe hu am i refering to. Anywae, i dun wana raise my hopes too high, cos u disappoint me again and again.. Who knows this is juz another one of ur "summer season", and in a blink of an eye, it turns winter.... It has been like that so far.. So dun blame me for being cold.. i didn know how to act as if everything has solved, as if nth has happened at all....

Mentally exhuasted.. I ain't know why.. But i guessed i know the reason.. (ermz, i noe this is a contradiction..=p) Okok... Frankly i tink i noe the ans to myself, too private to be posted here.. I know wat i want, but.. how am I going to do it... I dun wan.. Wish it never happened at all....... It happens so fast, so fast that i couldn even catch my breath, couldn stand back and think with a clear mind... I'm juz giving myself a chance, i clearly know wat i want.... It juz happened too fast for me to think logically, and some ppl ard me juz disappeared, changed, watever......

I'm tired... exhuasted to the point... Perhaps tml will be a better day.. Praying that the weather will be a blessed one, so that i can go down for a refreshing jog to blow my troubles away.. *pRay pRay*

Woke up at 10.30am this morning~! The weather was perfect.. Sunshine after the rain! Haha.. Not exactly sunshine lahz =p Went down for a jog today.. Felt so refreshed!!! =D Haha.. 3 rounds for a good start... Hoping that i'll be able to build up a momentum! Pray hard that tml's weather is perfect too~ hehe.. Sweet, nice smelling bread fried wif eggs awaits me after my jog! *Yummy yummy*! Haha.. i love u mummy! lolz...

Didn go out today..Cos ydae i shopped til dropping dead. Tml still going out! Shhh... Haha.. cnnt write it here.. *wiNkzz* =p Haha.. Hmm... Been a little disappointed by what Shi Ting told me this morning.. She told me that campcraft trainings for this Sat and nex Sat will be cancelled, cos that stupid Siva does not like trainings on Sat! -_-! WTH... I tot NP's trainings are held every Sat?!!!! He said that he wanted them to train for CCA orientation for the new batch.. Alrite lahz.. But added that campcraft training will only be held once a week.. ONCE A WEEK.. might as well forget it.. -_-!~ Remembering how we used to train for this campcraft competition, we had to go down to sch almost everyday, even during school days... We hardly clinched a top 20 position.. (Can't remember we got which position..) Well well... its not my problem anyway.. I have long graduated and ROD-ed.. Our sch's NPCC will be closing down soon.. lolx.. Becoming slacker and slacker.. I dare say my batch also slacked... -_- Heck!!!!

Haha.. Dear juz called.. But the line keeps disconnecting... Mayb the reception's no gd.. =p

Received a bad news from a good fren at poly.. Hope she's fine...

Lurlene McDaniel's books really teach me how to look at life in a different perspective, and never take things in life for granted... Simple acts such as breathing, seemed for hard for people down with Cystic Fibrosis.. Yet normal ppl like us didn even treat it as a thing. Received an e-mail from my aunt today, and we shld really feel fortunate that we are granted wif sight, hearing and without all other disabilities.. (",) This may be boring for teenages like us, cos everyone is enjoying their life to the fullest.. But it has such great impact on me..~ I feel really fotunate! =) Anyone who is reading shld feel the same way too~~

Haha.. Okie.. Went shopping wif Fiona today!~ Haha.. Didn have to window shop today, cos my mum gave me $100~! Well.. it may seemed a small amount, but it is enuf for me at least.. Hehe! Bought 2 tops and 2 bottoms! We went to Bugis Junction today, aft tt went to Bugis Street! Wow... Discovered that Bugis Street actually has so much to buy! And a new opening shopping atrium "Upstairs" is simply great! The clothings are cheap and nice! =) Hehe.. Highly recommended! However there are not too many shops... tt's quite disappointing!!! =(

Haha.. Fiona and I carried the same paper bags as we shopped and head down to Orchard! Hehe.. We bought different clothes, but all were from the same shops! Haha.. Cute eh? =p She bought a Princess skirt! Haha.. I insisted it is a Princess Skirt! LOLZ... But it looks very nice! Hehe. Spent only $101 on 2 tops and 2 bottoms~ My skill to budget is fantastic huh.. =pPp

Hehe.. alighted at Somerset aft tt.. Den went to Heeren, and all the way to Takashimaya~ Well, it rained so heavily!!! So i'm drenched! Fiona asked a kind lady to shelter her over!! So good!! Haha.. i walked in the rain myself, cos the unbrella's too small to shelter both of us.. At least there is a kind soul who shelters me at the traffic lights.. Haha! But it only shelter a while cos we are going different ways.. Lolz.. Hu cares, i'm already half drenched by that time.. =p Well well... i managed til Taka everntually... haha...

Shop shop while lor.. Fiona recgonised a few NYJC students at a counter selling some scented thingys.. nice nice... Erhem.. Haha... Went to cold storage den headed home! Hehe.. Its been great! So long didn went on a shopping spree like this, esp wif Fiona! So long didn go out wif her..~ Nice nice feeling.. =)

Haiz haiz haiz..~ Disappointed~!!! So many ppl couldn turn up for the Sentosa trip.. So sad sad sad... But also couldn blame them lahz.. Fiona is right, the weather is unpredictable.. There goes my tanning session... DuH~ Remain white white lor.. =(

Nvm..! tml will be going shopping with Fiona at Bugis Street! Haha.. Ermz.. shld i say window shopping..? =p i'm short of cash and i'm broke! Still owe Shee wee the $20 for the Kbox session.. Sob sob... Its such a torture to watch a fren going on a shopping spree while i tagged behind~ haha.. its ok.. At least i get to go out, take some fats off me, try not to eat so much tml .. *wiNkz*

Anyway only had one meal for the whole day! Had Captain Cook at compasspoint with dear.. Hehe.. Felt a sense of satisfaction! =p Well i finally borrowed Lurlene McDaniel's books at Seng Kang library! Happy happy happy.. Hehe..~

Stupid bolts of pain came back today! I really think i'll have appendicities very soon!! Scared scared.. sobz.. =(... Hmmm... missed xueping suddenly! Haha.. miss talking to her bahz.. She's still in Thailand doing her OCIP.. Hope she's fine over there! Ohh... xp.. owaz so enthu in stuff like this... =p

Today's sun is good! Bright and sunny!!~ Haha.. aRgh.. too bad not going to Sentosa today~ Will be going tml rite.. hehe.. Well, I dun expect the sun to be bright and sunny everyday, but hope that it will be sunny enough! =) haha.. Better dun be too optismistic, or else the disappointment is greater! *+cHoY+* Hope that everyone will be going! Hehe..

Been feeling weak nowadays.. Haha.. dun worry, i'm not suffering from any illness.. Juz that i find myself too fair!!! Well well.. Actually i'm not very fair lahz.. Haha.. But... fairer that what i'm supposed to be.. I wan to be tanned!!! Haha.. Gained some pounds too.. =x wana get it off! uRgh..~~~~ Hopefully the Sentosa outing still on, well.. Fiona wans me to be the organizer! Cos she feels.. erm.. lazy? Haha.. Okok.. i hope i get it done quickly.. I hope that we'll be able to stay til dark, den we all go visit the musical fountains, and capture the starry starry night's scenery.. Haha.. okie, i'm thinking too much, i doubt everyone can stay...

The drilling below is driving me crazy.. They started drilling at 10am in the morning!!!! Hey.. 10am is stil very early ok! Wake me up from my beauty sleep!! well, it has not stopped, but i guessed the people living in 1st and 2nd storey are worse huh.. =p haha.. Okie, the workers are the suffering ones.. They help everyone of us in upgrading our environment, we are not thankful and yet some went down to complain.. Haiz.. Singaporeans are so petty!!!! We shldn do that! Haha.. am i contradicting myself...? =pPp

Well, enough abt crapping.. Got to go soon.. Meeting dear.. Will be going Seng Kang library to return and borrow books.. Hopefully I'll be able to find the book i want! Couldn find it in the previous visit..! =( Okok... i remember that i haben found the book i borrowed, hope it is not lost!!! =o!~ Gtg ppl.. take care! =)

Haha... Wow.. Actually juz hang up the phone not long ago.. Its been ages since i've chatted so long on the phone! And guess who was it, it was fiona!!~ =D Really long long time didn chat, and we almost drifted off.. Well, really glad that u didn forget me at all.. i'm really sorry if i neglect u.. This feeling is nice, i keep flashing back memories of the past, how we used to draw comics to each other for entertainment ( the comics its abt someone whom we dislike, and we "tortured" that person.. haha!=p) How we used to be so childish and fall out over little things.. How we often used rush to the water cooler to look at that guy i used to have a crush on... =) If only i can turn back time.. I missed those days, i missed those friends, i missed the school..

Actually dun feel like blogging now, cos i'm so tired!!!~ Haha.. But i am dl-ing a song now, the transfer rate is so SLOW~ so take this time to blog.. =) Hehe.. Today had a very very enjoyable day!!~ =D But i am really EXHUASTED!!! Been going out consecutively for 5days~ My legs are giving way, my eyes are closing and my lips are cracking~! Well well.. forget abt undesirable stuff... =p hehe..

Meet up with Shee Wee, Janice, Wendy and Ben. We went to the zoo!! Haha.. So long didn go le.. Hmm, the place has been renovated, it is much much bigger and neater! Of cos it looks more presentable~ haha.. The first animal we saw is the duno wat monkey, make so much noise! hehe.. Tink it is to attract visitors, so they placed to noisy monkeys near the entrance! Hehe.. Wendy (we owaz call her Monkey) finally had a chance to visit her hometown! =p Haha.. We also managed to carry rabbits and chicks! The chicks are so cute!!! =D Haha.. Ben dun dare to carry chicks lor, he even dropped the chick when he wanted to pose for a photo.. Tink he dun dare close up his hand... Poor chick.. Well well.. At least he managed to balance it carefully at last and take a photo with it.. Memorable huh? Congrats..! =p

The weather turn out to be bad aft abt 3hrs.. We had a tea break at KFC at he children's play ground and it started to pour.. As it was raining quite heavily with lightning flashing, we hid ourselves at a tram station.. The tram came and go, we tot we could not board cos we didn have a ticket.. We spent quite some time at the shelter when Ben finally went to see if we were able to board.. Well.. We are really lucky cos the tram provide free service to all visitors, cos it was raining and the zoo is closing soon.. Haha. Thanks to u Ben... =) lalala...

Took 138 back to AMK central and decided to go K box at Hougang Plaza.. Haha... All become crazy..~ Sing sing, drink drink, eat eat... time flies~~ haha~! Tink i'm abit outdated, didn know many songs.. =p Saw See Wee at K box oso, got chat up abit lahz..~ haha... Finally went back and reach home ard 11.45pm... Tired tired.... ~ He called me to chat while i walk home, he couldn come fetch me cos he quarrelled wif his dad and was somehow grounded.. Haha.. Nvm lahz, i'm not 3yrs old kid oso, can go home myself.. =) Hmm.. Owe shee wee abt $20.. Haiz, duno how to survive nex week... =p hehe..

Yawnz..~ not much energy left.. Tink i'll go slp soon..~ Take care.. Tata..!! (",)

=D=D=D=D~!!! Today is a very happy day!!!~ =p hehe!~ well... =pPp

Wake up at 8am today to meet Ber at City hall MRT to go for yoshinoya interview~ But i overslept!~ Intended to take cab, but took me 20mins to hire one~ haiz.. i reach there ard 1030.. luckily she's oso late..=p haha... The interview was ok lahz, but the manager says that she'll hav to separate me and Ber.. sianz... i duno lehz, dun feel like working cos i bluff her say i was waiting for results... Scully she wan me to work til June.. =( anywae wait til she call den decide lor...

Hehe... Aft that I meet him at city hall MRT and parted wif Ber.. Hehe... We went Suntec..
Went to watch Brother Bear!~ A very nice and heartwarming show..~~ Although it is a cartoon, but it expresses brotherly love and the ways animals are similar to humans... I love that show.. Some part was quite touching, almost cried.. The songs are very nice too! Hope can download.. =)

Hehe.. He treated me Fish and co aft that!!!~ hehe.. First time eating at fish and co.. =p Very nice!! =) Went several places aft that, but finally settled down at esplanade.. hehehehehehe!!!!~ =pPp Well well....... =x

He gave me sth which are very very special!!!!~ Some where made by himself, one was drawn by him.. And of cos sth else decent.. =p hahaha!~ =pPp.... Happy happy... =D=D dun say le.. hehe.. =x

Will be meeting Shee wee, Ben, Jan, Wendy to go zoo tml!!!!~ Looking forward!~ long time no see! esp Jan!!!~ =D Hope tml will be a very nice day!! =)

Went to meet colleen and fiona for brunch today.. Hmm.. long time no meet up. Fiona was broke, colleen seems quite rich.. =p haha.. ok lahz.. I am no better.. Within 2days i spent ard $30+.. now left $10+ for the rest of the week. Wonder how am i going to survive.. Still meeting my poly clique for outing this thurs.. Mayb to crocodile farm.. haha.. I dun wana go out on friday anymore!!!~

Fiona was late today, cos she overslept... Well well... We decided to have our meal at Breeks! haha.. First time eating the rice over there, cos usually i'll order the Korean ramen.. Hmm.. the Bibim Bab was nice! highly recommended.. =p haha!~ we also so many side orders to share, including breaded prawn, Calamari Rings and Mashed potato! Fiona has a really huge appetite today.. Aft all these she still wana have desserts! 2 scoops of ice-cream huh.. haha.. I already have difficulty finishing my rice, let alone the side dishes, not to mention desserts.. -_- Haha.. Well i went to meet Bernice again aft tt, and colleen went Ikea herself...

Wanted to go for the Robinsons interview one.. We even filled up the forms and queue for around 20mins. Suddenly i saw the attire and i decided not to waste my time.. I dun have black pants or knee-length black skirt, oso dun have a black cover toe shoes... -_-! So forget it.. not going to buy them juz to work for the 4 days, not worth it.. Aft tt went to the Patara Thai cuisine at Swissotel The Stamford.. The interview was ok, we oso went to Fish and co too.. well.. All muz wait for call, obviously, so we are very sianz... Dun wana find anymore..Btw we got into Yoshinoya... -_- $4/hr only lahz... Bernice was interested lahz, cos she's quite shui bian lor.. ok lahz, tml still muz reach Milennia Walk at 10am for interview, have to wake up at 8!!!!!!!

Haha.. tml i'll be meeting him oso.. I wana go watch Brother Bear, and a treat from him at Fish and co as promised.. =)

Have been meeting up with Bernice whese few days!~ yeahz.. went for interviews.. haha.. she really enthu.. actually i dun intend to work le, cos he finally finish work!~ i've been waiting for him to end his job.. Hmm.. now i'm the one hu go out to look for one..-_-! nvm lahz..

Haha.. went for Famous Amos interview ydae.. Actually they are quite interested, but when they ask us one question, we duno how to ans.. "So do u intend to go poly or jc?" cos we owaz say we are waiting for results.. Well, we duno how to ans.. We said duno lor.. The fact is that she's going JC, and i'm ALREADY in poly..Its not easy to tell a lie aft all.. =p Haha.. anywae Famous Amos only pays $4/hr.. quite shocking...

Going to TM to meet ber later again.. Haha.. this timE Bengawan Solo... If we gets in, mayb we'll be working at airport.. not bad.. =) i hope we are able to work in the same place together.. =p Hmm.. wonder if the Pacific duno wat cafe will giv us a call today..

Ydae i cannot to internet duno y... Finally can connect today... happy..~ =) haha... Hmm.. hope today will be a busy and fruitful day.. at least get my mind of some things.. sianz..

Hehe!~ Had quite a great time today~ Well well.. went to Parkway Parade today to meet my cousin Bernice and her fren for pool~! haha.. Actually she asked me to accompany her go cos she's not very comfortable wif that guy, let alone to play pool alone with him.. Its that guy hu suggested, so it is also hard to reject him~ haha~! Ok lahz, find that guy not bad, not as bad as she describes him.. haha~ Went to Megapool, Bernice is a first-timer, and she considered very good as a first-timer!!!!~ Wow.. impressive! Hehe.. that guy also very good lor~!! super good.. But he asked me a super pai say question " How long have u played pool?" When i say one yr, he was quite shocked~! haha.. he duno i'm 17, cos they are only 16.. haha.. Well, what can i say abt myself, i played for one yr and is not his match, when he juz started playing this yr~ =p Hehe.. good excuse for myself, i'm a gal.. =p

Hehe.. Aft that tt guy went home while me and Bernice went to Parkway Parade to shop shop.. Wow, she's one of the most enthusiastic person i ever went out with.. She's so enthusiastic in finding jobs!~ Ask and ask.. We found alot alot lor... Bengawan solo interview on monday, Famous amos interview on monday, Ichiban Sushi interview on tuesday, Orange Julius interview immediately, even ask us for a trial run on nex monday.. Pacific duno wat cafe at MPH waiting for call by monday..But we dun tink we wana go for the Orange Julius one, muz pay for the uniform, somemore have to buy black pants and black shoes.. 3 weeks pay can't cover all lor... Hmm.. exciting..~! We like the Pacific duno wat cafe the most!!!~ The staff is very nice, and they are quite ethusiastic too.. Hope.. Pray... Btw Bernice get into Raffles JC, wow.. impressive. She appeal through Chinese Orchestra cos she's afraid that 9points couldn get in the 1st 3 mths.. Well, at least she's accepted by the sch immediately, no need to wait for the posting that is out on 17th.. =) Her dream of going to that sch has come true for her, she's really good~! Congrats!!!~ Hmm.. Tink that her "O" level will be better, she surely can remain in that sch..~ (",)

Hehe.. i finally saw Wendy at the atrium.. Cos 1st time i went to look for her inside Isetan, can't find.. When i went back in the evening to the atrium, still can't find.. Finally found her at the food court!~ haha.. dinner time huh... Nv really chat much cos she's wif a fren and i'm wif my cousin.. I oso saw her again while she's working, so oso cnnt tok much..~ hehe! tao yanz.. so long didn see her, nv change one bit lor! =p

hehe.. he call me juz now oso! finally not working anymore.. haha.. enough money to last for this hols lahz.. he oso treating me to Fish and Co nex week.. =D

lalala~~

Went to Liren's (mY ai ren) house today~! =p haha.. first time went there lor.. Together wif jiayong lahz..~ hehe.. we went there to cook! hMm.. We decided to cook maggie mee lahz =p and my na shou mushroom cheese omelette!!!! =D haha.. =p hey.. i cook very nice one hor! ydae i fry one small one for dinner, my brother keep saying very nice!!! so happy! haha... so decided to let dem try today lor.. wahz.. at first let them suan until duno like wat lor, say wat dun dare eat lahz, den wan to see me eat first before they eat... Hey... not bad one k.... =p

Haha.. do nth much later.. Went to see liren's video.. Erm those video cam ones.. haha! Her brothers really funny lor~~ Hmm.. So envy that she has such a wonderful family...~~ haha.. ok lahz.. shld feel fortunate oso, cos mine is wonderful oso le.. haha.. Aft tt went to play PS2.. 1st time playing PS2 lor, i nv had a play station in my whole life lor.. hehe~~ quite fun lahz! We tried to play Silent Hill 2 oso, cos jiayong play before.. Wahz, very scary lor! the ghost will suddenly appear from nowhere all of the sudden one!!!~ Dun tink i wana play this game on my own... Duh...

Hmm... oso very envy those who can play Gunbound.. Haiz haiz haiz.... Y my com cnnt play..?~!!!!!!! i'm bored to death when i'm at home.. If only i can play...

There's oso one thing i shldn say.. Feel that things have changed already.. Tink its not over yet lah, i still tot its over.... Sick sick sick... Anywae oso dun wana care anymore, no strength to tink abt it..

See what Care Bear you are.

This bear sounds more like me than the previous one.. =p haha.. another type of care bear quiz.. try it.. =)

wO lei le.. i really duno what u want.. wo yi jing di sheng xia qi le.. if u wana remain cold, i can't help it.. i'm tired, no strength to carry on... bu xiang zai zhu dong le.. hu leng hu re de...stop hurting me.. there's always a disadvatage when u juz get too close to someone, esp when they mean alot to you..

HehE!!~ WEnt to sentosa today!!!!!!~ =D =D =D~! wow! so long didn go le,, finally had the chance to! hehe... Sacrifice a little of slp is worth it! hMm.. meeting them at 9am at habourfront this morning, but i was late! so sorry! =p hehe.. the 6 of us, Maggie, Yuen Ching, Xue Ping, Selina, Limin and me! =)

Although we only went to the beach, we had a great time cos we are so lucky!!!! Cos Sentosa has a Water Sport show every weekday 12pm, 2pm and 4pm.. We are so lucky to be chosen to go for a ride at the speedboat thingy!!!! At first for the 12pm show, only Yuen Ching and Maggie got chosen, one person at a time for the ride.. All of us wanted to try too, so we actually stayed til the 2pm show to grab our chance..! hehe! lady luck is on our side! All of us actually get to ride!!! This time is 2 at a time, Xueping and Limin go together, me and selina.. So nice! its free! and is an eye opening experience.. The ride is so fast, then its oso bumpy at times! Very cooling, very shiok! =D The sun is not very strong today, so didn get really tanned, but i was a little sunburnt, oso duno y.. =p hehe~ nice nice!

Aft that we went to the Army market cos Maggie wanted to buy OBS thingy, den we went to the food centre downstairs to have our early dinner! Even bought a plate of satay to share..~ haha.. eat til very full, guilty.. =p Anywae really had a nice time, so long didn have such great feeling.. Hope there are more of such outings again.. =)

Went to Third aunt's Family Day at Jurong Bird Park yesterday!!!~ hehe~ had lots of fun of cos! =) But i have to wake up at 7am which is a torture! Only me in my family went, and becos my father was working, i have to take train from Aljunied to Boon Lay all by myself... So lonely..! =p Hehe.. Anywae i meeting my cousins and aunts at Boon Lay station to take the shuttle bus to the bird park~ hehe..

Went to make hanna which is free of charge there, actually oso wanted a scupltured balloon, but we are too late..=( There are also programmes, Bird Show and Lucky Draws.. All was nice! esp the bird show! hehe.. so interesting! =) Aft tt still went to the mini fun-fair to play, the prizes was a couple of sweets and some pathetic keychains..-_-.. lolz.. But those slides which are air-filed are nice!!~ But we obly manage to play for a while cos the person-in-charge chased us down... we are overaged.. =( Aft tt went to Pizza Hut for dinner and watched Matrix Revolutions before heading home.. haha.. very fun.. lazy to say anymore.. =) reach home around 11+-12am last nite... all by myself... take from boon lay to AMK ... *yawn* Ate alot ydae.. have to diet by today le.. =p

Meet up with Bernice once in a while is great.. We can share lots of things! =) like this feeling... Will be meeting her again this Saturday to play pool =) Hmm.. At least ydae's activites can take my mind off any problems and worries... Feel great! But today is another ordinary day, hope nth bad happens... Will be meeting Colleen to go Beach Road army market later, not tt bad aft all..=)